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When Su Bei hugged him, he felt as if he had accomplished a feat. The surging feelings rose and calmed in an instant, only his heartbeat was beating extremely clearly.

She didn't say anything, afraid of disturbing the dreamlike reality, and afraid of shattering her few courages.

His arms had a gentle and generous force, like a gentle mud, and northern Jiangsu just wanted to sink.

Have you ever hugged someone? For example, mother, the embrace is warm. With the strong smell of sunshine on the balcony sheet, you will not help but squint your eyes and wait for the sun to penetrate your eyelids. A blurry and warm red reflected in your pupils. For example, your girlfriend, she has thin arms, the embrace looks thin, and it feels as fresh as lemon. With youth and freshness, you will not help but want to laugh.

Have you ever hugged your lover? It's different from embracing anyone. The breathing is suffocating and the heart beats quickly and excitedly. There is a force on him that makes you quiet and crazy. You can't help but tighten your arms and stick closer to his heart.

Lu Chongnan didn't say anything, his thoughts were surging and he couldn't tell the clues clearly.

I couldn't bear to push it away, but I didn't dare to hug her, so I let her soft arms surround him.

That circle seemed to be burned by fire, and the burning sensation continued to spread to the heart.

If life was only crazy once, then for him, it was now, in this moment, in the quiet night in a foreign land, he finally couldn't control himself, put the little girl in the narrow gap between the bar and the wall, leaned over to kiss her, lingered on her lips, rubbed her, and there was a slightly bitter smell of pills on the corner of her lips, and he could even smell her nervous and disordered breathing. He counted every tooth of her, pried open her tightly closed teeth, he hooked her small tongue, and felt her youthful retreat. He knew she would not refuse, because he knew, and he despised himself.

"North Jiangsu, no man is a true gentleman."

Su Bei lost his ability to speak and only looked up at him. He was so close that he could clearly see his eyes in his brown pupils.

"So, don't show kindness to him late at night."

...

It was late at night, and Su Bei had a fever again. He was lying on the bed and moaning, feeling uncomfortable all over. She got up, went out and took out the medicine prescribed by the doctor, took the antipyretic medicine together. As soon as the water was poured down, the door of his room opened, and the wall light was still turned on. His eyes were hidden in the dim light, becoming deeper and deeper.

He asked her, "What's wrong?"

Su Bei whispered back to him, "It seems like he has a fever again, I'll find some medicine to take." In the middle of the night, she didn't want him to worry and said vaguely, "It's okay, uncle, you go to bed!"

Last night, he originally said he wanted to open another room, but coincidentally there was no room anymore.

Su Bei was relieved at that time, but now he was holding his heart, and he didn't know whether he should be grateful.

I am afraid of staying away and getting close.

Because I can't help but fantasize, the closer I get, the more I want to possess it.

Su Bei was very weak in possession of most things, but he was very strong in his possession.

He only wore a hotel bathrobe, with a big collar on his upper body, and the texture of his chest muscles could be seen. He walked over step by step, and Su Bei's heart trembled slightly with that step.

He lowered his body and touched her forehead, which was so hot. "Put on the clothes and we go to the hospital." His voice was decisive, without any hesitation, just like he made any decisions, never shrinking or hesitating.

It's what Su Bei likes.

But in the middle of the night, I was in the ancient town again. When I thought of the narrow and circling mountain road, Subei kept shook his head, "It's okay, just take some medicine and have a sleep."

He coaxed her in a low voice, "As long as you go and change your clothes."

Su Bei hugged his pillow and curled himself up on the sofa, bent his legs and curled up, "I don't want to go." She begged in a tone, "Will it be fine when it dawn?"

He couldn't persuade her, so he fed her some water and let her go back to her room to sleep. "Open the room door so that I can see you." He frowned, feeling that this statement was inappropriate, but he didn't care about so much.

It was probably because of the drug effect. Although he felt uncomfortable all over, Su Bei fell asleep quickly, but he couldn't sleep. After a while, he went to see her. Su Bei couldn't sleep heavily. He could feel it. He remembered that only his mother could do this. When he was sick, he couldn't sleep all night. After a while, he would come to her room to check her forehead, and cover her with a quilt. The love was passed on from many details to her.

When he was in a daze, Su Bei had an inexplicable idea that he also liked her. In addition to the elders' love and care for younger generations, it should also be mixed with a perhaps very shallow love for men for women.

This thought circled Su Bei's head, and his heart was beating uncontrollably.

When he came in again, Su Bei woke up completely from a confused state. She didn't open her eyes, breathing lightly, pretending to be asleep.

Lu Chongnan still touched her forehead, and the fever had subsided. He breathed a sigh of relief and took the thermometer he asked the hotel front desk for the hotel. After thinking about it, he didn't wake her up. He gently opened her mouth and put it in.

Afraid that she would accidentally turn over and hit the thermometer, he stayed next to her and sat at the head of the bed.

The distance is very close and the location is also very ambiguous.

She probably felt hot, and the blanket was kicked aside by her. She only wore a long T-shirt, covering the areas where she should be covered, only her calves and half of her arms. Her skin was very white, and she could see under the dim light. The black hair was scattered on the white pillow, and the exposed neck was white and slender, as if she could hold it.

He suddenly regretted coming here. For a moment, he was not very confident in his self-control.

There is a hidden desire in his eyes, which he can feel.

During the five minutes of measuring body temperature, the time seemed to be pulled for infinitely long. When you closed your eyes, the world was dark, you could not see anything, your ears were quiet, and you could not even hear his breath, but Su Bei could describe his appearance in his mind, so clearly, including every subtle expression.

It felt reassuring that she knew he was right next to her.

Love is a wonderful thing, and it will bring huge and powerful power to the heart, and dense emotions will be stacked layer by layer until the heart can no longer be loaded, and then confess, or be completely buried.

Su Bei thought that if one day she could no longer hide her like, would she confess or bury her?

What was he thinking? He didn't think about anything, his always calm mind was blank at this time, and he never felt that the most complex programs and algorithms were placed in front of him.

The little girl asked him hopefully, "What about you, do you like me?"

I like it, why don’t I like it? But he can’t say it. He understands better than her what it means.

Northern Jiangsu, do you like me? Do you really like it? Can you tell which kind of like it?

My little girl, you are too young, so young that scares me.

You are too tender, like a flower that has not yet fully bloomed. I am afraid that touching you will hurt you.

I can't bear it, nor dare.

Su Bei was still holding him, with two slender arms wrapped around his waist.

Her breathing was very light and she didn't speak anymore. Silence spread endlessly between the two people. He wanted silence to resolve this difficult puzzle, but after a moment, he felt that the area in his chest was wet, and it was her tears.

If life was only crazy once, then for him, it was now, in this moment, in the quiet night in a foreign land, he finally couldn't control himself, pressed the little girl to the narrow gap between the bar and the wall, leaned over to kiss her, lingered on her delicate lips, rubbed her, and there was a slightly bitter smell of pills on the corner of her lips, and he could even smell her nervous and disorderly breath. He counted every tooth of her, pried open her tightly closed teeth, he hooked her small tongue, and felt her youthful retreat. He knew she would not refuse, because he knew, and he despised himself.

He retreated slightly, let her breathe, and told him, "No man in Suzhou is a true gentleman."

Su Bei lost his ability to speak and only looked up at him. He was so close that he could clearly see his eyes in his brown pupils.

"So, don't show kindness to him late at night."

He will lose his mind.

Look, he's going crazy, how do you want him to end?
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