Chapter 823
Cai Cai felt that Fang Xing had probably measured it in his heart and thought she was pretty good, so he chose her and came here to express his feelings to her. What he thought was good might be because of his blind admiration for him, maybe because he was very relaxed and unrestrained with him, or maybe...
Is he his first man?
Caicai came out of the bathtub and couldn't help laughing while wiping her hair.
What a good time it was when I met him. I was so young and so young. Loving someone was wholeheartedly. Even if he had a lot of clumsy perfunctory behavior, she didn't notice it, thinking that he had all the love and trust like him.
After all, that was my first time loving my husband.
These characteristics may be advantages for Fang Xing. As the women around him become more and more vain and stupid, he has become a rare choice.
But for Caicai, Fang Xing's choice was like a joke.
Because she is no longer the only one who only has his color in her eyes and heart.
"It's great. I've let go of my obsession. I can be a brand new self in the true sense."
Looking at the girl who was thinner and had a deeper look in the mirror than before, Caicai smiled sincerely.
She was very painful when she was abandoned by Fang Xing, but something happened to her father made her feel that her sky had collapsed. When the sky fell, the blows of other things seemed to be less worth mentioning. So although she was in pain, Cai Cai reluctantly supported her family pressure.
But in the following time, the pain that was dull when she thought of it still tortured her, especially when she was dreaming about it at midnight.
When she opened her eyes at night, she often doubted the meaning of life. She could not find her own value and wanted to die directly in her dreams countless times, so she would not have to face all this.
It was her mother's hope and care that made her persevere.
But the other party was unwilling to accept it.
She gave her all her best years. He was her first love. Even though she had faced deeper temptations since she entered the industry, she never thought of throwing Fangxing down to climb higher branches, because she always thought she would marry him.
Fang Xing never exposed her dream. When she said she was going to get married, he nodded with a smile and said that she would talk to her a little older. At present, she is in the rising period of her career and work is the most important thing.
She believed it, and she believed in everything he said and all his perfunctory.
It is precisely because of this that when she sees the bloody truth, she feels so painful.
She has hatred, unwillingness, and complaints.
If she had known that Fang Xing would marry another woman in the future, she would rather have never started with him, so that she would not appear like a drunk fool, turning around in front of a villain without any warning, but was easily put to death by the other party.
Over the past year, Caicai felt that all kinds of emotions were mixed when she thought of Fang Xing. She knew that she could not let go because she had many things she couldn't understand.
Perhaps like many men and women who have been "breaked up", she once thought about where she was not doing well. If she was better, would he not leave? Even, she was thinking about a seemingly ridiculous question-
Has he loved himself? Was it just "playing around"?
But she didn't ask, because that was the last self-esteem.
And tonight's conversation made her feel like she was reborn.
She no longer cares about what the answer to the question is, because nothing is no longer so important. She only knows that the more she sees the more she sees the lower his position in her heart.
From the high God to the earth swamp under your feet.
So at this moment, she finally let go, found a new self, and broke out of her cocoon and was reborn.
only……
“There’s one more thing that hasn’t been done.”
Caicai frowned and bit her lip, as if she was troubled.
After encountering trouble at home, she was nervous and could not find anyone to borrow money for a while. In the end, she had to bow her head and ask Fang Xing to ask for money.
That was when she felt that she was the most humble in her life. When she recalled the humility at that time, she still felt a little scared.
But she didn't regret it because the money solved her urgent need.
Sometimes self-esteem is not as important as living.
But a year has passed, and although my condition has improved a little, it is still a lot short of paying off the money.
Cai Cai knew that if she gave herself another year or two, she might be able to save enough money as her filming experience increases and her connections expand.
But now, she really can't take it out.
It’s not impossible to be late, she didn’t promise Fang Xing any time, but Caicai didn’t want to owe that person money, especially after tonight’s incident.
If she wants to start over, she can’t have any ties anymore. This feeling of being connected makes her very annoyed.
If you want to pay back the money, but you don’t have money, then you can only...
Borrowing money again.
But who should I borrow?
Cai Cai sat on the sofa and began to ponder. She had made friends who were pretty similar in the past year, but she had her own status there, so the people she met were destined to be unable to have big names. In this case, she wanted to borrow a lot of money...
Isn't that obviously a test of plastic friendship?
I didn't borrow money, and I didn't even have friends.
Then who can I borrow...
Caicai took out her cell phone and started flipping through the contacts. The more she turned her eyebrows tighter, and when it came to some people, she deleted the message directly.
She remembers these people very clearly. As soon as they were in trouble, they started to put down the wrongs. Not to mention asking them to help, it would be better if such people didn't stomp on you hard.
What are you keeping such a person for?
Deleted.
Then after a while, her hand paused to a name.
"Hello?"
Jiang Xiaobai, who was reading the script, suddenly heard the sound of her cell phone. Because it seemed too abrupt on a quiet night, her hand holding the script shivered.
After answering the phone, I heard Caicai's voice.
"Sister Xiaobai, I'm Tang Cai. Sorry to bother you so late... Can I ask you to do me a favor?"
Caicai's voice over there was a little distorted.
After hanging up the phone, Jiang Xiaobai transferred the account.
"Sister Xiaobai, who is it?"
Mingzhu, who was tidying up her clothes in the room, asked.
"Caicai."
Jiang Xiaobai said without raising his head and continued reading the script.
"Tang Cai?" Mingzhu was stunned, "What did she ask you for?"
"Oh, I borrowed money."
Jiang Xiaobai said lightly.
Mingzhu opened her eyes wide, "She is not familiar with you, why do you want to lend you money? Also, did you lend her?"
"Yeah, I borrowed it." Jiang Xiaobai nodded and raised his head from the script, "As for why he asked me to borrow it... it was probably because he couldn't find anyone else."
(End of this chapter)
Chapter completed!