Verhovinsky (12)
Fei Du raised his head in surprise: "What's wrong?"
At that moment, Luo Wenzhou's body was faster than his thinking.
From Tao Ran's beginning to talk about Xia Xiaonan's family, he thought of Fei Du for no reason. He remembered the mid-Xia seven years ago. He opened the door and saw the flowers in the room falling. Songs came from the building. The quiet and empty house was filled with dust. When it was settled, a "big gift" was waiting for him.
When she dreamed countless times at midnight, would Fei Du remember her repeatedly?
At the end of the memory, what was he thinking?
However, Luo Wenzhou grabbed Fei Du's hand impulsively and planned to say something, but he had no idea.
What are you talking about?
After all, this is a sad thing. If you just scratch the skin in your heart, it is not something you can say in a few words.
"Don't be nervous," Fei Du patted his hand. "No surprise, I guess even if she stood on the roof, she wouldn't jump down in the end."
"I just thought you were wearing too little, there was a cotton coat in the trunk," Luo Wenzhou scraped his stomach and said, "You go and put it on."
Fei Du ran away in his car for several days, but never noticed that the piece of clothing in the trunk was a piece of clothing - he always thought it was a rag for wiping the car. After hearing this, Fei felt the double abuse of spirit and eyes, which was comparable to encountering alternative domestic violence.
Without saying a word, he broke free from Luo Wenzhou and walked quickly in a well-dressed manner.
Luo Wenzhou: "Wait, you haven't finished speaking yet, how do you know that she won't jump down in the end?"
At this time, a colleague's voice came from his headphones: "Captain Luo, that girl is really on the roof of the administrative building!"
The wind at high places is even more bitter, blowing the bones, making a "rustling" friction sound.
Xia Xiaonan's hospital gown was blown through and her skin was no longer conscious. She looked down at the black lighted teaching building not far away.
She remembered that she was doing a physics test paper at that time, racking her brains to distinguish the difficult concepts of teeth, and gnawing the pen cap to a bald corner. Suddenly, the class started to get a stir. Her deskmate hit her elbow hard and shouted into her ear: "Look, someone is going to jump off the building!"
The tip of the pen left a sharp wound on the paper. Xia Xiaonan felt a little fooled in her heart, turned her head, and saw a figure jumping down from the administrative building opposite, like a piece of ashes floating from somewhere.
Half a class of people stood up and rushed to the window to watch, pushing Xia Xiaonan, who was originally by the window, to the side. Everyone was watching, but she was the only one who dared not.
Until the police immediately dealt with the scene, Xia Xiaonan didn't know who the person who jumped down, and she didn't have time to see her for the last time.
This beautiful little girl has lived in a capital "Don't Dare" for fifteen years since she was born. She dared not stand up and asked to share the burden of part of the family. She always wanted to pretend that she was an ordinary girl like everyone else and could read her own books deaf ears.
She dared not speak for others, nor did she dare to speak for herself, nor did she dare to resist all unreasonable bullying. Her past life only taught her to endure silently, hoping that the impermanent wind of fate would blow away all the bad things. However, fate never gives in time, it will only make things worse.
She didn't dare to run away with the stupid boy, she didn't dare to throw away her cell phone, and she didn't dare to come out of the trash can at that time--
Even when everything was over, she didn't dare to look at Feng Bin.
As long as you don’t face it, you can think that everything is just a nightmare and nothing has happened yet.
Xia Xiaonan held the cold guardrail with both hands, and "smelled" the smell of fishy rust on it, and a long string of tears rolled down from the roof of the eighth floor.
Luo Wenzhou held on the walkie-talkie: "Don't turn on the siren, the firefighters and ambulances shut up, be careful to stimulate her! They are smart and have good legs and feet, and they are ready to follow me, move quickly! Where is the fire air cushion?"
Police, firefighters and ambulances surrounded from all directions. After school, the campus, which had become peaceful, was in chaos, and the administrator of the administrative building was so scared that he cried.
Fei Du silently walked around everyone and walked towards the teaching building opposite the administrative building. He and the administrator asked for the keys. After inquiring clearly, he walked into the classroom of Class 2 and Class 6 of that year.
The classroom was empty, and the careless duty student did not wipe the blackboard clean. The remaining corner of the handwriting seemed to be an algebra problem. Fei Du looked out the window and raised his hand to turn on the lights in the classroom.
Then he opened the window and met the girl who was already standing outside the guardrail.
Xia Xiaonan kept staring at the classroom, but unexpectedly someone suddenly turned on the light inside and shook his mind.
At the same time, the extremely efficient firefighter had quickly filled the airbags and began to predict the landing point where she might fall. Luo Wenzhou brought a group of firefighters and detectives to approach the top floor. Fei Du's slender and crisp hem was rolled behind him by the wind from the window, and his clothes flew.
