12.

Su Bei had a dream at night, dreaming that he was chasing his uncle and calling him father. He was walking forward with great strides, but suddenly turned around and picked her up. Su Bei found that he had become smaller, as big as a baby, and was placed on his shoulder. She held his head and asked him carefully, "Do you like me?"

Su Bei woke up before he could hear his answer.

At four o'clock in the morning, before dawn, Su Bei couldn't sleep anymore. He tossed and turned on the bed, finally got up and turned on the lights.

The room was lit up and the alarm clock was clicking. Su Bei asked himself: "Are you stupid?"

It is rare to feel sleepy during the day in northern Jiangsu. It is so uncomfortable to wear a pair of panda eyes.

"What did you do last night? You're so sleepy." Chen Yating asked her during the break.

Su Bei shook his head, "Insomnia."

"Excited insomnia? I thought you top students wouldn't be excited about winning a provincial award!"

Su Bei pursed her lips and was excited. Who would win the award would not be excited. Su Bei was just an ordinary academic master, not the kind of academic master who was genius, but she would not be so excited that she couldn't sleep. She was insomnia because... Su Bei felt it would be better not to say it.

But after all, she was young and couldn't hide things. Before noon, she confessed and said that she dreamed of her uncle last night. In the dream, she asked in a slight voice: "Do you like me?"

Liang Jing patted her head, "Okay, Su Bei, I can't tell, you are still a slut."

Su Bei avoided her hand, "I swear, I have no intention."

Liang Jing rolled her eyes almost rolled into the sky.

Chen Yating's last words stamped, "North Su, you like Lu Chongnan."

Su Bei felt a thunder in his mind, and finally licked his lips, "Don't, don't talk nonsense."

Some things are like Pandora's magic box, once they are opened, they will lose control. Su Bei feels that he is out of control. Chen Yating's confident words are occasionally heard in her ears, "Su Bei, you like Lu Chongnan."

The uncle asked him to have a meal, and she sprinkled water on the table. While asking her if she was stupid, he helped her dry the water on her sleeves. A little man in her mind said, "Subei, you like Lu Chongnan!"

Lu Jialin invited her to eat spicy crayfish. She brought a serving for her uncle. When she went back, she followed Lu Jialin to his room and called him. She saw him sleeping on the bed, her clothes were lifted above the waistline, revealing her thin waist. While she was bleeding silently, a little man in her mind said, "Subei, you like Lu Chongnan."

The first snowfall in winter was as high as her ankle. She threw snowballs with Liang Jing and Chen Yating while walking after school. Her hands and face were red with cold. He took off his scarf and wrapped it around her neck. A little man in Subei's mind said, "Subei, you like Lu Chongnan."

Su Bei didn't dare to see him at first, but for a long time, when Su Bei approached, he would feel uncomfortable, worried about whether there was anything on his face, whether his clothes were dressed in order, and whether he would say stupid things.

Anyway, it’s so entangled and pretentious that it’s so crazy.

As a top student, in order not to distract herself, she always avoids him, but she will miss him without meeting each other. During the intervals of exams, his figure will unconsciously appear. His cello voice is as low as a cello, his cold but not cold eyebrows and eyes are actually really fierce. He will scold employees with a stern face and speak without mercy. The young people in the company dare not look at him, saying that the boss's aura is 2.8 meters tall, and the corpses are everywhere.

When Su Bei heard this, he laughed and just thought it was a joke, because the uncle was the uncle to her, and he was the uncle who would peel crayfish for her, and he sent her to and from school every day. In order to cultivate her sense of English, he specially helped her find a foreign teacher's uncle, and he would give her a scarf to her in winter.

Her uncle.

"In short, you have now fallen into an abyss called Secret Love." Chen Yating made the final decision again.

Su Bei looked dejected, "The bad thing is, I don't dare to confess."

Liang Jing has always been a straightforward girl. Hearing this, he said, "If you like it, go chase it. If you can't catch it, go to sleep first. After sleeping, you'll get a baby. Then he will take the emperor to order the princes to marry him or not, let him do whatever he wants."

Su Bei was stunned: "... Jingjing, you have such a big idea." By collecting seven bloody plots, you can summon the dragon.

Chen Yating was overjoyed, "Oh, you can try it! The overlord is hard, and it feels like."

Su Bei thought about the picture and hit the two of them one by one.

Liang Jing begged for mercy repeatedly, "Just kidding! To be honest, confess your love!"

Su Bei lowered his head, "He would think I was joking."

Chen Yating agreed, "More than that, if he knew that he was taking good care of his niece, he would be missed, and the rest would be alienated."

Su Bei imagined the scene of his uncle's distantness and felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

Liang Jing asked: "Why, didn't you say that men like beautiful young women?"

Chen Yating looked mysterious, "That's right, but that's an ordinary man. Is her uncle the kind of ordinary man?"

Su Bei shook his head decisively, "No."

He is the best man in the world, no second one.

The two of them looked at Su Bei with sorrow, "It's over, Su Bei, you're out of help."

Young love comes with firm and unrestrainedness.

