Chapter 47(2/2)
Sometimes she looks through Weibo, web pages, and looks at herself on it through the screen, and she truly feels that she is famous.
At some point, she is really afraid that she will be over-inflated. Others have too high praise for her. She always doubts whether she is that good? It seems that there is no, but others praise her and seem to be reasonable and well-founded. She is naturally happy. After being happy, she will be afraid that she is not that good, which will make others feel disappointed.
The most intuitive manifestation of this entanglement is that she is becoming more and more irritable, but this entanglement is only aimed at Jiang Han. She is becoming more and more cautious in her words and actions outside. When she sees Jiang Han, she will relax. She doesn't know how to express that feeling to her, excessive excitement, excessive tension, excessive self-confidence, and excessive inferiority complex. Several extreme emotions are entangled together, making every nerve tense and feel about to explode.
She would lose her temper with him because of trivial matters, accusing him of not having good food, accusing him of not talking to her, and being irritable for all kinds of unreasonable reasons. Sometimes she would feel that she was too much, but she just couldn't control that emotion.
One day after filming the filming, Jiang Han took her out for a meal for a long time. As she ate, she suddenly burst into tears, and tears kept flowing, and she couldn't stop it.
Jiang Han took a tissue to wipe her tears. She apologized to him while crying, "I'm sorry, I have a bad temper recently, and I don't want to do this, but I just can't control myself. Can you forgive me? Don't hate me."
Jiang Han walked around to the opposite side and sat next to her, sucked a tissue to wipe her tears, "No need to apologize, I didn't blame you, it's because I'm wrong. I pay too little attention to you, so I vent if I'm not happy. If I have to be careful with me, then we are not husband and wife, do you know?"
"Jiang Han, you are so kind to me. Everyone is so kind to me, but I have nothing. I don't know how to repay everyone. I feel that I am being praised too high. I am so afraid of falling down suddenly, and then smashing myself to pieces, and there is no residue left."
Jiang Han hugged her and told her about his first debut, "I became a monk halfway through. When I was filming for the first time, I didn't even know where the camera was. The director asked him to act and kept acting. He didn't even realize it when he appeared on the screen. The director knew that I was a newcomer, so he kept talking to me, talking a lot, and I tried hard to remember it. At that time, I felt very hard, but sometimes the director was very busy and in a bad mood. If he didn't want to say more, he would be scolded.
Later, when the first drama came out, the protagonist was not popular, so I became popular first. At that time, I felt that the pressure was too great and I didn’t plan to film, but I suddenly became famous. The days of being scolded were still vivid in my mind. I felt that I was extremely hard and thought that I was not suitable for filming. I suddenly became famous. The praise from the outside world confused me and I didn’t know which one was right. At that time, Song Chen took me, and I was the only artist under him. He would spend a long time to enlighten me. At that time, it was also a struggle for a long time to gradually take these things lightly.
As an artist, the pressure he bears is much higher than that of ordinary people. This circle is very complicated. In a moment, heaven and hell, he may fall from the altar and be covered in mud.
This is also why I opposed you to learn acting. How difficult this road is, you can't imagine. Ordinary people can only see the glamour in it, and the blood and tears behind it are hard to describe. You are just debuting now, and the pressure to become famous overnight is very high."
Jing Xuan said "Yes", "I really became famous overnight. I felt that everything was fake, like a bubble, and it broke with one pierced. I was really afraid that everyone would wake up at some point, understand that this actor was a scumbag, and then stomped on me hard. If that time comes, I would die of sadness, then I would rather never be popular."
"Don't think so much, huh? Let's take a step back. Even if you make a mistake and everyone doesn't like you anymore, your brother and I will be there to hold on. Things won't get worse, right?"
"I……"
"Promise me, don't think so much, okay? Baby, everything will pass. Life is already ups and downs, but the life of celebrities is getting more intense. Some people praise them and some people step on them. Do you still have to film if you care about so much?”