He narrowed his eyes and looked at the girl at a loss on the roof.
"Girl," Luo Wenzhou went up to the top floor and spoke to Xia Xiaonan from a distance, "It's too strong, be careful."
Xia Xiaonan's body suddenly shook. She grabbed the guardrail with both hands, turned her head suddenly, spoke without saying a word, and screamed first.
Luo Wenzhou put his hands on his chest and spread them out for her to show them. He made a very relaxed move to press down.
"If a person has reached the point where he wants to jump off a building, but he can't even say something to others. Don't you feel regretful - little girl, you can actually speak, right?"
Xia Xiaonan said nothing, her cold little face turned pale. She glanced at him expressionlessly, then turned her head to look at the classroom where the lights were turned on.
Fei Du smiled at her, reached out to light the classroom seat, and lined up by the window. He counted to the fifth one, pulled open the chair and sat there, and pushed open the window next to him.
The seats of junior high school students are a little narrow for adult men with long hands and feet. His legs are curled up beneath the table and his elbows are supported on the table.
Xia Xiaonan's eyes moved involuntarily with him, and suddenly shook - it was the seat she had once sat in.
Luo Wenzhou made a few quick gestures. Taking advantage of Xia Xiaonan's attention being attracted to the side, several criminal police and firefighters moved towards Xia Xiaonan from several directions. In this way, her actions would be locked in a very small range. She either did not jump or could only jump on the spot. Even if she really jumped down, the probability that the fire air cushion could catch her was greatly increased.
Luo Wenzhou lowered his voice and said to the intercom: "The person is on the west side of the top floor, about 1.5 meters away from the corner. The rescue personnel on the seventh floor immediately took their seats--"
"receive."
After the intercom finished speaking, several firefighters followed him out of the corridor window on the west side of the seventh floor and stood nervously to prevent her from falling down.
The firefighters downstairs were pulling the fire air cushion and constantly fine-tuning the position.
"That's where my mother jumped off." Xia Xiaonan was silent for a moment, looked at the classroom with the lights on, and finally spoke. When she didn't scream, her voice was thin and sweet, with a slight nasal sound, which seemed very soft, "Don't come over."
The criminal policeman who approached quietly looked back at Luo Wenzhou at the same time, and Luo Wenzhou signaled them to pause-although they could not get close, at least this position forced her there and could not move.
"We all know that it is indeed a tragedy. Are you planning to repeat her mistake now?" Luo Wenzhou said, "Miss, have you encountered any difficulties?"
Xia Xiaonan did not respond to him, but just murmured: "If you jump down, you will be completely finished."
"Then you are wrong," Luo Wenzhou sighed, "We forensic comrades should really give you some science. If you jump down, it will not be a complete conclusion. Do you know what will happen next?"
"Falling from here, you will become an uncontrolled free fall, not necessarily a head to the ground, you will not die immediately, you can clearly feel the pain of bones breaking and internal organs breaking in dozens of seconds or even minutes, and you will struggle on the ground in a vague way, ten thousand times more painful than now."
Xia Xiaonan trembled and sobbed.
"If you do not die immediately, according to the regulations, of course we must rescue you as much as possible. The chances of rescue are very small, so we are basically increasing your pain 'according to the regulations'. Let you leave without dignity and look ugly. Then the forensic doctor will sew you into a human form and notify your grandfather to recognize the body." Luo Wenzhou said, "But it doesn't matter. Anyway, he has been familiar with it every time and has too many corpses he has recognized in this life."
Xia Xiaonan stared at the classroom with the lights unyieldingly, crying indescribable voice.
The firefighter on the window on the seventh floor climbed up like a gecko, approaching Xia Xiaonan, and the criminal police on the roof further narrowed the encirclement. Luo Wenzhou exchanged glances with his colleagues, and then stepped forward carefully: "What are the difficulties you have? If you don't talk about it now, you will have no chance to talk about it in the future. You are not afraid of death, so why do you keep the secret?"
Xia Xiaonan finally looked back at him: "She hated me, so she jumped from here."
Everyone thought she would say something related to Feng Bin, but they didn't expect the girl to suddenly say something like this and was stunned for a moment.
At this time, Luo Wenzhou's mobile phone was shocked and he saw Fei Du sending a voice message.
Fei Du said calmly: "Xia Xiaonan is standing in that position, and now she should have discovered that her mother has been watching her before jumping down. She waited until she looked up and jumped for her to see."
Luo Wenzhou looked up the teaching building opposite in a creepy manner.
Fei Du: "Otherwise, there are thousands of tall buildings in the world. Why did she only choose here? Why did she jump in this direction?"
