Chapter 1820
Sister Cai has been ups and downs for many years, and has been working hard since she was young, and has been exhausted and traumatized.
As a woman, as a person, no matter how strong a person is, he is also tired and tired. Sometimes she also thinks of finding a place to rest.
It is like a soaring eagle, and when you are tired of flying, you want to find a place to rest, have a harbor and a shoulder to rely on.
But she just thought about a short-term support. Once she had a rest, her ambition would surge again, and it was still not the time to really want to stop.
I said, "I used to think about this kind of life, just live a good life with the person I like quietly. But now I don't think so, including you, you don't think so at all."
Sister Cai said: "I just want to have a stable harbor."
I said, "Yes, a stable harbor. I think so, stability, stability. I have always thought that I work so hard and work, just seek a stable life. I also look forward to such a stable life. A warm house, not very big, warm, just mine, not in the city center, and a wife who I love her and loves me, treats me well, has children, takes care of my husband and children, and is happy, goes to work and get off work every day, lives a stable life and is happy until old age. But is it possible? Sometimes you are tired, you think so, but are you really safe? I have seen many people who want to be safe, but they always have a motivation to push them in their hearts, a different voice, and ambition. They can't be safe, and they have been safe for a few years, and they still have to go out to fight. Because they are bloody and pursue a sense of accomplishment, they are different from ordinary people."
Sister Cai is like this, Helanting, Hei Mingzhu, and Xue Mingmei are all like this. They all look like great beauties and weak women. In fact, they all have ambitions and a bloody nature. Including me, I often want to live a stable life and go on a stable life, but even if I have Liang Yuwen or Liu Zhihui, will I settle down safely?
Ask yourself, I can't do it now.
I said, "You may be safe for a while, and then you will still be awakened by your own blood. Because the life you want is not ordinary and ordinary security, it is just temporary. The life you want is exquisite makeup, beautiful clothes, and temperament. Every day, you are full of energy, rushing to the wind and rain, raising yourself, enjoying the top quality of life, this is the real you. Open a small shop? Just spend your life in peace, is it possible?"
After saying this, Sister Cai laughed.
I asked, "What are you laughing at?"
Sister Cai said, "It seems that you understand me better than me."
I said, "It's not that I understand you, it's that I have come into contact with many people like you, and they are not willing to be ordinary."
Sister Cai said: "Many people like me, women, Black Mingzhu, Xue Mingmei, right?"
I said without any concealment, "Yes."
Sister Cai said, "Actually, you are also unwilling to be ordinary in your heart."
I said, "I am willing to be ordinary. Really, I want to return to ordinary life and live a stable life, but I can't go back now."
Sister Cai asked, "Are you willing to be ordinary? Do you want to control these extraordinary women, are you still willing to be ordinary? Ask yourself! And you can really control these extraordinary women. Who believes you say you are ordinary? When an extraordinary woman appears with the man beside her, even if the man around you has nothing and is dressed simply, will anyone believe that this man is really ordinary?"
There are some truths.
I said, "I really want to control them. This is my selfishness."
Sister Cai said, "This is not your selfishness, it is the selfishness of all people in the world. Which woman does not dream of her own men being successful and beautiful? Which man doesn't want to conquer successful and beautiful women? Those ordinary people who are not good-looking and have no money, how many people are willing to grab and ask for it? We women dress up beautifully, invest in ourselves, and make ourselves look good, aren't it all because we want to attract more high-quality men? Is this your own selfishness? This is the selfishness of all people in the world. I would like to advise you a little."
I asked, "Which point?"
Sister Cai said: "It is a good thing for you to be willing to accept ordinary people and to accept ordinary people, but don't really go to ordinary people. After you become ordinary, you will find that you will not attract these extraordinary women, including me. Only the more high-quality people are rushing to seek will exude higher charm."
I said, "Is that so, am I attractive?"
Sister Cai said, "When you were just a little follower next to me, I didn't have any worries about others snatching you, because you were just an ordinary child, so ordinary that you could no longer be ordinary. At that time, I asked you to follow me, and I just fell in love with your character. But now you are different. Look at you, although you still have the same face, but this outfit, posture, movement, eyes, aura, temperament is completely different from before, more confident and charming. More extraordinary high-quality women are rushing to ask for you, so you are more valuable, do you understand?"