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The two chatted for an afternoon, and Jing Xuan felt that she was in a much better mood when she said it. When Jiang Han drove her back, she fell asleep on the back of the passenger seat. For so many days, this was the only time she slept so peacefully. In the end, when Jiang Han carried her down, she didn't wake up.
Jiang Han carried Jing Xuan all the way from the parking lot to the hotel. At seven o'clock, Wen Yuanyuan had just taken everyone out to book a meal. She just came back and ran into Jiang Han in the hall.
Wen Yuanyuan whistled the youngest, "Congratulations to the actor, congratulations to the actor, finally got the beauty back."
"The people who eat melons expressed their surprise. The male god didn't expect you to be such a male god."
"Teacher Jiang, what's wrong with Jing Xuan? Why are your eyes swollen like this?"
Jiang Han looked down at the person in his arms. He had just cried, his eyes were swollen, and he was still sobbing when he fell asleep. He pursed his lips, "I just cried, I finally stopped coaxing her, but I couldn't bear to wake her up."
"By the way, I have to sleep so hard that I don't wake up."
Jiang Han smiled slowly, "I haven't been sleeping well these days, maybe I'm too tired!" This was the same when I was a child. I slept very heavily. At that time, the two families were close to each other, and she liked to stay at his house. When she was sleepy, she lie on his bed and sleeps, but she couldn't wake up, which led to many people carrying her home in the middle of the night.
That memory, when recalled now, makes people miss it extremely nostalgic.
Wen Yuanyuan keenly captured the keyword, "Oh, I haven't slept well these days... Actor, you will be a bad kid like this."
Jiang Han smiled, "Driving with a license is not considered a violation."
Wen Yuanyuan was stunned for two seconds, "Damn it, isn't it? Flash marriage? When did it happen?" Wen Yuanyuan instantly turned into a gossip girl, staring at Jiang Han with bright eyes, "No, I'm going to reveal this news to the tabloid reporter. It's so fucking exciting, are you serious?"
A few people around him also listened with their ears, and they had a license to drive. Damn, is this getting married?
He actually got married! Damn!
A girl pressed her chin shell and it took her a long time to close her mouth. She pushed Wen Yuanyuan, "Sister Yuanyuan, you swear, your idol's bag has dropped, pick it up quickly."
Wen Yuanyuan made a pickup action, "Well, pick it up, I'm so shocked. I'm in love three years earlier than her, and the marriage has not yet been completed. What kind of luck is he? I'm not convinced!"
Princess Jiang Han hugged her all the way. When she took the elevator, he changed his arms and placed her on her shoulders. She reflexively hugged his neck and buried her head in the socket of his neck.
He patted her on the back, "Awaken?" She hummed for a few words, silent, and had not yet woken up.
Everyone said that they were full of dog food and were about to burp.
This abuses the dog.
As the elevator climbed up one by one, Jiang Han suddenly said, "She just debuted and was under too much pressure. If you have time, you should talk to her more. I will say thank you first. In addition, I don't want to put too much pressure on her. I hope to keep the marriage secret first. I can?"
Wen Yuanyuan patted him on the shoulder and said, "Okay, okay, you are handsome, I will listen to whatever you say!"
The group of people laughed and all expressed their understanding.
So the next day, Jing Xuan felt the enthusiasm of the crew as popular as a crew. Wen Yuanyuan took the lead and turned into the sister next door to tell her about her own history of fame, as well as her own pressure at each stage, and ways to resolve the pressure.
Yi Minglang is the most funny. She almost laughed when she was talking about Hong Kong Mandarin.
However, after doing this, her mood finally improved.
Yu Zaizhong talked to her about the role and told her, "It's good to be calm. On the set, you are just an actor. Whether you act well or not, you have a director's evaluation. You don't have to think too much, especially some praises and criticisms from the outside world, don't care too much."
"Well, I remember, thank you Director Yu."
"You're welcome, I want to tell you that the producer wants to help you become the first female lead. The next plot is re-exercised, and you will become the first female lead."
"I'm far worse than Sister Yuanyuan. This doesn't work, it really doesn't work. Moreover, this is really not good."
Chapter completed!