Chapter 389
When Gu Siwei opened his eyes again, it was already midnight, and there was an extra blanket on Gu Siwei's body.
Gu Siwei gently lifted off the blanket, stood up from the recliner, stretched first, then came to the glass window and looked outside through the window.
Although it was late at night, it was not too dark outside. The bright light of a crescent moon in the sky illuminated the outside dimly.
Just when Gu Siwei wanted to turn around and go back to the room, he saw a shadow moving unsteadily across his line of sight. Gu Siwei recognized it with just one glance. The shadow was Zhou Guangxian.
Originally, the old man had a cold face, but his figure was very upright, but at this moment, Gu Siwei only felt that what he saw was a candle that was about to be extinguished, and it seemed that even a gust of wind could blow away the little bit of life in his body.
Already.
Gu Siwei was a little worried, so he carefully walked out the door and followed him.
Zhou Guangxian didn't feel that there was anyone following him. As for Zhou Guangxian's mood right now, he probably didn't know whether he was following a train, let alone a person.
About twenty or thirty meters away, Gu Siwei was hanging like this. Zhou Guang in front took the lead step by step, moving his limbs as if desperately trying to move up the ramp that he had walked countless times.
Go up the hill.
There is no way down the mountain here, so Gu Siwei would have no problem walking on it, and Tao Yisheng would probably have no problem, but if most people wanted to go up and down the mountain from here, they would probably only have four words left: shattered into pieces.
Zhou Guangxian kept walking forward, even if there was no road ahead, he still kept walking forward. Gu Siwei knew that this old guy probably no longer took his own life as his life.
"Old man Zhou!"
Gu Siwei followed him all the way until Zhou Guang almost stood on the edge of the cliff. Gu Siwei finally couldn't help but call him out.
Zhou Guang heard Gu Siwei's voice first and turned to look at Gu Siwei.
"Gu Siwei?"
Hearing the tone of Zhou Guangxian's words, Gu Siwei realized that Zhou Guangxian had been drinking, so he asked: "How much wine have you drunk?"
"I drank almost a pound, but I didn't drink too much." Zhou Guang waved his hand first.
After saying that, the old man slowly squatted down, stretched out his hand to support a rock next to him, sat down, and looked at the crescent moon above his head without saying a word.
Gu Siwei walked over, sat down next to Zhou Guangxian, took a look around, took out a big apple from his pocket, and handed it to Zhou Guangxian.
"Do you want an apple?" Gu Siwei asked.
Zhou Guang listened first, reached out and took the apple, then took a hard bite on the apple, chewed it a few times and swallowed it before saying to Gu Siwei: "It's a very good apple, but it's a pity that I won't be able to eat it in the future."
"Is that so hard to think about?" Gu Siwei looked at Zhou Guangxian and said.
Zhou Guangxian said: "It's not that I can't think about it, it's that I've thought about it."
Gu Siwei asked: "In that case, tell me what happened. You have already thought about what you can't say. When you finish talking, you can do whatever you want."
"Aren't you going to stop me?" Zhou Guang looked at Gu Siwei and said, then continued to nibble on the apple in his hand.
Gu Siwei shook his head: "If you really want to end it, there is nothing I can do to stop you. And from our interactions these days, I also know that you are a persevering person. Now that you have made up your mind, no one can stop you."
You can't change it, and whether you stop it or not is the same result. So why should I stop you? Since your life is so painful, what reason do I have to stop you and let you go on in pain?
Now, just think of me as an old friend who came to see you off. When you jump out of here later, I will shout from here: Old man Zhou, you have a good journey. This will give you courage on your way to hell."
Zhou Guang frowned for a moment after hearing this, but soon relaxed.
After saying that, Gu Siwei stretched his head and looked down, and praised: "This position is well chosen. I jumped down from here and was instantly liberated."
Zhou Guang ignored him at first, and after almost two minutes, he calmly opened his mouth and said, "My eldest son is dead, and my eldest grandson is also dead. Both father and son died together on New Year's Eve."
That night, the letter said that he was poisoned by burning coal. Then in the third grade of junior high school, my second son also died. This time, Baimaofeng went out at night and froze to death in the wild.
Hahaha, hahaha!
The burning coal was poisoned, and two of the people in the room died. Baimaofeng went out at night, and only he died. I gave birth to three idiots."
Zhou Guangxian's laughter made Gu Siwei's hair stand on end. He could hear grief and indignation from Zhou Guangxian's laughter, extreme grief and indignation.
"I only have two sons in total, and they are all dead within a year. They are all dead...hehehehehe" Zhou Guangxian began to repeat over and over again.
After saying it more than ten times in a row, Gu Siwei now didn't know what to say to comfort Old Man Zhou, so he could only act as a good listener.
Zhou Guangxian opened his mouth and continued: "I lost my father when I was young. My father died when I was six years old. I lived with my mother under the care of my uncle. When I was thirteen years old, within a year, the Japanese came to my hometown, and my uncle and mother died one after another.
, I begged all the way and finally joined the army.
Later, after liberation, I was in my early forties, got married under the arrangement of the organization, and had two children. I originally thought that I would have someone to hold the mourning stick, but who would have thought that they would take the first step before I died.
