When Jing Xuan used a pregnancy test stick for the first time, was it a red line or two red lines?

She patted her head, shook her head to wake herself up, worked hard to restore her brain, stared at the instructions on the packaging and read it repeatedly, and it took a long time to focus.

Oh, a red line, no pregnancy.

She suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, feeling like she was exhausted, and she didn't know what she was nervous.

This is not the first time Jing Xuan has moved in to Jiang Han’s apartment in Yuancheng, but it is the first time that she has lived in the guest room next to his bedroom. Now she lives in the master bedroom naturally. I remember that she has been coveting it for a long time back then. Sometimes when he is not at home, he secretly glances inside, thinking about one day he can go in and sway.

In fact, it is very simple inside, just a storage rack with half wall, a wardrobe with a sliding door, a large bed, a computer desk, black and white, not even a sofa, and there is even less decoration. Two abstract paintings on the wall that she couldn't understand, and the rest were gone, and the curtains were all solid gray. It was connected to a large bathroom. Jing Xuan had never been in, and she didn't know the structure.

Jing Xuan sat in the bedroom to pack her suitcase, her clothes were hung in the closet, her Stilt pillow and Pikachu doll were thrown at the head of the bed, where was the skin care products? Well, maybe you had to add something... Jing Xuan wrote it on the notepad, then cleaned up the storage rack, put her small ornaments on it, what else? She couldn't remember it, looked around the room, and couldn't help laughing. The black, white and gray room turned into colorful because of her things, especially her Stilt and Pikachu, which looked particularly bright on the gray quilt.

Jiang Han went to the company and hadn't come back yet. It was almost seven o'clock in the evening. Jing Xuan remembered that she hadn't eaten yet. Thinking of this, she suddenly felt so hungry. She took out her cell phone and sent a text message to Jiang Han, asking him if he had eaten.

After a while, he replied: "Not yet, you can eat first."

When she entered the kitchen, Jing Xuan knew nothing. The refrigerator was filled with newly purchased vegetables and meat. She glanced at it and didn't have any quick food at all.

She suddenly felt a little ashamed. Will she and Jiang Han cook instant noodles together in the future? Or order takeaway together?

For a moment, Jing Xuan had the urge to wash her hands and make soup, but when she started to turn on recipes when her mind was hot, she was depressed to find that cooking was really a cosmic problem, which was more difficult than doing math problems.

Finally, I tinted it for more than an hour. The rice was too hard, the fried eggs were too salty, the fungus was too sweet, the vegetables were too fried, and it was a little black. I couldn't watch the fried meat with peppers...

Well, she has the talent for making dark cuisine.

Before she could deal with it, the kitchen door opened. Jing Xuan was shocked. She didn't feel at all when he came back.

Jiang Han took off his coat and only wore a white shirt. He opened the cufflinks and rolled them to the middle of his forearm. He also had two buttons on the collar.

Jing Xuan looked at him, feeling crazy, full of my husband being so handsome, and she felt satisfied no matter how she looked handsome.

He raised his eyebrows, "What did you do?"

After four words, she realized that the body had not been destroyed yet...

Jing Xuan almost covered her face and got into the ground. His long legs had already moved over and looked at her "masterpiece", and there were signs of twitching in the corners of his eyes.

Jing Xuan was no longer able to win over the emperor and lowered her head, "The skills are not good, basically... nothing can be eaten, so let's order takeaway!"

He had already put a piece of black fungus in his mouth. Seeing her pitiful look, he couldn't bear to hit her. He rubbed her head and put the apron on her, "Wash your hands and have a meal!"

Jing Xuan looked up and said, "You want to eat? You will get poisoned..." He really got poisoned. When he saw interviews before, he was actually a person who paid great attention to his taste in life. He had low-key food and clothing, but he was never casual.

When she was a child, she had dinner at the Jiang family. Jiang's mother was a very powerful housewife and could do everything well. She took good care of Jiang's father and Jiang Han, and Jing Xuan also took advantage of her.

It is not surprising that Jiang Han has such a mother.

However, in fact, Jiang Han not only ate it, but also ate it with relish, which made Jing Xuan wonder if she and him were the same taste buds.

