Fragrant grass and green sky
Later, Yu Zhouzhou himself didn't expect that she would have had a cold war with Benben for so long.
She still walked around with her mother, and occasionally played with the children. Every time she would draw Benben as the background, as if he had a face as uncharacteristic as others, as if he was not Benben, and seemed not to see his silent and lonely gaze at all.
In fact, she was not angry with him. She didn't know what was going on. She had a confused and embarrassing question in her heart, but she didn't know how to ask her mother, so she simply ignored it.
When the weather got warmer, my mother began to organize her winter clothes and took out a piece of folded original paper from Zhou Zhou's black coat, with only two names on it.
Chen An, Yu Zhouzhou.
Mom was a little confused and held up the piece of paper and asked Zhou Zhou, "What is this?"
Yu Zhouzhou suddenly felt very shy, unlike the embarrassment he heard about Yueyue and Benben. She tried hard to pretend to be very calm and relaxed and said, I don’t know.
Why lie? She doesn't know.
Mom didn't care much about her expression, "Then I'll throw it away."
"Don't!" she screamed, scaring her mother.
"What are you going to do?" Mom frowned, and saw her daughter jumping three feet high and snatching the piece of paper from her hand, folding it again, lowering her head and talking to herself without knowing what she was talking about.
Yu Zhouzhou stared at the piece of paper in his hand and suddenly felt something strange in his heart. It was a kind of melancholy of six years old, as if he suddenly realized that he did not only have the present and the future, but also something called the past. It was like Chen An's smile, a glance, but it only existed behind it. In the distant future, she might never see him again.
She squatted down, dragged her tin biscuit box from under the bed, and put the paper carefully in with her gadget.
"By the way, Zhou Zhou, we can move back to our grandmother's house next month." Mom suddenly said with a smile.
Yu Zhouzhou raised his head in horror.
"Happy or not?"
"Happy."
Not happy.
She asked timidly, "Mom, didn't you say there was no empty room in my grandmother's house?"
Mom stroked her head, "Now your sister Lingling and Tingting are living in the same room as your adults, and their rooms are free for us."
"Why is it empty now?"
"Because you are going to elementary school in September this year, and my grandmother's house is closest to your school," my mother smiled and was very happy. "Grandma asked someone to sign up for you. You are going to the Affiliated Primary School of Normal University in September this year. Are you happy?"
The mother's tone finally made up for the joy of the kindergarten's shortcomings, but Yu Zhouzhou didn't hear it. What she was worried about was that Sister Lingling and Sister Tingting must have hated her to death.
It's the 24th now, and next month seems to be next month soon.
Yu Zhouzhou seemed to be able to see Benben looking at him sadly, seeing him fading into the translucent moon in the sky little by little, and seeing him like Chen An, after parting, he belonged to the iron biscuit box called "The Past"...
She looked back at the window, and in the pouring rain, the small house of Benben's house stood alone there, just like the Benben who Yu Zhouzhou saw when he told a story, always standing far away from the crowd.
On May 24, 1994, Yu Zhouzhou, who had not yet celebrated his 7th birthday, suddenly understood a truth and grasped the present.
As soon as the rain stopped, she rushed out and ran to Benben's door to knock on the door - these children were particularly afraid of Benben's drunkard father. Even Yu Zhouzhou never dared to go to Benben's house to find him. Every time Benben took the initiative to go to Zhou Zhou's house to play with her. But this time she forgot to be afraid and just ran all the way.
Thank goodness, Benben is the one who opened the door.
Yu Zhouzhou burst into tears almost instantly and said to Benben, "I'm leaving. So I'm here to apologize."
Unexpectedly, Benben's tears were even more surging than her - "It's so good." He said.
Yu Zhouzhou was stunned, reached out to pinch his ear, and shouted with his eyebrows raised, "What do you mean?!"
Benben said without realizing it, and said with tears in his eyes, "It's great that you are finally willing to pay attention to me."
