Chapter 702 Heaven and Beauty
After hearing what I just said, Taotie in the ancient jade sighed secretly and stopped talking.
At this moment, I stood alone in the distance, looking at the place where frost had disappeared before, my heart was like a gray wood, and my body was like a boat that was not tied.
I finally tasted the feeling of heartbreak, not as painful as I imagined. My heart is broken, how could I feel pain?
There was a time when I always felt that I was the master of this world, and everything in the world had to revolve around me alone, and this feeling was like walking on clouds. Now, I completely understood that I was not the master of this world, and maybe in this world, I lived no differently from a dog.
In the midst of the heavenly realm, how small a person seems. No matter how hard he works and gives, the heavenly realm will still not be changed in the end. I clearly see how incompetent and insignificant I am, this heaven, this earth, this path, everything in this world has reincarnation, and must abide by the rules of this world, no one is exceptional.
Sad, thinking of this, I raised my head, looked at the dark sky, and tried to prevent my tears from falling. For some reason, at this time, I felt a little more calm in my heart, but behind this slight calmness was endless longing for Rushuang.
There is no greater sorrow than death in my heart. Now I don’t want to talk, think, and face anyone.
I always think about making a cocoon like a silkworm, or making a hole like a mouse, sealing myself up, sleeping quietly inside, and never coming out.
Thirteen, don't be too sad or desperate. Although Rushuang's ghost disappeared, all this does not mean that she is scattered, so
Before I could wait for Taotie to speak, I interrupted it:
Forget it, don't comfort me. I'm not a fool. After Rushuang disappeared, I didn't see a trace of yin energy from the vicinity nearby.
After hearing this, Taotie continued to say to me:
Thirteen, there is a saying that I don’t know whether to say it or not.
You said. I said.
When people live, they must learn to accept and take responsibility. No matter what, you have to continue to live. Moreover, the way of heaven and beauty are like fish and bear's paws, and they cannot have both. Unfortunately, fish and bear's paws are something that people can make choices. However, the way of heaven and beauty cannot choose for you, so you can only choose to accept.
Rushuang Rushuang was killed by me. Why do I think I am like a stupid person who believes that people can be resurrected by death. Now, I can't even keep the ghost. I am an ungrateful beast. Even the beast is not as good as I am the more I scold myself, the more regretful and heartache it is.
If I had known this, why would I have seen the frosty face flashing in my mind, the scene of being with her, and every word she said to me, my heart seemed to be piercing countless steel needles.
It hurts so much that it can make the brain blank, and it can make the blood hypoxia and numb the whole body.
If I can regret letting all this happen again, I will never believe in the lie that people can be resurrected.
As long as Rushuang can always be by my side, I will be satisfied whether it is a human or a ghost. But the cruelty of reality will never give me a chance to regret and come back. This is also the way of heaven.
At this moment, I heard a slight sound of footsteps coming from behind. Without looking back, I also knew that it must be Fatty and Qiu Shasha who saw that I hadn't been back for a long time and followed me.
Senior brother, how is it going? Rushuang's sister-in-law came alive. The sound of a fat man came from behind me. What he said just now was like a sharp sword, and it pierced in my heart again.
I stood there, never looking back, nor answering the fat man's words.
When Qiu Shasha and the fat man walked to me, they saw my current infatuation and the scene in front of me. They understood a little, and they also became quiet.
Soon, the careful Qiu Shasha found the wound on my thigh and asked at me in surprise:
Thirteen, why are your legs bleeding so much? What's wrong with you? Qiu Shasha said, then walked towards me, bandaging me while continuing to say to me:
Thirteen, what's going on, tell me and Fatty, don't let us stand here and worry for you.
I shook my head:
I'm fine, really
You are like a ok person, are you doing this? How did the wound on your leg come about? You didn't bandage it yourself, and I looked at it early. If you lost too much blood, you really didn't continue to say anything.
I raised my head and looked at the side where Rushuang disappeared again, hoping for a miracle to happen.
But the empty ground poured cold water on me again. Rushuang really disappeared this time, she really left me, and she really would never come back.
Although I don’t want to accept this fact, I have to accept it. I recalled again what Rushuang left for me before she disappeared:
Thirteenth, I seem to be about to disappear. Thirteenth, if I really leave you this time, don’t blame yourself or regret yourself. Even if I won’t be by your side, my heart will always be with you. Please believe me forever.
I really regret it.
All my thoughts were gone, and I felt that my world had become so dark. No matter how dazzling the flashlight in the fat man's hand was, it could not penetrate my already dead heart.
Plop~At this moment, a very small sound like a heartbeat suddenly came from a corner.
After hearing this sound, I was shocked and looked around.
Then, the sound of the heartbeat of the thump~thump~thump~ is becoming more and more obvious, and it slowly connects together. It is as if there is really a person's heartbeat.
Thirteen, listen, listen quickly, have you heard the sound of heartbeat? At this time, Qiu Shasha also looked around and said to me.
The sound of heartbeats coming from all around seemed to give my heart a dose of heartburn, making it full of hope and vitality in an instant
I began to fantasize, expect, and even pray that the heartbeat sound that we cannot see was emitted from Rushuang after rebirth.
I really can't believe that Zuo Shisan, Zuo Shisan, you kid can actually go against the will of heaven. This is really the wave of the Yangtze River pushing the wave of the previous wave. Each generation is stronger than the other. The younger generation is terrifying, and the younger generation is terrifying. The voice of Taotie in the ancient jade comes again.
What it said just now further proves that the rhythmic heartbeats around them are like frost after rebirth
As the rhythmic heartbeat sounds around me kept beating, I gradually felt a hint of living yang energy in front of me.
I followed the position of the yang energy and looked up. When I saw it clearly, there seemed to be a sweet breeze in my heart, quickly sweeping over it.
Because I saw that the Yang energy was located on the Bagua Yin and Yang Tai Chi diagram that disappeared before Rushuang.
Thirteen, is this Sister Rushuang going to be reborn as a human being? Qiu Shasha looked at me and asked in surprise.
I don’t know, it must be the place where the yang energy slowly gathered, and I was surprised and happy.
After just a few seconds, a dazzling white light suddenly appeared at that position, and a thick layer of white smoke appeared above the white light. The white smoke slowly solidified, and finally seemed to form a human shape.
At this time, the white light under the white smoke became more and more dazzling. Even though I took several steps back, I still didn't dare to look directly at the dazzling white light. I had to block my eyes with my hands and look through my fingers.
As time passed by minute by minute, the rolling white smoke gradually stopped, and the outline of a human body under the white smoke became clearer and clearer.
Rushuang was about to be reborn. My heart couldn't help but jump up again. In this short time, I tasted the ups and downs of falling into the abyss and flying to the clouds again.
It almost couldn't bear the heart.
Chapter completed!