He had a quiet meal, slowly, with an elegant charm, and he really looked good no matter how he looked.

Jing Xuan thought that if there was a TV series that only filmed him having dinner and filmed twenty episodes, she could watch the whole process with her face in her eyes.

The girl is confused, but her wife cannot have only star eyes, but she also has to take care of her male god for thousands of girls. It’s so sad to think about it. Well, it’s not her sad, but a male god, but she’s sad, and she can’t marry a wife.

"Cooking, it's good to wait until I'm proficient." Jing Xuan said with no confidence. She poked the rice in the bowl with a tired and tiring cheek. She felt very guilty. She was spoiled since she was a child. Her parents were very busy and she had very little time at home. She was basically raised by her grandparents. The old man felt sorry for her granddaughter, so she didn't let her learn to cook. Later, her parents were gone, and everyone loved her twice as much as she wanted to compensate her for all her unsuccessful love.

So the result is that she can't do anything except pretentiousness. Zhu Jing is right, just like the person lying at the bottom of the valley shouting that he wants dreams rather than money. The over-worship of dreams and excessive contempt for money is actually a disgust and dissatisfaction with herself. She wants to be a qualified actor and want to tell the world that there is not only darkness and dirtyness in the entertainment industry. There are still people who live passionately for their innocence. In fact, it is just pretentious, living, or living proudly. It is just a choice, and it is not so noble. She leans too high and even abandons her basic life skills.

"If you can't do it, don't do it anymore. I will hire an aunt or find an hourly worker in a few days. We have more jobs and there will be more opportunities to do it yourself. If you don't know, don't force it."

Jiang Han took a spoon and drank the seaweed soup in one bite, and it took a long time to swallow it. What does it taste like? Sugar? Do you add sugar to the seaweed soup? He thought, it would be better to invite an aunt...

He knew her situation better than anyone else. He was not strong in his hands-on ability and no one taught her. He thought it was rare for her to remember to cook.

After hearing what he said, Jing Xuan felt even more uncomfortable. He was considering everything for her, and it seemed that there were very few people who could help him.

When can he tolerate her?

After all, feelings are mutual. Isn’t two people together just support each other? If she keeps dragging her back, how long can he tolerate her? Unbottomed tolerance will make people feel panic. He doesn’t ask for anything from her. Will he be too frank when leaving?

If we cannot need each other, marriage seems to have no meaning, she thinks so.

Jing Xuan thought about this problem for the first time and felt it was extremely heavy.

"It's okay, I can still learn it. It's a woman after all. I can't even learn this."

After finally finishing the meal, Jing Xuan felt depressed and cleaned up the dishes and went to the kitchen. With a very crisp sound, she accidentally sprinkled the chopsticks and a plate and smashed it on the ground.

Jiang Han was startled, got up and walked over, and then saw Jing Xuan squatting in the kitchen crying. I don’t know if she was scared or injured.

He squatted in front of her, pulled her hand up and down and looked, "Is it hurt?"

Jing Xuan shook her head.

"Is that scared?"

His voice was nervous, and the tone was still as nice as ever, but Jingxuan couldn't be happy at all. She shook her head and shook her head again, trying to hold back her tears, but finally she burst into tears and then plunged into his arms.

Jiang Han squatted in half, was hit hard and almost fell backward.

He patted her on the back helplessly, "What's wrong? The food problem? If this is the case, don't feel sad. No one can do it well at the beginning. I know you can't cook. It doesn't matter. You don't have to do it. I said, hire an aunt or an hourly worker in a few days. Don't cry, huh?"

Jing Xuan put her head in his arms and shook her head, "No, no, Jiang Han, you are so nice to me, I'm so afraid that all this is an illusion, an illusion, and then when the wind blows, nothing will be gone, just like my father, my father is so nice to my mother, so good to me, but in the end, it's hard for me to accept the truth, I... I'm not that I don't believe you, Jiang Han, but I'm really afraid, I'm so afraid that you don't like me so much. If one day you get tired of, get annoyed, and don't want me, I'll have nothing, you don't need me at all..."

Jiang Han frowned lightly, loving her, wanting to give her the last and tolerant of everything, these are almost instincts, but she really didn't consider these issues.