Luo Wenzhou said to Xia Xiaonan: "Who hates you, your mother?"
"She hates me," Xia Xiaonan reached out to the teaching building opposite, "She just looked at me like this, I don't know how long it took until someone in our class discovered her, until I looked up at her... She just wanted to jump to me and show it to me, and she finally got rid of us."
"My dad and my grandfather were sick and spent all the money at home. In the end, they couldn't even do chemotherapy. They could only buy Chinese medicine from some doctors and do 'conservative treatment'. At night, I was separated by a curtain between them. I often heard my dad in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep. They tossed and turned back and forth, sighed, and woke up my mom. She had to get up to take care of him, and then cried constantly - in addition to school, she also worked another job every day and night, and worked day and night to earn money. When she got home, she couldn't sleep well. Sometimes my dad said, 'If you really can't stand it, just divorce. We won't drag you down'."
"But I'm afraid, what should I do without her?"
Xia Xiaonan lowered her eyes and looked at the only light not far away. She felt that she was stepping on the clouds and was unreal, so she couldn't help but snatch the words she had buried for many years: "I know she has insomnia, neurasthenia, and depression, but I would only cry when my father told her that she was going to divorce, begging her not to ignore us. Every time she couldn't bear it and talked to me, I didn't want to listen. I was afraid that if I listen too much, I would have to take responsibility."
"I just swear to her, and always say to her, 'Mom, I don't understand these things, I will study hard, wait for the future... When I get into a good university and find a good job in the future, you will be able to enjoy your life'."
Xia Xiaonan almost burst into tears when she said the last few words, and the iron railing on the roof was shaking and creaking.
Luo Wenzhou immediately followed up: "Then do you want to imitate her now and get rid of the burden of your grandfather? Do you think he is not old and has dragged you down, so do you take revenge on him?"
Xia Xiaonan shook her head vigorously.
Luo Wenzhou's voice deliberately became cold: "But in our opinion, that's what you mean. Otherwise, if you jump down and fall into a pile of rotten meat, is there any other meaning?"
"What's the point of death?" Xia Xiaonan said loudly, "She can escape, why can't I escape?"
"Because Feng Bin is still waiting for you there," Luo Wenzhou said, "He died with his eyes open. Have you thought about how to explain it to him? Xia Xiaonan, can you escape from living people, can you escape from dead people?"
"Feng Bin" seemed to be a taboo. Xia Xiaonan screamed out of control again. However, although she was outside the guardrail, her hands were tightly grasping the iron guardrail. Luo Wenzhou noticed her body language and realized that Fei Du was right. The girl had no courage to leap at the critical moment.
He waved his hand decisively. At this time, the firefighter closest to Xia Xiaonan had quietly approached her during their conversation. The firefighter rushed out and grabbed her arm when Xia Xiaonan didn't react in time.
Xia Xiaonan screamed in shock, almost losing her balance. Two other firefighters hanging on the seventh floor early held her from the bottom, one left and one right. The girl was like a helpless little bug, stuck from the rooftop by everyone without saying a word, and her crying broke in the howling night wind.
Luo Wenzhou walked over and looked at the teaching building opposite. Seeing Fei Du put one hand in his pocket, he closed the window calmly and waved his hand to him from afar.
"There are thousands of tall buildings in the world, why did she only choose here?"
"...What kind of mother would pinch the time and leave the body to her children?"
"She hates me."
"she is……"
Luo Wenzhou followed the WeChat message that Fei Du had just sent over, and passed by Fei Du back through two buildings: "Xia Xiaonan said that her mother hated her, is it true or did you use some means to make her misunderstand?"
"Really," Fei Du, who was still strong and calm just now, was so cold that his fingers were no longer flexible. He forced himself to hold on to his demeanor and did not tremble as a quail on the spot. He closed the window and leaned against the heater in the classroom. "Of course, long-term depression is the main factor, but when a person is extremely unstable in his mental state, he will send various forms of help to his relatives and friends. If he does not receive a response, it will make her situation worse - in extreme cases, he will even hate his relatives."
Luo Wenzhou typed on his cell phone: "Last time you said you knew the cause of your mother's death, then she..."
He entered this and looked at Fei Du's back from afar. He saw the entire building silently, all the classrooms were sleeping in the dark, only he stood alone under a small light.
Luo Wenzhou paused his finger and deleted all the words he had just typed.
At this moment, Tao Ran called in.
"Xia Xiaonan has been rescued," said Luo Wenzhou, "We will take her back now."
"Well, I know," said Tao Ran, "I want to tell you that the Bell and Drum Tower Scenic Area just now gave me a reply and checked the patrol officers you mentioned. They do have such individuals, and their work number and name are worthy, but..."
Luo Wenzhou raised his eyes lightly.
Chapter completed!