Damn it, last year my wife and I had no contact with each other, and this year the white-haired person sent the black-haired person, hahahahaha, what a fucking god!..."
Speaking of where he was angry, Zhou Guang first pointed at the black night above his head and started to curse.
Zhou Guangxian definitely didn't curse people often before. He didn't have many curse words, far less than Gu Siwei. The old man was just doing this and that, and he didn't even have half the curse of eight generations of his ancestors.
Gu Siwei didn't say anything, he just listened quietly, listening to Old Man Zhou venting his anger.
The old man cursed for almost forty minutes. He was not very talkative in the first place, but now his voice was broken by the curses. In the end, it seemed that he really couldn't remember any new words, so he slowly stopped.
.
"So you're going to jump from here?" Gu Siwei asked after seeing the old man resting.
Zhou Guangxian said: "I am not afraid of death. In the past, people who were afraid of death on the battlefield have come through wind and rain. On the battlefield, people who are afraid of death often die the fastest. In the future, there will be people who are not afraid of death but don't like to use their brains...".
"Have you ever fought that battle?"
When Gu Siwei heard Zhou Guangxian talk about the war, he couldn't help but open his eyes.
Zhou Guang first said: "What's so strange about this? The battle that Old Man Li fought, haha, does it count as a battle?"
"Don't pick on Old Man Li at this time!"
Gu Siwei was a little speechless. You, an old man, want to jump into a career now, and you have to step on Old Man Li. It's really idle.
"I didn't expect that you are still a fighting hero," Gu Siwei said sincerely.
"It's rare to see you looking carefree." Zhou Guang first asked Gu Siwei.
"You are all heroes. You have exerted a spirit that has not been seen in a century and created the majesty of a great country. The people of our future should be grateful to your generation," Gu Siwei said.
Zhou Guang was stunned for a moment after hearing this, then shook his head and said with a smile: "It's not important anymore."
"No, it's very important. This battle's majesty lasted forever and established national and military prestige, as well as decades of peace," Gu Siwei said.
"Okay, this can be considered a little comfort before leaving," Zhou Guangxian said.
"If I were you, I wouldn't kill myself," Gu Siwei said.
Zhou Guangxian said: "In the end, I couldn't help but persuade me."
"Then I definitely need to persuade you. What if you regret it when you jump and do free fall?" Gu Siwei said.
Zhou Guang first asked: "What free fall?"
"When you go down from here, due to gravity, you will fall faster and faster... Hey, why am I telling you this! Anyway, it is like this, it will last only one or two seconds, I'm afraid
You regret now, regret that you can't avenge your child, so you killed yourself like this."
After hearing this, Zhou Guang first said: "You don't know, this revenge is not easy to avenge."
"Retribution is not easy, but it must be repaid. As long as you are alive for one day, there is hope for revenge. If you jump from here, there will be no hope. Those who harmed your sons and grandsons, point out
They may live a long life. Even if they have a conscience, they can at most say lightly when they think about it, I didn't do this right back then.
With just this sentence, several lives in your family have been taken away. Are you willing to do that?
If it were me, I would definitely not be willing to accept it. Blood debts can only be repaid with blood. Don’t mention such nonsense as repaying kindness with kindness. People who have no ability only say this to comfort themselves. If you have ability and blood, a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye.
, just do it and it’s over.”
"They are much more powerful than you think." Zhou Guang looked at Gu Siwei first, his eyes still lacked any brightness.
"How powerful is it? Are the American planes and cannons you shot more powerful, or the Japanese's menacing ferocity at that time? Haven't you done it all? It's a life-threatening situation anyway, you are about to jump off the cliff, why are you so afraid?
Waiting for an opportunity?" Gu Siwei said.
After Zhou Guang heard this, he shook his head and said, "I don't have the anger you said anymore, and I don't have many days left to wait."
"Um?!"
Gu Siwei was a little stunned.
Naturally, he didn't want Zhou Guang to jump off the cliff first. After all, it was a human life. However, this old man was a little ignorant of praise. He had been trying to persuade him for a while, so why did he still think about dying?
Again, I really want to die and no one can stop me.
Seeing that Gu Siwei was stunned, Zhou Guang first said: "You are a good boy, you have a sense of smell, but I don't have a few days to live. At most a year, or as soon as half a year, my disease will kill me."
"In the past, it was better to have medicine, but now I estimate that it only lasts two to three months at most..."
"What?!"
Gu Siwei couldn't believe that Zhou Guangxian had an incurable disease.
When Zhou Guang first told him about his illness, Gu Siwei was speechless.
"I don't think you look like you are sick, you are so lively and energetic." Gu Siwei expressed disbelief.
Zhou Guang wanted to say something first, but after opening his mouth, he suddenly froze. He stretched out his hand and pressed hard on his chest. The pain that originally caused him to grin was much lighter than before.
"What...is going on?" Zhou Guangxian pressed back and forth several times.
Gu Siwei was also thinking at this time: Can space water also cure this?
When these old men came, every one of them looked like a plague chicken. Gu Siwei was afraid that he would be gone, so he naturally wanted to add some ingredients. He didn't know if it was possible or something, but he wanted peace of mind, right?
Chapter completed!