Ten things she didn't know (4)(1/4)
Cen Mo came to Lu Chongnan, and before he could take the exam to study for a doctorate at Yan University.
"Chongnan, I don't agree with you selling the company."
"It has nothing to do with you."
"I also have my hard work here." Cen Mo's gentle eyes were filled with pain, "Did you forget how much we have paid for it?" He worked hard day and night, and those days of climbing on the ground were still clearly imprinted in his mind.
Lu Chongnan felt that he should be angry. The woman in front of him was his lover and his closest partner. But when the company was the most difficult time, she let go and asked for it. The trauma caused could not be repaired for a long time, but she is still saying: "I have my efforts here."
But in the end he just calmly told her, "When you sell it, you should think about it, you have your hard work here."
Cen Mo's eyes were red, "I had no choice at that time. My mother forced me to get married. But we didn't have the time and energy to think about these things at that time. You were too hard at that time. I wanted you to take a break, but you didn't listen no matter how I advised you."
"So you sold it?" Lu Chongnan frowned and looked at her, "Have you ever asked me for my opinion? Have you ever asked the opinions of a hundred people in the company? You don't, you dare not ask, because it was accumulated by the hard work of countless people and the hard work of day and night. Cen Mo, people should not be too selfish."
There is always a time to repay all the debts owed.
She regretted it, but she could never go back. People could only move forward. The water would not flow back, and the broken lenses would not reunite.
Cen Mo lowered his eyes: "Chongnan, I was wrong. Can you forgive me? I know I deserve it. I live in self-blame every day and I am repaying it. I worked hard to cooperate with Chen Guang. I know I can do very little, but I am really making up for it."
"That's your business, it has nothing to do with me." Lu Chongnan said in a low voice.
She hugged him from behind, "Give me another chance! This time I will be a qualified girlfriend."
"Sorry, I have a girlfriend, please respect yourself."
"Subei is not suitable for you. She is too young and has an unstable mind and can easily change her mind. You are already thirty years old and are not suitable for such an unstable love."
"That's the future. Moreover, whether it's suitable or not, she is my girlfriend, at least now, please respect her."
"You just like her that much?"
"It's not like, it's love."
Cen Mo always feels that she is very outstanding. She has a good education, good looks and conversation. She thinks that she can always get what she wants, and that what she can't get will be better waiting for her.
But a long time later, she recalled again that in this life, she never met a better man than Lu Chongnan.
She envied Su Bei and even jealous. Sometimes she even wanted to design Lu Chongnan like the vicious women in TV series, then took photos of all the wives that would be angry with her, and then let out a vent.
But it’s not that she dared not, it’s that she didn’t have a chance. Lu Chongnan was like a devout believer, only believing in a god in northern Jiangsu, and the other demons and monsters had no chance to see him. He was pure and had few desires, just for her to be overwhelmed.
A long time later, Cen Mo still had contact with Su Bei. Sometimes she would talk to Su Bei about some irrelevant topics. Su Bei is a very simple person and will not be malicious or wary of anyone. Even Cen Mo, she was not very cautious.
Sometimes Cen Mo would secretly feel that she was stupid and innocent, but she felt sad.
Because this innocence was used to by Lu Chongnan, he gave her too much security, so she could have no worries.
(seven)
Su Bei always wanted to have another daughter, but Lu Chongnan disagreed and refused to have a second child.
"Why why, why!" Su Bei hugged his neck on the bed, maliciously seducing and teasing him.
He was so excited that he was breathing in pain by her, but he still did not forget to take safety measures. He said, "I will go for a ligation in a few days."
"Don't you want a little princess?"
"What if it's a little boy again?"
Su Bei thought about it and there were only four little boys in the family. It was so terrible, "But what if it was a little princess!"
"It's the same for boys and girls." Lu Chongnan taught her a lesson with a stern face, "In what era, how can you have gender bias? Three babies are already worried enough, and one more will be very tired."
Su Bei muttered, "It seems to be!"
Lu Chongnan would not tell her how much torment he had suffered from from the time she entered the delivery room to the time she came out. Every minute and every second was torment.
He admitted that she was afraid.
Lu Chongnan is nearly 20 years younger than Lu Xingmin. After his parents gave birth to Lu Xingmin, they were actually pregnant with one child and were also triplets. They were difficult to give birth when they were born, and they could not save any of them.
After that, his mother could not let go of this for a long time. She would cry and lose her voice whenever she thought of it. She was pregnant for ten months. The feeling of all her expectations and good wishes breaking in an instant was an unimaginable pain.
So the two of them were nearly forty years old and had the courage to give birth to Lu Chongnan.