In just one minute, Seiya found his Athena.
Plastic bags were placed under their butts, and the two of them sat shoulder to shoulder on the wet cement pipes after the rain, looking at the clearer sky.
"Hey," Yu Zhouzhou pulled Benben's sleeve excitedly, "Look, Rainbow!"
The bungalow area in the suburbs is not covered by high-rise buildings. In the cloudy and half clear sky, the huge rainbow makes the world illusory. Yu Zhouzhou looked up at such a grand beauty, and the corners of her mouth were rising again and again. She seemed to see the Demon Realm Mountain in front of her, and she was about to sit with Simik on the rainbow to the higher floor.
"It looks so good." Benben said.
Inspired by the rainbow, Yu Zhouzhou finally had the courage to ask the sentence, "You and...you and Yueyue..."
Benben blushed instantly, lowered his head and asked in an almost unauthorized voice, "Ah?"
"You and Yueyue..." Yu Zhouzhou looked up again and drew strength at the rainbow, "Isn't it cold if I don't wear clothes in the middle of winter?..."
“…”
Finally, in Benben's extremely shy and confusing narrative, Yu Zhouzhou figured out the whole story.
Benben, who was invited by Yueyue to play at home, had to play "the story of a princess and a robber" with her at her begging. Dandan said that it was played on TV, so he just took off his clothes according to her instructions - Benben repeatedly emphasized to Yu Zhouzhou that he was actually wearing small pants - and then Dandan saw it.
Finally, Benben added a summary statement with difficulty, "...it did freeze me."
Yu Zhouzhou laughed loudly. Although she still felt that Benben's approach was embarrassing, since he said he was forced, why didn't she forgive him?
"But what is the TV staged by Yueyue's family? The story of the princess and the robbers?"
Yu Zhouzhou and Benben were both confused. Later, when they went to college, there was a saying among boys on BBS, "I didn't know Muto Lan in my life, and it would be useless to read all A-films." But at that time, they didn't know that there was something in the world called a third-level film.
Whenever the misunderstanding is eliminated and the past grudges is relieved, the story is not far from the end. Finally, Yu Zhouzhou still held his biscuit box and watched a group of colleagues invited by his uncle to carry all the things at home onto the blue truck under the command of his mother. Benben stood beside her, saying nothing, and never even reminded her, "Don't forget me."
Maybe he believed that Yu Zhouzhou would not forget him. Maybe he believed what Yu Zhouzhou said to him, "I will never leave you."
Finally, when his mother called her to get in the car, Yu Zhouzhou just held tears in her eyes and gently pinched Benben's hand.
总是哭鼻子的奔奔却没有哭,相反,他一直在微笑.
微笑着说,“周周,你以后一定能成为特别了不起的人.”
余周周很诧异,她心想,我已经是很了不起的人了啊.
她是星矢,是西米克,是女王,是三眼神童暗恋的女生,是大侠,是……
奔奔像个小大人一样,非常严肃地摇头,“我是说,真正的了不起的人,就是别人眼里也很了不起的那种.”
Yu Zhouzhou looked stunned, and he kept looking back frequently until he was held by his mother and sat in the passenger seat. On the earthen road, Benben's small figure became farther and farther away. She suddenly burst into tears in panic, her vision was blurred, with only a small black dot, watching her leave quietly.
卡车引擎的巨大声响一点点消弭,奔奔始终没有离开,甚至在卡车拐弯消失之后也没有.
He was the only person who had ever entered Yu Zhouzhou's small world, so he naturally knew Yu Zhouzhou's majesty in it. In fact, he really thought she was amazing, but somehow, he just believed that one day her small world would eventually surround everyone and she would become a real female hero.
那么他会和那些小朋友们一起看着她,一脸羡慕地给她叫好.
希望那个时候,当她神采飞扬的目光投射到人海中,还能一眼认出他的脸.
Chapter completed!