After Yu Zhouzhou asked his grandmother for advice, he ran to the door of Yu Lingling's room, hoping to ask her second uncle to take her to the Second Provincial Hospital.

As soon as I walked to the door, I vaguely heard a low voice inside.

"When I care about my children, you always stop them, but you don't educate them yourself. You drink with your group of friends all day long. I don't stop you, but people drink to discuss business and get money from their own house. What about you? This child is becoming more and more like your family, stubborn, thinking about things all day long and not doing serious things. Just reading these idle books, all of them are all about love. Do you want to see if she can't get into college and have to follow her old path?!"

When Yu Zhouzhou heard the three words "Little Aunt", he took a few steps back from the door, stared at the door handle in shame and angrily, and thought for a long time but ran back to his room.

Yu Tingting and her parents went out for dinner together. Yu Zhouzhou had no other choice. She rushed to the hospital to see Teacher Gu, so she did not disturb her grandmother who was watching TV in the living room. She quietly put on her coat, took out a hundred yuan from the drawer and put it in her trouser bag, opened the door and slipped out.

Yu Zhouzhou, who was riding a taxi for the first time, was sitting in the back row, and all she thought of was the report of the robbery and murder in the corner of the Evening News. Her hand tightly grabbed the door handle and was ready to jump off the car at any time.

Or...or if this bearded driver with a bad face is really a gangster, and she subdued him... can he become a Young Pioneer Model like the brave little citizen in the newspaper and then be admitted to the Affiliated Middle School of Normal University?

Yu Zhouzhou suddenly became excited.

Uncle gangster, please do a favor!

She was still fantasizing about the window when a sudden brake made her hit the back of the passenger seat.

"Here." Uncle bearded said concisely.

Yu Zhouzhou's beautiful imagination shattered on the back of the chair. She straightened her body and sat up and opened the car door.

"Miss, come with the money!"

Yu Zhouzhou stopped halfway through the door, and she covered her trouser pocket with a little nervousness, and the 100 yuan was hot around her waist.

"I...you...I didn't bring much money..."

Yu Zhouzhou and the uncle looked at each other. After a few seconds, the uncle suddenly burst into laughter.

"You didn't bring much, and I don't want much either. 10 yuan, I'll give you a fraction of it. You can't take a car in vain. Who of us robbed?"

Yu Zhouzhou's face was so blushed that he was almost breathing white on his head. She handed her 100 yuan. The uncle simply checked the authenticity under the orange light in the car and asked her ninety yuan.

The random thoughts and false alarm just now freed Yu Zhouzhou from the depression of Olympiad Mathematics. However, as soon as she stepped into the gate of the Second Provincial Hospital, the smell of disinfectant water and pale lights that rushed her into another chaos all of a sudden.

Teacher Gu is not going to do it anymore. It’s a very simple and cruel fact.

Human emotions are like April, which change at any time. Yu Zhouzhou has never been close to death, but it seems to be due to the most instinctive reaction of human beings. As long as you think of the word death, tears can open the floodgates.

Following the path pointed by the nurse, she ran up the fifth floor and came to the corridor of the intensive care unit.

Even in this situation, Yu Zhouzhou was still thinking about it. She felt that this was disrespect for Grandpa Gu, but she couldn't control it. In her mind, a group of doctors in white coats walked out of the rescue room, taking off their masks and saying, "We have done our best." Then, it turned out that all their students were crying around the hospital bed, while Teacher Gu slowly and difficult to say the last instructions, patting their heads lovingly...

Soon Yu Zhouzhou discovered that TV series are all big liars.

The outside of the intensive care unit is not desolate and quiet at all, there is no tension, and there are not even groups of students standing together and crying.

Only Chen An stood there wearing a white shirt, like an angel of the end of the world.

"Zhou Zhou? Did you come here by yourself?"

Yu Zhouzhou was gasping heavily and supported his knees with his hands. He was so tired that he couldn't speak, and he just nodded.

"It's not safe to be so late. I'll call your home." Chen An said, taking out a black mobile phone with a large size and dialing the number. Yu Zhouzhou had also seen a similar phone in his mother's hand, and she used it to play the gluttonous snake game.

"Well, don't worry, she might be too anxious, so she ran out by herself. Fortunately, there was no danger. Well, don't worry, I will send her back. If you are anxious, you can call my mobile number at any time. Yes, my name is Chen An, my number is 139XXXXXXXX..."

Chen An hung up the phone and touched Yu Zhouzhou's head and said, "No this is allowed next time."

Yu Zhouzhou nodded with her lips pursed, "I can't do anything, either."

Chen An looked at her strangely, thought for a moment, but did not ask, but just pointed at the glass door, "Teacher Gu is unconscious and is rescued."

Yu Zhouzhou stood on tiptoe and looked inside through the glass for a long time, but could not see anything.

