Shao Qun sat on the ground.

After a while, he shook his hand and slapped himself in the face, with a frightening voice. Then he gritted his teeth and stood up from the ground and knocked on Li Chengxiu's door.

"Cheng Xiu..."

Shao Qun put his forehead against the door and said hoarsely: "Cheng Xiu, I'm sorry, don't be angry with me."

There was no sound inside.

"Don't be angry... I, I can't help it, but, but I, I really won't force you anymore. If you don't want to, I will..."

Shao Qun squatted to the ground in frustration, with an unstoppable disappointment and sadness on his face: "If you don't want to, I really won't force you anymore... Cheng Xiu, come out, can I not commit any more in the future?"

Shao Qun smiled bitterly: "Cheng Xiu, you have to understand me. I am not short of arms and legs. I look at you all day long, how can I not think of that... I just feel hot and messy, I promise not to do this anymore. If you can stay by my side, it is enough for me to burn incense. I, let's take your time, I promise not to force you, I will wait for you to really accept me, okay? I know you are on this matter... Damn, it's all my fault, I deserve it. Cheng Xiu, don't bother me, don't be afraid of me, I just use my own thing to cut off, I won't force you again, you believe me..."

He sat at Li Chengxiu's door for a long time, but there was still no response inside. He sighed, wiped his face, got up from the ground, and staggered back to his house.

The atmosphere between the two was quite good recently. Li Chengxiu was kind to him and would cook midnight snacks for him at night, so he couldn't help but want to go further and be closer.

But Li Chengxiu was still afraid and resisted. It seemed that Li Chengxiu's skin trembled still remained in the palm of his hand.

When he thought of what he had done to Li Chengxiu, he wanted to kill him. If there was really a medicine for regret in the world, he would buy it even if he lost everything.

He never missed the time when he was in love with Li Chengxiu. It was the happiest and happiest memory of his life. Unfortunately, he was ruined by him. He still wanted to stick it back with his own hands, but he didn't expect it to be so difficult. He tried his best to get him to pieces, but he just gathered up scattered pieces.

How much time does he take to repair Li Chengxiu's sadness and despair are still unknown.

Every day he spent with Li Chengxiu was full of happiness and pain. If all his desire for this person was released, he would ruin himself and the other party. So he could only endure it, and he could not bear it until he could not, and he still had to continue to endure it.

He wanted Li Chengxiu to accept him sincerely, and what he wanted was everything he wanted.

When Li Chengxiu heard the sound of closing the door outside inside the house, she felt relieved and an irresistible fatigue surged in her heart.

Now, he really wants to start over with Shao Qun.

Regardless of whether he was willing or not at first, the two are getting along well now, and the child is about to be born soon, and they have a close connection and can't even break it. Since he has no other choice, he is willing to live a better life.

Besides, re-accepting Shao Qun is not as difficult as he imagined.

Shao Qun respects him in many things and is really caring about him. The two of them have more topics and closer relationships because of their children. Everything is good now. Li Chengxiu hopes that they can continue like this, and he is satisfied.

But that matter was obviously a hurdle that he could not avoid. After he walked over, they would probably be better off. If they couldn't get over, they would feel uncomfortable together.

Li Chengxiu buried her face in the quilt and felt a little urge to cry.

Subconsciously, he had already outlined the "home" of living with Shao Qun and the soon-to-be-born child.

As long as Shao Qun does not abandon him, he will devote his whole life to this "home". Is it a matter of things like that that, and should also compromise for the "home"?

The next day, Shao Qun didn't dare to go to Li Chengxiu's place for a meal in the morning.

When the two met at the company, Li Chengxiu looked as usual. She glanced at him and left. Shao Qun wanted to come over and say a few words to him, but he didn't dare to go.

After get off work, Shao Qun drove home first, and then waited at the stairs after he got back.

When Li Chengxiu came back, he didn't say anything and followed him upstairs.

Li Chengxiu glanced at him and didn't say anything.

The two of them went upstairs in silence, one after another. When Li Chengxiu took the key to open the door, she suddenly turned around and said to him, "Will you have a meal?"

Shao Qun looked at him in a daze, feeling a little sore in his nose.

Li Chengxiu said to herself: "In the morning, I made bone soup and it was cold."

Shao Qun suddenly came up and hugged him from behind, buried his face between his neck, and said hoarsely: "You are not angry..."

Li Chengxiu broke away gently and whispered: "Let's have a meal."

Shao Qun felt relieved. He didn't sleep all night last night, and was worried that the harmonious atmosphere between the two people who had worked hard to establish in the past few months would be disturbed by his impulse yesterday. However, Li Chengxiu was still willing to have dinner with him, and he was so happy that he was about to jump up.

After the two of them had a meal facing each other, Li Chengxiu stood up and was about to clean up the dishes.

Shao Qun suddenly stood up, then knelt on one knee on the ground, which scared Li Chengxiu.

Shao Qun took out a small red velvet box from his pocket.

A normal person could tell what it was at a glance, and Li Chengxiu's heart suddenly jumped up.

Shao Qun opened the small box and lay quietly inside with a platinum diamond ring.

The diamond ring looks simple and generous, and does not give people a deliberate design sense. Even if worn on male hands, it does not feel abrupt. The designer's cleverness and taste are reflected in the elegant and simple style, which makes people unable to help but admire.

Shao Qun looked up at him sincerely: "Cheng Xiu, I know I'm quite stupid now, don't laugh at me... I've ordered this ring for a long time, and it's already in my hands since you... I originally planned to give it to you at that time. I didn't have time to give it to you at that time, but I didn't dare to think about it later. You're so annoyed me, you definitely don't want it. Now, I don't know if you can accept it? This ring has no other meaning, it's just a proof. I want you to know that I treat you as my wife, I will treat you well for the rest of my life, respect you forever, and never hurt you again. Don't be afraid of me, I have enough patience, and I will endure it if I can tolerate it. I'll wait for you to accept me sincerely."

