It is difficult for Chen Ran to explain her mood clearly.

He knew that Sun Weian, who made this decision, was very rational. If he had changed himself to the same position, even if the missing person was his friend, he might have made a similar decision. After all, no matter how heartache, as the person in charge and commander of the operation, he still needed to be responsible for the living team members.

In order to save a person and save more comrades' lives, a rational commander may not make such a choice.

But the person who was left behind was himself.

Chen Ran must admit that he inevitably felt resentment, powerlessness, panic, and confusion in his heart...

These emotions surrounded his heart, making his chest feel so stuffy, as if all the strength in his body was exhausted.

What should I do next?

In this desolate world, there are only curse fog and monsters. How can I survive?

I don’t have food, and what’s even more terrifying is that I don’t have water. Even with the extraordinary physique, I can only last for a day at most.

My spell suit is damaged. Although it can be used to minimize the application of force field protection, it can be dealt with; but the spell suit will be constantly consumed in the curse fog. I have been in this world for a day, which means that the spell suit can last for more than a day at most. Once the spell suit is completely invalid, if I want to avoid the erosion of the curse fog, I can only use [Power Field Protection] to completely cover the whole body. That will greatly consume my spirituality and I can't hold on for too long...

One by one, questions emerged from Chen Ran's head, and these eventually led to a conclusion:

It's helpless, dead.

Death is a very difficult thing for people to accept calmly. Even if a person dies, people always feel that it is just a distant future.

When death is right in front of you, it may be fine if it hits suddenly. Like Chen Ran, he clearly feels that he is not bad now and doesn't want to die, but this situation, which can be at least one or two days, or at most three or four days, will definitely die in the end, is so devastating.

"Maybe, it's not just death... The fog of curse is full of pollution. When I can't hold on, maybe I will become a terrible monster, with green face and fangs? Dried like a dead body? Or is it just a skeleton with flesh and blood separated?"

Chen Ran thought this way, and his pessimism became stronger and stronger.

Yanyuxian floated out of his body, flew around him for a week, stopped in front of him, and looked at him.

Looking at his wife's translucent face in the spirit state, Chen Ran smiled: "What else should I say to help you resurrect? It's nonsense to be with you. In a few days, I'll die..."

Yanyuxian couldn't understand what he was talking about, but he seemed to feel the depressedness and despair in his heart. She stretched out her hand and gently stroked Chen Ran's face.

There was a slight cold touch that made Chen Ran feel a little more awake.

"Wife, what would you do if I die?"

"Become a lonely ghost? Or... will you not even be able to maintain your current state and truly die?"

Thinking of this, Chen Ran was silent for a moment.

"No, I can't let this happen."

He took a deep breath, but his nose smelled of coal ash, but his mood cheered up a lot.

Chen Ran may be able to accept his death, if it would definitely come in a few days. But he could never accept the last remaining spirit body of Yanyuxian, which also disappeared with him.

"There must be other solutions...there must be other solutions..."

He was walking left and right in place, holding his head with both hands, racking his brains to think.

All kinds of knowledge that I had seen kept flashing from his mind, but there was no information that could tell him what to do in this situation.

The more I think about it, the more I become irritable, and the more I think about it, the more violent I become!

"Ah! Ah!"

The suppressed emotions in his heart made him unable to help but yell and scream in anger.

Yan Yuxian became anxious. She circled Chen Ran several times again, and then tried to pull his hand.

Chen Ran calmed down a little and let his wife pull her hands up.

Yanyuxian's spiritual body does not have power, so of course it cannot move him. This is Chen Ran's own behavior.

She floated in one direction, and Chen Ran couldn't help but follow.

"Where are you going to take me?"

Of course there will be no response to his question.

Chen Ran followed him for a while and gradually felt at ease.

Anyway, since things have come to this point, what else can he worry about? He can no longer think of any way to save himself, so let's follow his wife's spirit body.

It is not common for a spiritual body of a wise man to show such active behavior.

She may have some active behaviors usually, and seems to be communicating with Chen Ran, but her actions are generally relatively small and do not contain any special meaning.

However, the current action is beyond that range.

Chen Ran got rid of his previous despair and thought about the meaning contained in it.

He had no way to tell the details now, was it because Yan Yuxian felt the strong emotions in his heart and the instinctive actions he made, or because she had made some other changes in the other world.

But no matter what the reason was, Chen Ran felt relieved and stopped paying too much attention.

"In the past, I have always taken you away. This time, I don't know where to go or what to do, so let's follow you."

"Even if you keep going to die like this, it's not unacceptable."

...

Chen Ran, who had let go of his mind, walked forward with Yanyuxian's spiritual body without any destination.

This did not mean that he gave up completely. In fact, when he was halfway through the middle, he turned to the original position of the crack of time and space.

In addition to taking a look at the specific situation and completely erasing the unrealistic delusion in his heart, there is also a very realistic reason. He wants to go to see the temporary camp not far away.

The camp should have a communication device and a sealed tent that temporarily isolates the fog of curse.

The Exploration Team of the Special Service Team only took ten hours to evacuate, and it was actually very tight. Perhaps, there would be something there to leave for yourself.

After arriving at the place, he found that the camp was very messy. The communication device had been moved away, the sealed tents were moved away, and the filter fan was gone... In short, they took away almost everything valuable.

This is normal. After the time and space cracks are closed, everything in the other world is equivalent to being completely discarded. Things that are worth a little money will definitely not be left behind.

But luckily, there was some water and food left here.

In the real world, these water and food are definitely not valuable things. It is normal to be abandoned in place when time is tight.

Even if the sealed tent has been put away and the food and water are exposed to the fog of curse, it must have been contaminated, and that is better than nothing.
Chapter completed!