Today, before this moment, Bian Nan had many imaginations about this.

How will the family find out, what attitude will it be like, what will dad, aunt, Bian Xinyu, and Bian Hao say...

And how will I deal with it, admit it, grit my teeth and carry it...

Although according to his habits, he didn't think too much about this, and he stopped when he thought about his heart.

But he never thought that he would feel like this when he was really pushed to this point.

Tension, confusion, uneasy... no, not uneasy.

It's scary.

Everyone was present. He stood under the stairs, Bian Xinyu stood beside him, Bian Hao stood in front of the sofa, the aunt was at the kitchen door, and the way he escaped back to his room upstairs was blocked by his father who was walking downstairs.

Several people looked at him and questioned Bian Xinyu's inexplicable question, and everyone was waiting for his answer with confusion.

"Who did you... go to Valentine's Day?" Bian Xinyu stopped shouting loudly. When she asked the second time, her voice was already trembling and nasal.

You should cry the next second.

Do you want to answer?

How to answer?

Bian Nan looked at her silently.

There are many sayings about avoiding the deadlock in front of you.

Met on the road.

They met Qiu Yi and met with friends, Wan Fei and Shen Tao were waiting for them.

...

If he doesn't want to admit it, even if Bian Xinyu already knows Qiu Yi's sexual orientation, he can still easily pick himself out.

only.

If this is denied.

I was like pushing Qiu Yi away.

Qiu Yi's attitude towards this matter has always made him unhappy. He avoided others and did not let him get too close to Qiu's father. They even had unhappiness about this...

He didn't know why Qiu Yi was like this, but after hearing that Qiu Yi said it that day, he did feel excited and happy.

If I deny it now, it seems that I will throw Qiu Yi aside to some extent.

For the first time, Bian Nan felt that his IQ was a little insufficient, at least it would fail during a sharp turn at high speed.

He was confused and wanted to say it, don't say it, Qiu Yi said it would be after the New Year, but now...

A few seconds later he made a decision, and opened his mouth and was about to make a sound, Bian Xinyu suddenly screamed, covered his ears and ran upstairs: "Don't tell me! I won't listen-"

Bian Xinyu ran very quickly, and ran and shouted in tears, knocking her father who was standing on the stairs to the side, rushed to the second floor and ran into his room, and threw it hard onto the door.

Then I heard the crying faintly coming from her room.

"What's going on!" My father then reacted and glared at Bian Nan and asked.

"I..." Bian Nan felt cold in his hands and sweaty in his palms. His father's stern look made him almost disappear after a long time of courage.

"What's wrong!" The aunt didn't bother to ask more questions, hurriedly ran upstairs, knocking on the door anxiously outside the door of Bian Xinyu's room, "Xinyu, what's wrong? What's wrong? Open the door for your mother..."

Bian Hao didn't say anything, walked up to him and stared at him for a long time, and went upstairs.

"Dad," Bian Nan looked up at his father and spoke with some difficulty, "Can we talk?"

My father frowned, stopped for a while, then turned around and walked a few steps on the stairs: "Come to my study."

"Yeah." Bian Nan raised his legs and walked up the stairs. When he only walked to the second floor, he felt as tired as if he was about to exhaustion, and his hands were shaking violently.

He didn't expect that this scene would be so difficult to face when it really came.

"Biannan!" Bian Xinyu suddenly opened the door, pushed open the aunt and Bian Hao standing outside the door, and rushed towards him, "Why are you like this!"

Bian Nan turned around and had no time to take a step back. Bian Xinyu had already rushed over and grabbed his arm: "Is it true that Valentine's Day you and Qiu Yi went to? Is it true?"

Bian Nan looked at the tears and red eyes on her face, gritted her teeth, took a breath, and responded: "Yes."

"Why!" Bian Xinyu probably had the last trace of fantasy disappeared, and she roared, "You know clearly that I like Qiu Yi! You know clearly!"

"I..." Bian Nan felt that Bian Xinyu's logic was problematic, but before he could speak, Bian Xinyu's hand had already shook it on his face. He quickly turned his head, and Bian Xinyu's nails scratched his neck, and it suddenly felt a little hot and painful.

"Xinyu! What are you doing?" My father shouted. Although Bian Xinyu has been spoiled to a very strong temper since she was a child, she has never acted like this crazy.

