Chapter 1840 Are you Zhang Cenhan?
The bigger the world, the more it can highlight your insignificance and helplessness.
Looking up at the night sky, there were not many stars, but one or two were very bright. Zhang Cenhan looked at them and looked back at his not a long life.
She is actually just an ordinary person like everyone else. Her life is not magnificent. If you want to say light, it is naturally not bright, but if you want to say how dark it is, it seems that there is nothing.
Her life is also glorious, she has been in love, and has people she likes. Her life is not empty and boring, she has close friends, and fans who care about her and like her.
It’s her pain for her family, but if she really wants to be cold and ignore them, it seems that she can get rid of them, such as changing to a city life that they don’t know, changing to a phone card...
But she didn't want to get to that point.
Besides, who is in the world who is free from troubles and everything goes well? She has something unhappy, but others have it too.
So, Zhang Cenhan doesn’t understand why she gets sick?
Why, it must be her...
She had thought about this question for thousands of days and nights, she had also lamented the injustice of God, and had also felt unyielding in the desire to do it, but in the end she had compromised in so many painful years.
Maybe she wasn't brave enough, but she really couldn't stand her inner self, and she couldn't suppress her dark thoughts and could only be gradually swallowed up by them.
I was so tired that I didn't know what it was for to live day after day, and the happiness she got was getting less and less, so little that she could no longer withstand her pain...
Let's end it today. At least she is not unrecognizable yet, at least she is still young and beautiful.
When time is freezing in beauty, it seems to be a good way out.
"You said you want to see the sea, and you want to step on the waves barefoot..."
She leaned back against the reef, looked at the dark sea in the night sky, spoke gently, and hummed the song "Star Dot".
She chases stars, but is not obsessed with idols. She just simply likes idol works, so she admires this person's talent, that's all.
She is not a girlfriend fan or a brainless fan. She never participates in online verbal wars and never takes sides. For her, the years she spent silently with her idol are her treasured memories, and each song will bring her back to a memory in the past.
Although some memories are not good memories.
This song was released in the month when she was admitted to university at the age of 18. She was finally able to leave her family and go to live a distance. Zhang Cenhan was so happy that she cheered and laughed so hard that she almost burst into tears.
That summer vacation was a very beautiful time in her impression, so the stars released at that time also became synonymous with beauty, connected with time, and became her favorite song.
I fell in love with Ying Baichuan probably because of this.
The reef is very hard and cool, but Zhang Cenhan thinks it is better than staying on the beach, because it is very likely to wet herself on the beach, and she doesn't like this feeling.
Since we will soon be integrated with the sea forever, then stay away from it for the time being.
Singing and looking at the eternal night, Zhang Cenhan was already bursting into tears without realizing it.
The phone was on her. She wanted to take a photo of herself at this moment, which was a way to end her life, but she didn't dare.
She was afraid of receiving a call from her friend, and she was afraid that someone would urge her to work on the manuscript... In this last time, she just wanted to return to purity.
After singing a song, Zhang Cenhan stood up from the reef.
Below was the surging sea water, wave after wave, and she could clearly hear their surging sounds.
The waves are very close, and the relief is very close.
"sorry……"
She murmured, not knowing whether this was to herself or to those who would feel pain for her departure.
She moved step by step to the edge of the reef, with the road not flat and it was difficult to walk.
"I just want to jump into the sea, but I don't want to break my head on the reef. That way I won't be pretty... walk slowly..."
She smiled and said to herself.
“…Zhang Cenhan!”
"Zhang Cenhan, where are you? I heard a response!"
She suddenly stopped.
Why did she feel like she heard someone calling her name?
In amazement, Zhang Cenhan looked back.
There was a group of people walking and shouting while walking, and the location they were looking at seemed to be here?
What is this? A duplicate name? Or is it an illusion yourself?
Zhang Cenhan was a little confused and didn't know what to do for a moment.
However, there are reefs here, which are very dark and have no light at all, so they will definitely not be able to see themselves.
Just as he thought about this, a beam of flashlight swept over, and then accidentally swept it to her scarf.
Black reef, black night, white scarf.
Zhang Cenhan was stunned, and the person opposite him screamed, and the beam of light that had been removed was frozen on her body again.
"Ah, are you Zhang Cenhan?" A girl's voice was very sharp and she came over very clearly in the night sky.
Zhang Cenhan opened his mouth but couldn't speak.
what happened?
Should I say yes or no?
"Don't move first, let's pick you up, stand and don't move!"
The people opposite were boiling, and a group of people screamed and excited, but soon a few boys trotted to the side.
"Sister, don't move around, otherwise if they panic when they go to find you, they may fall down. They are all big rocks and will kill people. Don't move." A girl advised, "You don't want something wrong with them, right?"
Of course I don't want something to happen to them...
Thinking this subconsciously, Zhang Cenhan, who was already very close to the edge, was indeed standing still.
But countless questions emerged in my heart.
These people are very young, and she looks like college students, and she is sure that she doesn't know them.
But they are calling their own names?
If it is a duplicate name, then they shouldn't even recognize their friends, right?
But if they don’t know each other, why do they come to find themselves?
Zhang Cenhan was confused. She thought she was silent and had no idea that the Internet was already in trouble. She was only thinking about her decision and did not tell anyone around her. Even if Xixi went to the rental house to find her, she would never find this place.
At least not today.
so……
These people are indeed looking for the wrong person.
"Okay, I won't move, you guys are careful."
She finally spoke, her voice softly, "But... have you recognized the wrong person? I don't know you."
Chapter completed!