I said, "Okay, I'm very valuable."
Sister Cai said, "Just as the saying goes, when you only have one goddess, you are the goddess' spare tire, when you have multiple goddesses, the goddesses are your spare tires, if you have a choice, you are valuable. At that time, it was not you who stick to others, you are choosing others, and others who stick to you."
I said, "It seems that this is true."
Sister Cai said, "Don't really go to ordinary people. It's great."
I said, "Aren't you afraid that you won't catch me?"
Sister Cai said, "I can't catch you anymore. In the past, I asked you to come, but you would come immediately. You thought of a way not to leave and sleep with me. But now? I beg you to stay and sleep with me. In the future, I will post it over and ask you to sleep with you."
I said, "It sounds so ugly."
Sister Cai said, "Yes, but that's the truth, because there are many women who are better than me around you, and you have more options, and you don't care about me as much as before. This is the truth. But it's good that men should be looking up to by women."
I said, "Thank you for giving me a lesson. I've always been stupid because I don't know why so many people like it."
Sister Cai said: "It's good that the original intention has not changed."
At that time, I was around Yu Jingjing and was dumped by her.
Now, I don’t even look down on women of the level like Yu Jingjing. Of course, I mean appearance, not inner self.
Now, when facing women, I am very picky about the other person's appearance, temperament, inner self, etc. Because I have the right to choose, my grade has improved, and there are more women around me, high-end women are naturally attracted by me.
This should be part of the attraction learning.
I asked, "I won't change, just keep going like this. I think it's good. People should improve themselves like this, right? Go to a higher place."
Sister Cai said, "I'm enlightened."
I asked, "Okay, let's get back to the point. I want to ask you, Lin Bin asked you to be a drug dealer, and he forced you to compromise for your so-called ideal, right?"
Sister Cai approached me, hugged me, then kissed my neck, and said to me affectionately: "If you stay with me tonight, I may be determined by some of my thoughts."
I asked, "What is the idea, good or bad."
Sister Cai said, "I'm determined to stay tonight, I will tell you."
I thought to myself, if she said that, she should have to reject Lin Bin.
It’s nothing to stay, anyway, I don’t have a girlfriend now, so I’m sorry for anyone.
I'm not a scumbag, and I didn't cheat.
I took her hand and said, "Let's go."
The two got into the car, and Sister Cai told me that the hotel was frozen, but the driver didn't answer and drove to the hotel.
On the way, Sister Cai leaned against me and closed her eyes.
After arriving at the hotel, I entered the room and closed the door without saying a word.
I haven't enjoyed her passion in a long time.
Compared to the little girl with less experience, she knew what she should do and what she wanted. For her, she was enjoying a cathartic physical pleasure, and she felt directly and strongly, and she felt that she was being sucked.
Afterwards, she was still smoking a cigarette with satisfaction and looking at me.
I also sat up and smoked.
I asked, "Okay, can you say it now?"
Sister Cai said, "What are you saying?"
I said, "Don't pretend."
Sister Cai said, "I didn't promise you anything."
She looked very calm.
I was a little unhappy and said, "Are you playing with me?"
Sister Cai wiped out the cigarette butt, looked at me, came over and hugged me, and then said, "Are you angry?"
I said, "Are you angry when you are being played with?"
Sister Cai said, "In the past, you didn't dare to say louder when you were in front of me. Now you can be so arrogant, and even I can yell."
When she said this, she was very dependent on others and looked like a little girl.
I said, "If I were to be the one who was played by you and deceived me, I would be like this."
Sister Cai said, "No, I wasn't that masculine before. Compared to this, I like you now."
I said, "Come on, hurry up and talk about the serious business."
I also wiped out the cigarette butts.
Sister Cai said, "Have you broken up with your girlfriend?"
I said, "Ask what this is doing."
Sister Cai said, "How many have you talked about?"
I said, "God knows."
Sister Cai said, "I don't want to say it."
I said, "Do you want to say how many men you slept with?"
Sister Cai said, "Do you remember what I told you?"
I asked, "There are only a few?"
Chapter completed!