There is only one trust between people. After losing one trust, you will never trust this person again.

Even if you say you believe, you are always on guard against it and are worried about being deceived.

I have lied to the grid more than once, causing me to be deceived.

She had long since distrustworthy of me. The reason why she was willing to believe me was not only because of my seemingly sincere repentance in front of her was because of her love for me.

Because Gezi loved me deeply, she chose to give me a chance. In fact, she couldn't live without me.

But I know very well that once a person is hurt too much by another person, she will indeed have one day of determination to leave, and then she will really be unable to pull back the nine cows.

I have really broken my heart now. I think if I were her, I would have escaped from far away and had a complete separation. How could I still be so tired of me? I would give me a chance, a fool, the more I give the chance, the sadder I feel.

But after all, I am me, I am not a grid, and of course I would not hope that she will leave me.

Although I don't really love her, she is really beautiful, so beautiful that it is thrilling, and it is good to me. What makes me fascinated by her beauty and her goodness.

I went to the welfare home immediately.

When I arrived at the gate of the welfare home, I called the grid and she had turned off the phone.

I was obviously unable to turn on the computer, but now it is shut down?

Still angry.

I'm over the wall.

I climbed over the wall and entered the welfare home. After entering, I looked at the room on the grid, but the lights were not turned on.

Have you already gone to bed?

It's not too late, it's only 10 o'clock, so I probably haven't slept.

I walked over and planned to knock on her dormitory door directly.

When I walked downstairs of the dormitory building, someone asked behind me: "Who!"

I was shocked.

Stopped.

Looking back, I saw that she was an employee of the welfare home. I had seen her and was a kitchen worker.

She also knew me. After seeing me, she didn't know my name and said, "Are you here to find the lattice?"

I nodded and said, "Yes, Auntie. Is she in the dormitory?"

She said: "She and her colleagues have gone out and have not come back yet."

I said, "That's it, do you know when she will come back?"

She shook her head.

I said, "Do you have the numbers of other colleagues of her?"

She asked me, "Did she not bring her cell phone?"

I said, "She quarreled with me, and then I called her and she didn't answer."

I feel a little embarrassed.

She said, "I have it."

A voice behind him said, "Sister Lu, you go back first, I'll talk to him."

The aunt said oh and left.

The dean is here.

I looked at the dean.

The dean looked solemn. After walking over, he said to me: "Are you looking for a grid?"

I said, "Yes, Dean. Where has she been?"

After sighing, the dean said, "Xiao Zhang, you, you!"

I said, "Dean, are she angry with me?"

The dean said, "Come here."

The dean walked in front, and I followed her and went to her office, and she cooked tea.

I said, "Director, don't be so polite."

The dean said, "I want to talk to you and have a good chat. Xiao Zhang."

I thought to myself, I will definitely talk about the grid.

The dean said, "Sit down."

I sat down properly.

I asked, "Can you smoke?"

The dean said: "Yes."

I lit a cigarette, the dean boiled the water, and then started making tea, saying, "It's great to drink some tea and sober up after drinking. Drink less wine, it's good for the health."

I nodded.

The dean said while making tea: "What's the matter?"

I said, "There was a little conflict."

The dean said, "Nothing is wrong."

I said, "It's not a big deal. How do you know?"

The dean said: "Actually, the grid has already told me."

I said oh.

The dean said, "I cried for a day today."

I was silent, lowered my head, not knowing what to say.

Smoking silently.

The dean said: "I stayed with her for a day today and did nothing. She told me everything."

I smiled awkwardly and said, "I've caused you trouble."

The dean said, "This child is pitiful, isn't it?"

She was asking me.

I was even more embarrassed.

The dean must have thought to himself that this child Gezi is so pitiful, but in the end I still let me hurt her. And the injury is so severe that it is simply a serious injury.

He was seriously injured inside.

I don't know what to say, I don't know what to answer.

The dean said: "The child has suffered since he was a child, and he has no parents. When he grows up, I always hope that she can marry a good family, a good man, and a family of his own. She doesn't have to suffer with me, an old woman. But, she has a rough fate, she has met someone but has sacrificed so much for the welfare home. My biggest wish is to have a happy life, my good daughter."

As he said that, the dean's tears came out.

After she made the tea, she poured me tea.

I took the tea awkwardly, said thank you, and then drank the tea to hide my anxiety and embarrassment.

The dean wiped off his tears and said, "This poor child. Why didn't God treat her well?"

I held it in for a long time and said, "Director, I'm sorry for her. But I really didn't do anything to be sorry for her. I did cheat her a lot, but I just went out to play with my friends."

The dean said, "I believe you are a good child. Judging from the things you saved the lattice and being good to our hospital, you are a good child. But, you don't have a degree in relationships. You have nothing to do with friends of the opposite sex, but you have to have a degree. Is this what a person with a girlfriend should do when going to the movies with friends of the opposite sex so late? What if the lattice is doing to you?"

I am silent.

The dean said: "You are indeed a good child, but you are too broad about your relationship, so your partner can't stand it."

I said, "I did overdo these things."

The dean said, "Xiao Zhang, when I first met you, I knew you were dating lattice. Do you know what I was thinking? I think you, such a good child, dating lattice is a blessing for lattice. You saved lattice's life, lattice should also repay you for your whole life. But, love is different from other things, there is, there is, there is nothing. You don't love her, so you don't care. So I kept persuading lattice to break up with you and let her get along with the other person who has been pursuing her. I really think too much in my heart. I know I'm sorry for you, but I do this for lattice. You know that I feel bad when I see her in a bad mood. She has nothing on the surface, but I have accompanied her since I was a child, and I know she is sad. She can only hide in the quilt and cry. I will listen secretly, and I cry too."

I lowered my head and didn't dare to lift it up.

The previous few times I did it too much, which made Gezi sad. She hid in the quilt and cried secretly. The dean listened outside the door, but he didn't dare to disturb Gezi.

The dean said: "This child has been strong since childhood, and he is weak on the surface and has a strong heart. She will not cry in front of us. I asked for a long time today before she said that you have broken her heart."

I nodded: "Yes. I'm indeed a bastard."

I covered my face.

The dean said, "I have advised her to break up with you more than once. I asked her to try to get to know the other man well. That child is a very responsible child. I am not saying you are irresponsible, but that man loves her very much, and truly loves her."

I said, "I understand you."

The dean said, "Although I haven't gotten married, I know how it feels like to love someone. I'll ask you a question, Xiao Zhang."

I said, "Director, you said."
To be continued...