"Chen An, do you know that what makes me happiest about the sports meet is not to cheer up the classmates in my class, not to sit there and eat snacks, nor to waving props stupidly to welcome the school leaders to come down for inspection. None of them are."

"I like to stand in the middle of the lawn, watching them running around the runway in circles, watching the audience shouting slogans excitedly; watching girls squeezing, throwing javelins can never be stabbed on the ground; watching boys use their breasts, but the shot put is still flying for a short distance... Well, I'm not just watching other people's jokes. If you look up, you can see a particularly blue sky, there are no tall buildings around, and all the students are turning into blurred dots in the distance.

"At that moment, I felt that I was the center of the world."

Xin Meixiang was very nervous from the beginning, but Yu Zhouzhou was very comfortable. She strolled across the third-grade stand area and pulled Xin Meixiang's sleeve and exclaimed, "Look, they all put the exercise book on their legs to do the exam! No wonder, the high school entrance exam is about to be in. I heard that many people are making excuses not to attend the sports meeting."

High school entrance examination, Zhenhua, Shen Zi.

After saying this, Yu Zhouzhou's heart suddenly fell. She put away her smile, took Xin Meixiang's hand, and rushed towards the second team along the outside of the runway, but slowed down as she approached.

"Yu Zhouzhou, you..."

Yu Zhouzhou had no time to take care of Xin Meixiang's questions. She quietly walked around to a position not far or near to Class 2, and no longer moved forward, but just stretched her neck and looked around.

It was not easy to identify the unfamiliar Shen among a group of people. Finally, she found it. Shen Si sat in the corner of the penultimate row, lowering her head and wondering what she was doing.

No matter what she was doing, Yu Zhouzhou was sure that the other party must be doing the exercise book.

Must be.

She suddenly had a kind of ambition in her heart, as if there was no blue sky, white clouds, sunshine and grass in front of her eyes, and no longer had the third junior high school student who struggled to suppress the exercise book title page to prevent it from being blown by the wind. She stood in the auditorium where the opening ceremony was held, wearing big red flowers on her chest, holding the manuscript with a modest smile on her face, saying, "Thank you, my alma mater, I have to thank the teacher for my care and encouragement for such results...

The juniors came up and chattered and asked about the learning methods. Zhang Min and other subject teachers stood outside and looked at her with relief, and said in a light tone, "Look, our school has never met for a century, be more successful. From the moment she entered the school, I knew she must have a future...

Such fantasy made Yu Zhouzhou lower his head and smile foolishly. After a few laughs, he quickly restrained himself into a modest and serious expression. His eyes were filled with sparks of kindness and enthusiasm. Facing the younger brothers and sisters around him who admired him, he patiently answered various questions.

"Yu Zhouzhou... are you okay?"

Yu Zhouzhou was so scared that he was shocked and his face quickly turned red.

It's okay. She pulled Xin Meixiang away with a big strode. Before passing the second team, she turned around and smiled at Xin Meixiang, saying a few boring words about the weather, looking extremely natural.

"Chen An, those unrealistic fantasies brought me great joy, and then disappeared instantly, and all that was left was great depression."

Frustrated sitting on the steps and staring at my schoolbag, I found that there was no exercise book or tutoring book inside. The gap was not a little bit. Diligence and hard work are a kind of

"Or, eat the snacks I brought."

Xin Meixiang thought Yu Zhouzhou sighed because there was nothing she liked to eat in her schoolbag. She was very grateful that Yu Zhouzhou changed seats with others and was around her, so she opened her schoolbag with a little embarrassed to open her mouth and opened her mouth to Yu Zhouzhou.

At that moment, Yu Zhouzhou turned his head and stared at Xin Meixiang seriously. Xin Meixiang felt that she could already see the image of her own in the other party's clear eyes.

"Chen An, I never dared to say that I want to be the first in the school year. I want to pretend that I don't care about rankings. When others say, "That Shen Zi is not as beautiful as you, and she is quirky, and she only knows to study hard." I can only smile awkwardly and say that everyone has their own strengths. Do you remember why I like "Slam Dunk" as I said? Because they dare to say, "I want to defeat you." Even if they don't succeed, no one will laugh at them."

"I think that's youth."

Yu Zhouzhou felt a little bit sore when she said such words, but she did feel that only the confidence of daring to win, dare to lose, and dare to speak loudly to declare war is qualified to be called youth.

For a moment, Yu Zhouzhou really wanted to look at Xin Meixiang's eyes and tell her, do you know, I'm a little jealous and silly. I'm jealous that she doesn't care about other people's opinions, doesn't care about popularity, but she always cares about studying and works hard. I really want to beat her.

After the words flowed around in my heart for a few times, Yu Zhouzhou still lowered his head and opened Xin Meixiang's schoolbag and asked, "What delicious food did you bring? Let me see."

The older she grows, the more taboos she has. Yu Zhouzhou learns to be restrained. Her family background is no longer the only forbidden zone. She must be carefully wrapped up the ambitions and desires hidden in her heart and not open to anyone, otherwise she may only be ridiculed by incomprehension.

