I forgot how many times this was a disappointment... In my memory, there have been many times when I had a sudden impulse like this and my heartbeat accelerated, although they were all disappointing results.

After 'suicide', the character will automatically return to the resurrection point in the city. As for the loss caused by such a death, it is meaningless to her.

She chose to go offline as is.

She stared at the screen blankly for a while, then lay down on the table... After a while, she still lay down, but reached out and opened the drawer.

Her arms and palms were shaking slowly, and there were items inside that could allow her to escape from this loss and pain in a short period of time.

That is a delicate knife.

She held the knife in her right hand, then gradually opened the rest on her left arm, and pressed the cold blade against the skin of her arm. This was almost flawless skin. If there were those lines on it

If a long and thin scar can be erased.

It's always like this... After that person left, one night, she found that this cutting pain could relieve her a little.

Her eyes gradually began to lose focus, and the sharp blade began to make a small cut diagonally on the pale skin, and blood suddenly began to spread along the edge of the blade to both sides.

But she couldn't continue, and the pleasure brought by this behavior disappeared in an instant because of the sudden knock on the door outside the room. She heard the voice of another man whom she hated but could not leave.

"You haven't eaten again, haven't you? Xiaorou! Did you hear me? Answer me!"

She looked at the door of the room silently and subconsciously walked to the door.

"talk!"

"You don't want to see me that much? Don't you know the door is unlocked?" She... Xiaorou covered the wound on her arm, and then quickly pulled down her sleeve.

"I'll ask the maid to heat you some food. Remember to eat." The man was silent for a while and then said calmly.

But just as the man was about to turn around and leave, the door to the room was suddenly opened, and Xiaorou behind him shouted angrily at him: "Lan Kai! Are you so unwilling to see me?"

Her voice almost resounded throughout the entire floor. When the servant who was cleaning downstairs heard it, he quickly ran away, quickly opened the glass window door of the living room, and walked into the garden outside.

Lan Kai stopped here, then slowly turned around, his pupils shrinking slightly.

Xiaorou sneered, and then she pushed her hair away bit by bit. On the left side of her face, a scar stretched from the corner of her eye to her chin like a ferocious centipede, crawling on her originally delicate face.

"Do you dare to look at it again?"

Lan Kai took a deep breath, then let out a deep breath, looked sideways, and said calmly: "If you are willing, these injuries can be repaired at any time. Today's plastic surgery technology is very good, and soon it will be the same as before.

No different."

Xiaorou looked at Lan Kai, sneered, shook her head, and retreated back into the room, like a ghost, with a pale expression embellished with scars on her face, this smile was extremely cold.

She bit her tongue and said: "I won't let it disappear. I want you forever. How did you treat me... forever, forever!"

It wasn't until the door of the room was closed that Lan Kai seemed to have exhausted all his strength. He held his forehead with one hand, gasped for air, and leaned against the wall.

After a long time, Lan Kai seemed to have regained some strength and walked down the stairs slowly. The servant outside the yard peeked quietly at this moment, and quickly opened the window and walked in, "Sir..."

The servant was about to speak but stopped.

Lan Kai shook his head and waved his hand, "Get some food and send it over. It doesn't matter whether you want to eat or not."

"I understand." The servant sighed and walked to the kitchen silently.

Lan Kai took a bottle of red wine and went to the study by himself... Sometimes, he really didn't want to come back to this cold place.

…

…

Qian Xiu looked at Xiaobao silently for a while. The resurrection point flashed several times. Some people left in a hurry, while others went offline.

Just when Qianxiu was about to say something, Xiaobao suddenly said: "Forget it, I won't say it if I don't want to say it. Boss, are you still going to complete the task? If not, I will be offline! I have been online for several days.

I haven’t gone home since class, I want to go back tonight.”

Qian Xiu nodded silently, and then said softly: "Okay."

Before going offline, I said, "It's better not to see each other, but what if we can't forget?"

Qianxiu was stunned, Xiaobao had disappeared.

He raised his head and glanced at the sky, which was more real than reality. The world was a quiet orange-red under the setting sun, and he finally understood why he wanted to come here.

Because I can't forget, but I can't see each other... I can't see each other.

After escaping into this world, you don't have to suppress this crazy longing that can't go away, because if you are separated by two different worlds, you know that there is no possibility of meeting each other again.

If you want to find something to do, the more trivial and troublesome things are, the best. When you are too busy to think about it...

Qian Xiu remembered his original plan to build a new weapon.

It's just that last time, because I broke the relationship that other humans came to this game besides myself, there were only a few materials left to collect, so I came back in a hurry.