For a moment, Jiang Han didn't know what to say, so he hugged her tightly, "Jing Xuan, from the moment I decided to marry you, I have already made plans to tie you up with you in this life. What kind of person are you? When I was a child, I think I still understand that your situation is in my mind. You know, I am not an impulsive person, but in the end I decided to be with you, because... I love you, love itself is a need, Jing Xuan... I need you!"

Jiang Han held her into his arms and wanted to say a lot, but in the end he didn't know how to speak, so he could only hug her tighter.

Jing Xuan felt that she was really pretentious, but she couldn't control her emotions. She felt sad as if she was about to suffocate.

At this moment, only he could comfort her. She wrapped her bra on his back and hugged him back. No matter how tightly she hugged him, she felt that it was not enough.

"Jiang Han, do you love me?"

"Um"

"You say it again."

"I love you!"

"Really?"

"Really. from a very early time."

“How early is it?”

"When you don't know."

"Oh, Jiang Han..." Jing Xuan called him.

He said "yes."

Jing Xuan took a deep breath, "I love you too."

Very early, very early, from when you don't know.

At night, Jingxuan had a dream, and she didn't know whether it was a dream or her subconscious mind. She dreamed that when she was a child, she was in the third grade, in the classroom, the weather was very good and the sun was golden. She sat on the window and was sleepy.

The bell rang, and she tilted her head and lay directly on the desk. When she woke up, there were more milk, egg tarts, and notes on the table, "Remember to eat when you wake up."

My deskmate stabbed her, "That's from high school, you're so handsome, your brother? He's so nice to you, I'll give you food every day."

She squinted her eyes and said proudly, "It's not my brother, I want to marry him when I grow up."

When Jing Xuan woke up, she felt that the dream was so real, but not very real. When she was in the third grade, she never thought of marrying him.

When he woke up the next day, Jing Xuan asked him again, "Do you love me?"

He hadn't woken up too much, his beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, looking lazy and sexy. He turned his head away and said, "It's endless." He kept asking him last night, crying, and finally he was still twitching when he fell asleep, keeping the position of pulling his arm.

That look is so pitiful and helpless.

After washing up, the takeaway was almost here. The two of them were eating. Jing Xuan kept thinking about what happened last night. She cried like a fool. She looked so stupid that she couldn't bear to look at her. Emotions were like my aunt, and no one could stop her when she came.

"I'm sorry, I was in a bad mood last night, don't care."

Jiang Han paused while eating, and he looked up and looked at Jing Xuan, "If you have anything, you can ask me directly. Don't keep it in your heart, do you know?"

Jing Xuan said "Oh", "I won't do it in the future."

"I thought about what you said last night. I ignored it. You are my wife now, not a little sister. It's normal for you to be afraid, but I can't give you a sense of security."

"No, I'm intermittently pretentious, don't pay attention to me, yesterday I was in a bad mood." Jing Xuan paused and decided to say to him: "Yesterday... I went to meet the agent, and she asked me... if I had any plans to have a baby in the past two years, I said I would consider it. I suddenly remembered that we... have never taken safety measures, so we went to buy a pregnancy test stick and tested it myself, but the result was negative. At that time, I was very confused. I didn't know what would happen if I was really pregnant. I wanted to give birth to a baby with you, but I also felt that I was too young and afraid that I could not take on the responsibility of my mother. I wanted to have my own career, but I was afraid that I would be delayed for too long..."

Jiang Han was silent for a while before speaking, "Don't consider giving birth to a baby in advance. Do what you want to do, don't be too stressed. I'm not young, but no one at home will urge you, so you don't have to worry." When Jiang Han said this, he suddenly remembered, "My parents said that you should hold the wedding as soon as possible, and the end of the year, you can free it up."

Jing Xuan hesitated a little, "Why not make it public, just invite your family."

"Jing Xuan, I said it, there is no need to hide it." Jiang Han didn't understand what she was thinking.

"I don't like so much media. If I make a fool of myself, I will be embarrassed."

"You were the biggest in the whole audience that day, what are you afraid of?"

"Anyway, I'm afraid!"

"...Okay, I'll discuss it with my mom."

Jing Xuan nodded.
To be continued...