"Xinyu..." The aunt ran over and wanted to hold Bian Xinyu, but she threw it away.

"Bian Nan, you did it on purpose! You clearly know that I like Qiu Yi! You did it on purpose!" Bian Xinyu pointed at him.

"Don't do this for now." Bian Hao rushed over and hugged Bian Xinyu, dragging her back away.

Bian Xinyu couldn't twist Bian Hao, and she cried and struggled, but still pointed at Bian Nan: "You bastard! Bian Nan, you are the same as your mother! You have to grab what others like!"

Bian Nan felt that he shook his head suddenly, and he helped the railing beside him to stand firm.

Bian Xinyu's words stabbed into his heart like a knife, and he also stabbed and stirred.

"Xinyu!" Bian Hao pressed his voice, "What are you talking nonsense!"

"I'm not talking nonsense! Bian Nan! Tell me if you have a good time with him, tell me! You look at me like a fool every day and wonder if he is very happy! You say! You know that I like him... just follow your mother..." Bian Xinyu cried, without saying everything. Bian Hao covered her mouth and dragged her back to the room.

Although Bian Hao and Bian Xinyu have been disliked by Bian Nan since childhood, because of their father, all the dissatisfaction is not directly expressed, unfriendly, disliked, sarcastic, rolled their eyes, and fought. Even Bian Xinyu's "original sin" will not directly mention Bian Nan's mother.

Bian Xinyu's words could be heard clearly. He could no longer hear other voices. After being pulled into the room, he was still shouting, but he could not hear them at all.

There is only that sentence in my mind.

Biannan, you are the same as your mother! You have to grab what others like!

If you like someone else, you have to grab it!

This sentence accurately hit the scar he was most reluctant to touch in the past ten years.

Your mother is San'er, and you are the same as her. You have to grab what others like!

Bian Nan leaned gently on the railing, shaking violently.

He felt that the railing was really strong, and he was shaking as if he had done his best, but the railing was still motionless.

So strong...

The aunt glanced at him with complicated eyes and ran into Bian Xin's room.

"What's going on?" The father, who had not spoken, asked behind him, with a clear anger in his voice.

"Dad," Bian Nan closed his eyes and grabbed the railing with his hands, as if he would fall down by letting go, "Qiu Yi and I... went to Valentine's Day."

"What?" My dad asked again, probably before he could fully react.

"I like him," Bian Nan bit his lip and turned to look at his dad, "I like Qiu Yi."

When my father slapped him in the face, Bian Nan fell heavily on the floor of the corridor before he could even see the direction of his attack.

I also slipped back along the smooth floor for a short distance.

He ran into Bian Hao who walked out of Bian Xinyu's room.

My father pointed at him and said something. Bian Nan didn't hear it clearly, and his ears were buzzing, accompanied by a sharp sound, which was more lethal than Bian Xinyu's crying.

He was so dizzy that he was so loud that he was a little dizzy.

After saying that, my father went upstairs with a dark face. Biannan held the floor with his arms and leaned against Bian Hao's legs. He felt that everything in front of him was spinning rapidly with the wind.

As a mine owner who has been working hard on the mine since he was a teenager, the slap was amazing. When Bian Hao retreated, he lay directly on the ground.

Bian Hao pulled him up from the ground, and his legs slipped for several times before he stood firm against the wall.

Bian Hao looked at him and said something.

Bian Nan could only hear his voice in a buzzing sound, but he couldn't hear what he said.

"I can't hear it clearly." Bian Nan whispered.

Bian Hao didn't say anything anymore, waited for a while before speaking again: "What about now?"

As the sound of sound faded, there began to be some messy sounds around, such as the noise from a radio that could not search for signals.

"Yeah." Bian Nan responded.

"Let's go back to the house," Bian Hao's face was not very good-looking. He glanced at him and walked upstairs, "This year is exciting."

Biannan leaned against the wall without moving.

The surroundings seemed to be quiet. There was no crying in Bian Xinyu's room. Only the gentle voice of the aunt was heard. Bian Hao and his father went upstairs.

He was the only one left in the corridor.

He slowly squatted down the wall to the ground, closing his eyes to calm himself down.

But he felt quite calm.

That is... Come out from the previous vortex quickly.
To be continued...