Su Bei finally understood what Chen Yating said at the beginning, "The closer you want, the further you retreat."

Fear, fear, fear that he doesn't like himself, hope that he likes himself, fear that his emotions are exposed, and fear that he doesn't know.

This feeling is really...death!

"Subei, keep it aside, don't say it. Just say it. Look, you are in your third year of high school now and the college entrance examination is about to be taken. It's useless to say it. Even if he likes it, he will give up your thoughts and let you study hard, right?" Chen Yating said.

Su Bei felt that what she said made sense, so she held back and listened to love songs when she was feeling uncomfortable. As an antique-level academic master who couldn't keep up with the trend, Su Bei finally sang love songs.

During the whole year of senior year, three things changed the life of northern Jiangsu. The first: Meet Lu Chongnan, the second: Be friends with Liang Jing and Chen Yating, and the third: Being a deskmate with Jiang Kun.

The first thing she realized was that not everything had a perfect and concise answer like a math problem. No matter how good she studied, she was still helpless in the face of sudden love. She even knew that the probability of two people being together was almost zero. The age and knowledge were all the difference, but she still couldn't control herself. She was happy when she saw him, lost when she couldn't see him, and thoughts followed her like shadows, even though she had only met a few hours ago.

The second thing made her understand that friendship may be something without real value, but it is indeed priceless. Subei has never had many friends since she was a child because she studied too well and had strong self-control ability. She always maintained her own rhythm and did not like to be disrupted. She lived a rigid life but was orderly, but life was always full of surprises. Chen Yating and Liang Jing were her surprises. They could make an appointment to take the Yan University entrance exam, work together to fight for the admission of places, encourage each other, help each other, cry and laugh together, and life became heavy and solid. This feeling has never been done by Subei before.

The third thing made her understand that everyone has their own choices, and regrets fill every corner of her life. Jiang Kun originally had the hope of being admitted to Yan University, and even had the hope of hitting Tsinghua and Peking University, but later, he didn't come to the exam. The teachers in the class group sighed and asked everywhere who knew what the situation was, why did he suddenly stop taking the exam.

No one knows.

Even Chen Yating didn't know that Su Bei was admitted to Yan University. Chen Yating and Liang Jing estimated the score. It should be no problem to enter Yan University. Chen Yating cried after the exam. She had never thought of taking Yan University before. Yan University was like Jiang Kun, a dream that was out of reach for her. However, for Jiang Kun, she gritted her teeth and learned mathematics, physics and chemistry that she didn't like, and did those damn exercises. But in the end, the person who deserves glory was missing at this time.

"I can't find it, I can't find it anywhere, and his father can't find her. Do you think he is mentally retarded? Why don't I know when his brain was kicked by a donkey? Isn't it just that his parents divorced? If he gets divorced, can't live? He has a good study and is ruined if he says he is ruined. Do you think he is sick?"

Su Bei nodded repeatedly, "Yes, I'm sick." Nodded while talking to her, "You say that people's life is like what you want. Why are you angry? Are you stupid too?"

Chen Yating nodded, "I'm stupid, I'm just a fool!"

It was during the breakup meal. Everyone gathered in the box and drank a little beer. They started to make noise, laugh, crazy, confessed to each other, complained to each other, and finally cried with their heads. The desperate struggle this year was full of passion, youth, and indelible marks. And they fought together, which was of great significance.

Su Bei also drank wine, a bottle of beer and half a cup of cocktail. She had never drunk alcohol before and felt that she was about to float up and was spinning, but her mind was clear and she didn't walk very well.

Shen Feng loaded everyone home one by one. Su Bei held his bag and sat on the steps at the KTV door, but refused to leave. He squinted his eyes and said with his tongue: "I want to wait for my uncle to pick me up. If he doesn't come to pick me up, I won't leave."

Shen Feng was so angry that he asked her: "Have you called your uncle?"

Su Bei shook his head well, "No!"

"Then why did he come to pick me up?"

"My uncle is...Dora...Doramon, he knows everything." Su Bei has already begun to realize that he is so confused. He wants to sleep and is so sleepy!

Shen Feng had no choice but to coax Su Bei and said, "Is the teacher calling your uncle? Do you know his mobile phone number?"

Su Bei sat upright, "I know, I can recite it!"

"Okay, then you can recite it to the teacher."

"13..." Su Bei made a zipper, "No, I can't tell you, hehehe!"

Shen Feng: “…”

He spent all his efforts and finally got the phone from Su Bei, and then tricked her into unlocking the phone. He said, "I'll give it back to you if I call."

When Lu Chongnan arrived, Su Bei was already tilting his head and was about to fall asleep. Shen Feng was also sleepy. When he saw someone picking Su Bei up, he nodded, "Take her home quickly! It's very late."

Lu Chongnan nodded to Shen Feng, "Please trouble the teacher."

Shen Feng left, Lu Chongnan squatted down and picked up Su Bei. Su Bei hugged his neck and buried his head in his arms, "Hehehe, I knew you would come, uncle."

Lu Chongnan smiled and looked down at her, "Are you stupid?"
Chapter completed!