Li Chengxiu's eyes were a little sour, and she looked at the beautiful ring and felt a lot of emotion.

He had a fantasy that would make people laugh at when he said it, which was what Shao Qun was doing now.

How dare he let people know that he, a man, once fantasized that Shao Qun proposed to him one day as affectionately as he is now. When he was in love with Shao Qun, this fantasy was filled with a sweet and shy taste that allowed him to taste repeatedly.

And when this fantasy really became reality, it was after he no longer had expectations for this person.

What a sad thing this is.

Li Chengxiu felt heartbroken.

Shao Qun took out the diamond ring and pulled his hand: "Cheng Xiu, can I put it on for you?"

Li Chengxiu curled up his fingers gently.

Shao Qun was still holding his hand, gently pinching the ring with his fingers, looking at him quietly, expectation and determination flowing in his eyes.

The two of them looked at each other for a while, and Li Chengxiu lowered her eyes and slowly stretched her fingers.

Shao Qun was so excited that his hands were trembling, and he put the ring into the ring finger of his left hand trembling.

The size is very suitable. Li Chengxiu felt the process of the ring lying into his fingers, and suddenly a sense of inexplicable responsibility surged in his heart, as if a person gave him all his life's expectations of happiness. If he chose to accept it, he would bear it for the rest of his life and be responsible to the end.

I wonder if every newlywed who entered the marriage hall had this feeling at first.

Li Chengxiu only knew that his mood at that moment suddenly became a little different.

After Shao Qun put it on him, he stood up and hugged him excitedly.

He really didn't expect Li Chengxiu to accept it. In order to wear a ring with him, he had already prepared for a long-term war of resistance. At this time, he was so happy that he was about to fly.

Seeing the Chinese New Year, Shao Wen's phone calls came one by one.

Shao Qun felt ashamed of his family. Although he wanted to celebrate the New Year with Li Chengxiu, he knew that this was not the time. He should go back to coax the old man now, and one day he would have the possibility of taking Li Chengxiu home for the New Year together.

When Shao Qun told Li Chengxiu that he wanted to go home for the New Year, he carefully observed Li Chengxiu's expression.

Li Chengxiu was not surprised by this at all. She just thought about the lively fun during the Chinese New Year last year and the farce that evolved later, and she felt a little strange.

No matter who it is, he is unwilling to be alone during the Chinese New Year, but he doesn't know that Shao Qun can't leave his family alone and stay with him.

I have lived through many years myself, and it’s nothing to do with myself, so Li Chengxiu acted very ordinary.

Shao Qun kept comforting him: "When I go back and coax my dad and my sister, I will take you home for the New Year in the future."

Li Chengxiu nodded without commenting, knowing that that day was really far away.

After the holiday, Shao Qun took Li Chengxiu to buy New Year's goods everywhere, and moved everything to home when they saw it, and even the teacup was replaced with a gorgeous new nest.

It was not until twenty-nine that Shao Qun returned to Beijing reluctantly.

The two of them looked up and saw each other for half a year. When he left so suddenly, Li Chengxiu was still a little uncomfortable and felt that his heart was empty, especially when the New Year was reunited by thousands of families, the loneliness and loneliness in his heart magnified exponentially.

On the evening of New Year's Eve, Li Chengxiu and Xiao Chacun missed Shao Qun especially when they celebrated the New Year.

Since the day Shao Qun left, Li Chengxiu's phone calls and text messages have never stopped, and when the frequency is high, it can be received every hour.

Li Chengxiu was alone at home and had nothing to do. Sometimes she would chat with him, reply a few words or something. Every time he replied to the message, Shao Qun would call him immediately, his voice was obviously excited, and he would ask him tirelessly if he missed him.

Li Chengxiu feels that Shao Qun is becoming more and more like a child recently.

Shao Qun was probably very busy at night and didn't bother Li Chengxiu for several hours.

Li Chengxiu had the New Year's Eve dinner early, kneaded the dumplings and put it in the kitchen to wake up, and then hugged the small teacup on the sofa to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

This is undoubtedly lonely.

At this time last year, he was with Li Shuo and Adrian, and they were talking and laughing, and they were very lively. Although they were later mixed up by Shao Qun, it was the happiest year he had in the past ten years, because it was the only New Year with someone to accompany him.

I wonder what Li Shuo and Adrian are doing now, are there anyone around them? What is Xiao Ji doing? Are you still locked up at home and unable to come out?

The people he has met and contacted in the past two years have jumped into his mind one by one.

These people are all good people. At this time, he really misses them and wants to call them.

But he couldn't. He didn't know how he should explain when these people asked why he was with Shao Qun again? How disappointed they would be, and how embarrassed they would be.

Li Chengxiu picked up his cell phone and opened the phone book with only a few people.

He found that in his life, there was only Shao Qun left. Whether he had answered or missed calls, Shao Qun's name was always at the forefront, and the text box was filled with Shao Qun's name.

Li Chengxiu read a few text messages from him and couldn't help but pull the corners of her mouth upwards.

At this time, he realized that he wanted Shao Qun to be by his side.

In the past six months, he has relieved his resistance to Shao Qun. Shao Qun has easily become a part of his life again, and an extremely important part, just like before.

But at that time, he enshrines Shao Qun on the altar with fear and fear, and now, he can finally stand by Shao Qun on equal terms.
To be continued...