"Why are we the only ones? What about the others?"

"Who else should be?" Chen An looked down at her.

Yes, who else should be there? Teacher Gu has no children and his lover has died of breast cancer for many years. The Youth Palace is his entire spiritual sustenance, and he has no family.

"Where are other members of the League? And the teachers from the Youth Palace?"

"Several teachers came to the band. They just went to the neighborhood to buy clothes together and haven't come back yet."

“Buy clothes?”

"shroud."

"veterinary?"

Chen An smiled, "It is the clothes that people must wear after they die, to attend the funeral and... their own funeral."

Teacher Gu is still rescuing, but the shrine has been bought.

"You must wear it quickly after death, otherwise the body will be very stiff when it cools down, and it will be difficult to wear a shroud."

Chen An's voice was extremely calm, without any emotion. He still smiled a little, but there was no trace of warmth. Yu Zhouzhou looked at Chen An such stranger. "Are you familiar with this...program?"

"Oh," Chen An's thought seemed to be interrupted. He recovered and nodded to Yu Zhouzhou, "When my grandfather passed away, it was the shroud I helped him wear."

Yu Zhouzhou felt very sad. She said she didn't know what to say, so she could only stare at the door and said dryly, "Why don't the other students come?"

"Why are they coming?" Chen An looked at her calmly.

"Shouldn't they come? It's so... desolate," Yu Zhouzhou tried a word she had only used in the composition, "How desolate, so."

"Yes, indeed, the more people come to see him off, the better, the more warm, and the more touching." Chen An's tone was a little sarcastic, even a little angry, but Yu Zhouzhou felt that he was not targeting him.

Chen An's eyes had already passed through the corridor and reached a certain area that Yu Zhouzhou didn't understand.

"But no matter how warm and touching it is, it has nothing to do with the dead. Those are all for living people to see. There is no difference between two people standing outside the emergency room or two hundred people. He can't see it, nor will he feel sad."

Chen An paused for a moment, half-squatted down and stared at Yu Zhouzhou's eyes, "It's actually you who are sad. And you are the only one."

Chen An is so terrible and pitiful. Yu Zhouzhou felt that his brain had stopped working, and she couldn't understand what Chen An said - but she seemed to be able to understand it.

"Then why did you call me here?" she asked timidly.

"Because you really like Teacher Gu, and Teacher Gu likes you too."

"Does others like Teacher Gu?"

Chen An smiled meaningfully. He hugged Yu Zhouzhou intimately and asked endlessly, "Zhouzhou, what kind of person do you think Teacher Gu is?"

"Teacher Gu is a good person." Yu Zhouzhou said word by word.

"What kind of person is a good person?"

Yu Zhouzhou was stunned. Chen An's smile seemed so distant and ethereal.

"In this world, being good to you is a good person, and being bad to you is a bad person." Chen An lit her forehead, "It's that simple."

"No!" Yu Zhouzhou was a little angry. She didn't like Chen An like this.

"Good people are kind, very...just. They will not look down on others, nor will they be biased. And..." She clutched her heart to define the good people in her heart, and in the empty corridor at midnight, she debated in vain with a big brother with a faint smile.

"Teacher Gu is kind to you, fair to you, and will not look down on you, nor will he look down on you. No, he is biased, but he is biased to you. So he is a good person. But if I tell you, Teacher Gu is the same as the teachers you have complained to me, he will also receive gifts. For those children with no future, he will not stop them from coming to the Youth Palace to pursue their dreams, and even boast about coaxing their parents. He is not fair in the arrangement of the orchestra, and he is biased. Many people don't like him, and to others, Teacher Gu is a bad person."

Yu Zhouzhou stood there quietly, not shouting that you were lying or running away with tears. She thought seriously about Chen An's words, recalling the attitude of other band members towards Teacher Gu, lowered her head, and quickly made her own judgment.

After a long time, he raised his head stubbornly, "He is a good person to me, that's enough."

Chen An smiled, "It seems you understand."

Yu Zhouzhou is still looking forward to the pure black and white good and evil in the cartoon and fantasy world, but at that moment, she learned to comfort herself in another way and look at this "wonderful and cruel" world.

In her eyes, no matter how cruel, cold, selfish, a person will actually give full play to other people's love and enthusiasm, but that person is not her. Just like in the eyes of many classmates in the class, Teacher Yu is a responsible and gentle teacher - even if it is an illusion, there is no need to break it.

"Chen An, do you think Teacher Gu is a good person?"

Chen An turned around and gently patted her shoulder.

"He is very nice to me," Chen Yan said.

But Chen An has always been a quiet person standing on the periphery of right and wrong.

This time, he also pulled Yu Zhouzhou to the stands.

Although Yu Zhouzhou never knew why he stretched out his hand to him.
Chapter completed!