Since then, he has been in a depressed state because he was afraid of killing a living person and because of fear.

Later, I met Xiaobao accidentally and spent this time getting along with him, so I stopped making weapons.

…

On the way to the materials collection place in Xinshou Village, Qianxiu always felt as if something was missing around him... missing a guy who chattered endlessly, but could always make him not hate him.

But the remaining materials for making weapons were not much left last time. It only took more than an hour to collect them successfully when we arrived again.

Qianxiu suddenly felt a little tired of this kind of life of charging at monsters every day... This kind of high-intensity killing life, although it always makes people in a state of excitement, once it stops, there is an unprecedented tiredness.

, can quickly make people extremely tired.

At this moment, he didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to lie down. It would be better if he could fall asleep, but it was obviously impossible in such a wild place.

He has already died once, and if he dies twice more, it means that Qianxiu will also disappear from this world.

He once asked himself why he was still alive. Maybe ending it directly was the best choice.

He had done something like this before, but in the end he was unable to overcome the fear of death. It was as if he suddenly woke up from a nightmare, his whole body was cold, he was gasping for air, his heart was beating fast, and his whole body was shaking... After all, he never got out of that final moment.

One step of courage.

"Mr. Knight over there, can you step away for a moment? You may have stepped on the place where the golden earthworms I want to catch are hidden."

Qian Xiu was stunned and looked sideways at the guy who was speaking to him... a very low level, level 4, a mage who was no match for the weakest.

He is still wearing the most basic whiteboard mage robe of the novice account... It has been so long since the server was launched, and there is still such a low-level account?

If you are a newcomer, you will usually choose a new server. Why would you deliberately come to a service area with limited hours... Is it a small account opened by someone else?

lq...the id of this mage.

This lq mage is indeed squatting on the ground at this moment, holding a small shovel in his hand and a basket next to him. He is squatting on the wet soil like this, and it doesn't seem dirty... indeed

They are digging for earthworms.

Qian Xiu subconsciously looked at his surroundings... He had unknowingly reached the edge of the lake. He just planned to find a deserted place to stay.

This quiet environment feels good.

Maybe because this trumpet is only level 4, to Qianxiu, it is like a little monster with one or two. Even if he is allowed to attack dozens of times, it is impossible to break his own equipment defense, Qianxiu.

Suddenly asked: "What are you doing catching earthworms?"

lq said: "Fishing, fishing naturally requires bait, right?"

Qianxiu was stunned, such an answer was normal, but he suddenly felt like asking a very unnecessary question, "Are you planning to practice your career?"

lq stood up and said, "I don't have any plans for the moment. I just want to complete a task. I heard that this kind of golden earthworm is needed. I don't play for a long time, so I haven't completed a single task. Moreover, this game

I’m not sure how long I can play.”

Qian Xiu frowned and said, "You are probably fishing for the Golden Carp King, right?"

"Yeah, is there any problem?"

Qianxiu said helplessly: "What a lucky guy. No matter how many people want to do this task, they can't find it. Instead, you, a person who doesn't play much, met you." The official announcement of the Golden Carp King mission said

However, a unique one will appear randomly among all the service areas, and the rewards obtained will be unique and limited, and will not appear in the prize pool in the future... Do you think you are lucky?"

lq said: "I see, that's it. No wonder it's so difficult to do. It seems like it was a bit of a waste if I touched it."

Qian Xiu shook his head and said, "It's not just a waste, it's a waste of natural resources."

System: Player lq has proposed to you to form a temporary team and share the task "Golden Carp King". Do you accept it?

Qianxiu asked in surprise: "What are you doing?"

lq said: "I said, I may not have played for a long time. Since such a mission comes to me, it is naturally wasted. You said that many players want to encounter it, including yourself, right? I am simply

Enjoy the fun of doing tasks and pass the time. Rewards and so on are of no use to me... How about this? You help me catch earthworms and complete it together, and the reward will be yours?"

Qianxiu has an instinctive resistance to this kind of kindness... He does not believe that such a pie will fall.

He shook his head and said: "No, the mission is yours, and the reward is naturally yours, I won't take it away."

lq didn't force it, he just nodded and canceled the temporary invitation... He followed Shan Ruliu so quickly that Qianxiu felt a strange feeling.

Qian Xiu felt that this guy was very far away from him...even further away than the distance between the screen and the world.

lq was walking towards Qian Xiu at this time.

Except for Xiaobao, Qianxiu would subconsciously reject this kind of active approach from other guys. He quickly took two steps back, always keeping a certain distance from the other person.
To be continued...