He knew that Su Bei was nervous when he was pregnant. Later, he knew that she was pregnant with twins, so he became even more nervous. Later, he knew that it was triplets. He felt that he was about to faint. On one side, he was ecstatic, and on the other side, he was nervous and scared. Every night he would wake up from his sleep and watch her sleep peacefully beside him before he could fall asleep again.
When she entered the delivery room, he was sitting outside uneasy.
He applied to go to the delivery room to accompany him, but Su Bei didn't want to do so. She said it was too ugly and threatened that he would ignore him again if he went in.
He finally didn't go in and stood outside, waiting for a long and unbearable amount of time.
She gave birth very badly, and the doctor asked him to sign the order several times.
Su Bei would never know how heart-wrenching he was at that moment, his eyes turned red in an instant, and he cried so embarrassedly and helplessly for the first time.
Such an experience is enough once.
(eight)
Northern Jiangsu firmly carried the banner of scientism, but there was still a small superstition of a little girl plot in its bones.
Believe in the signs and believe that the meteor will help her realize her wish.
That year, the number of meteors at the top of the Leo meteors reached 100 per hour. He couldn't stand her hardships, so he asked someone to inquire with professionals and found the best viewing place. On the mountain, two people drove off-road vehicles, brought tents and cameras and passed by.
Su Bei was about to fall asleep when he waited, and asked him over and over again, "Will there be a meteor shower?"
He didn't know either, "Maybe!"
Wait and wait, and finally came. At first, there were only one or two, gracefully crossing the night sky, and then slowly increasing, Su Bei realized, screaming, and jumped up excitedly, "Meteor, there is really a meteor shower!"
She closed her palms, lowered her head, and made a wish devoutly.
He was behind her, looking at her small back, and couldn't help but smile. How could there be such a cute person that would mess with his heart?
After making a wish from Su Bei, he came over and pulled him, "Come and make a wish!"
He shook his head, "No, I am the successor of scientism."
Su Bei curled his lips at him, "It's so bad! You can't make me happy. Make a wish to make me more and more beautiful."
"Don't promise this unrealistic wish."
"Go roll!"
He couldn't help laughing.
Su Bei didn't see it. When she was fiddling with the camera, he was behind her, closed his palms devoutly, and made a solemn wish, "I hope we will die after her until we grow old."
She is so crying, what should she do without him?
(Nine)
Lu Chongnan takes northern Jiangsu out for one to two months every year to relax.
Northern Jiangsu doesn't like to go abroad. Her English has never been very good. When she went to school, she had exhausted all her talents in dealing with exams. She was so poor that she could speak so badly. Although she could speak, it seemed a bit rustic compared to Lu Chongnan's standard pronunciation, so she didn't like to go abroad to play.
However, I went to almost all kinds of places in China, but later I was reluctant to go out in northern Jiangsu, so there was nothing new.
When they were married in the year, Su Bei said, "I want to go to the Forbidden City."
This time I went to the off-season, there were surprisingly few people on that day, probably because the weather was too cold and it snowed again.
Su Bei remembered many years ago when she was still very young, about twenty years old, and was still as tender as a flower bud. At that time, an old lady mistakenly thought them for father and daughter. Su Bei was still very unhappy. She always hoped that she would be the most compatible couple with him, and that others would feel that they were right at first glance.
But for so many years, few people seem to think that they are right. Jiangsu North is like a naughty child, and he is always calm and calm and self-controlled.
People who prefer northern Jiangsu will say that he is too old and does not deserve her. People who prefer Lu Chongnan will say that she is too young and childish and cannot deserve him. People who are neutral can only say one thing, just be happy.
She will never be the one who matches him the most.
But so many years have passed, and she is the only one by her, and he spoils her from beginning to end.
Year by year, spring, summer, autumn and winter.
They are together forever.
Then finally, she became the one who matched him the most.
She was tired of walking, so Lu Chongnan bent down to carry her back.
She said, "Can you do it?"
He smiled gently, "Just try."
It was snowing heavily, covered with glazed tiles and cages between high walls. The eighty-year-old Lu Chongnan walked slowly with his 70-year-old northern Jiangsu.
Like this life, go all the way.
Turn the most impossible into impeccable.
(ten)
When Su Bei died, she was already 83 years old. She fell ill and became thinner day by day. The doctor suggested conservative treatment, and Su Bei chose not to undergo interventional treatment.
"You know, I'm most afraid of pain." She said to Lu Chongnan.
He nodded, "Okay."
The three children were by their side and called her gently, "Mom!"
To be continued...