There are quite a lot of snacks in Xin Meixiang's schoolbag, but the brands seem to be very old. Yu Zhouzhou picked up a bag of Mai Lisu, who was not available near the school. Just as she was about to ask her which grocery store she got it, she found a thick layer of gray on her palm.

Why...so dirty...

She didn't say anything, and didn't even frown, and immediately smiled, "I haven't eaten Malisu for a long time. When the first and second grades of elementary school, every class in our class was over, and the Life Committee asked everyone to report the snacks they wanted to eat and then go downstairs to buy them together, and pay them afterwards. At that time, everyone liked to eat Malisu, and sometimes a few people would raise money to buy them. Later, they started eating Cadbury, Jindi, and Dove, and no one said they wanted to eat Malisu."

Xin Meixiang is extremely sensitive.

"I suddenly remembered it, so I spent a long time shopping in the grocery store before I accidentally discovered it. Look, it was a little dirty." She said softly.

Yu Zhouzhou smiled with a chocolate ball in his mouth and looked at the red packaging bag quietly.

Not only is it dirty, but it is also expired.

But she swallowed it and felt that she was very great.

But at that time she didn't know that she could be greater.

The art committee member volunteered to sign up for the 1,500 meters of the woman, which was the longest distance race in the girls' events. But in the morning, she kept busy commanding everyone to wave the sticks to welcome the school leaders to check, and didn't eat much. At noon, her face was naturally gray and she was exhausted.

Yu Zhouzhou couldn't help swallowing when facing the earnest gaze of the sports committee member.

So at 2:00 pm, the sports committee member put the athlete's numbers on her chest and back with pins. They were the No. 13 players in Class 6, Grade 2000, and the number was 00010613.

Even if she had told herself to jog slowly, no one expected her to get any ranking. However, when the physical education teacher in the inspection and recording department led them to each place at the starting line, Yu Zhouzhou stared at the long red mud track under her feet alone, and could still hear her heart pounding in her chest. Before she could run, she felt her legs weak and her ears were the sound of blood flowing rapidly in her blood vessels.

"Everyone is in place, prepare-"

The moment the gunshot was blowing, Yu Zhouzhou suddenly became distracted. She remembered that she was writing an essay when she was a child. The title was a sports meeting. The teacher summarized all the beautiful idioms and vocabulary in the model essay on the blackboard. She was alive and was on the verge of the string, persevering and striving for the first place...

But Yu Zhouzhou thought that the most appropriate description was probably, "The starting gun fired, and the students rushed out like wild dogs."

The wild dog No. 1 Yu Zhouzhou ran at the innermost side of the track, wasting the most favorable position in the legend. Everyone was not fast, after all, they had to run more than four laps and needed to preserve their physical strength. When Yu Zhouzhou passed the position of Class 6, his brain raised his hand and waved to his own class camp. This funny move made the class boil. Everyone cooperated to make the crazy expressions that the star-chasing tribe should have. Even Xu Zhiqiang shouted in a strange tone, "Yu Zhouzhou, come on!"

Sensationalism can make people feel happy. Yu Zhouzhou had already started to open her mouth and breathe with her mouth. She tried to grin and then continued to run forward in a dark mood. Her chest and throat seemed to be about to explode, and it hurts hotly.

She barely persisted in the second lap. Her speed was almost a walking pace, but she still made a running posture. There were girls around her abstaining from the right. Yu Zhouzhou kept telling herself that she would abstain from the right after running another hundred meters, just one hundred meters. In this way, she actually ended up the third lap.

So if you give up and don’t run in the last lap, is it a loss? Although life focuses on the process, this statement is only used to comfort those guys who have worries about the results. If you can get a good result, it doesn’t matter no matter how ugly the process is, because the only thing that the bystanders care about and remember is always the result.

Yu Zhouzhou suddenly remembered Sister Lingling. When Chen An was happy to be his Peking University student, Sister Lingling was undergoing repeated school.

"Chen An, what would happen if you failed the exam? Even if you were better than anyone else during the twelve years of study, you just failed the exam...will you be angry about fate?"

Destiny is destined to ignore anyone.

So no matter how much Sister Lingling cried, she could only calm down and continue to repeat the reading. She bit her pen and fought to the end with her acne on her forehead.

When anger is useless, the embarrassment of being mocked and ignored makes us laugh and say, forget it, I don’t mind.

Forced to shake hands and make peace.

Yu Zhouzhou recalled life from her last circle. The behavior of slipping did not relieve the pain in her chest and the soreness of her calf when she breathed. In her field of vision, white snowflakes, like those on the broken TV screen, were gradually appearing, dotted, eroding the red mud track in her sight.

But there is only one lap left. If you can't run through it, you will never win.

Yu Zhouzhou recalled it for a long time and could not understand what the last lap of 1,500 meters had to do with Shen Zi no matter what.

Perhaps, it’s just the endless confusing logic of that age.

Just as Yu Zhouzhou was moving forward mechanically with his eyes closed halfway and his chest was so painful that he could hardly breathe, he suddenly heard a gentle laugh from his left ear.

"Zhouzhou, are you still alive?"
Chapter completed!