I said, "But you haven't seen her meet me and still quarrel. It's so awesome."

Qiangzi asked why he quarreled.

I said there was lipstick on my collar.

Qiangzi said he was 100% jealous, but he still couldn't see it?

I was silent for a moment and said, "I understand."

Hei Mingzhu is as mysterious and noble as Helanting, but Helanting is more proud, elegant and persistent, while Hei Mingzhu is more stubborn.

The two of them never reveal their thoughts, let alone those who do not say anything, but Hei Mingzhu's heart is more relaxed, and Helanting is really wrapped tightly.

I was thinking, if it were at the time when Hei Mingzhu was the weakest, if it weren't for discovering that I had just come back from a date with Helanting, she might have asked me to accompany her, but she saw these things on my clothes, which made her jealous, so she drove me away.

Qiangzi said, "You are more important in her heart."

I said, "Is that true? I can't tell. People like me, how can I make her like me?"

Qiangzi said: "You may feel more intimate to her."

I smiled.

Qiangzi said, "You prefer other women."

Compared to Hei Mingzhu, I do think that Helanting is more attractive to me, tactful, persistent, and more profound.

However, this depth is indeed too deep, and it is really too tactful, so deep that no one can find out what she is thinking in her heart.

I said, "It's true. Even if I can't get it, I've always lived in my heart."

Qiangzi said, "Then it's impossible for you and Sister Mingzhu."

I said, "God knows what will happen in the future. Maybe he will let go of this and maybe he will fall in love with her completely."

In my heart, I really don’t like Black Mingzhu enough. She gives me a bit cynical. People like me are quite cynical. When two cynical people meet each other, it means that the love saint meets the love saint. If it’s playing, everyone can play, but if it’s serious, there will definitely be a victory or defeat.

Whoever loses wins, God knows.

If you really have feelings, whoever loses.

And I always think that even if she, Hei Mingzhu, is well with me, keeps her duty, and is a good wife and mother, I am unlikely to be a good man for her.

Everyone has their own knot in their hearts, and everything else is just an excuse. In fact, it is just that they don’t love that person so much.

Maybe it’s because others occupy a larger proportion in my heart.

In the past, I always thought about Liang Yuwen, but later on, Liu Zhihui, and now, Helanting occupies more, but there are almost not many people who think about Black Mingzhu, even though she is beautiful.

In fact, Qiangzi and Wang Da, they all hope that my master and I can have a perfect result, but it is not that simple. It is a problem to not get together. This is a very difficult problem. Even if we get together, can we guarantee that the two of us are good?

Can a couple get divorced, so we can guarantee that we won’t quarrel in the future?

On the day I came to the top to inspect.

We cleaned the prison area just to wait for the inspectors to come down.

Inspections are very common. Most people from various units and departments came and watched them for a while. Then we arranged for prison guards and female prisoners to perform.

What kind of grateful hearts?

As the chief district mayor, I was a escort for inspection, the warden was the main accompaniment, and we were the deputy accompaniment, and Helanting did not come. She usually didn't show up in such a situation.

After watching the performance, we just had a meal. In the prison canteen, there were good wine and good dishes. Although it was the canteen for employees, the people who came down to check were very happy and drank very happily. As the place to accompany us, we could only accompany us to the end.

They can really drink, each with a greasy face. After all, they don’t know anything about it. After all, there are more women in our prisons, and their alcohol tolerance cannot be compared with men. Moreover, our alcohol tolerance is not enough for some women.

Fortunately, we have a lot of people, so let’s put the tactics on the sea of ​​people.

There were thirty or forty people coming to inspect, and more than a hundred of us went on the battlefield. If we took turns, they would also be a little bit floating.

I made an excuse, then hid outside for a while, then went back to sit at the table, and continued to drink with the leaders of various departments and units.

At the beginning, I still remember which leader belongs to which department, what is his name, what is his surname, what is Director Zhao, Director Li, and Section Chief Wang. After drinking for a while, I was completely confused and completely forgot. No one can remember who is who.

It doesn't matter. What's important tonight is drinking. It doesn't matter whether you recognize it or not, and there is no place for them to help in the future.

After drinking about six or seventy percent drunk, I sat in the corner, watching them drink, and happily.

The leaders came into this country of daughters and were very happy to drink with the women in the prison.

At this time, a middle-aged man with a little bald hair and glasses sat beside me and toasted me. His appearance was like a very handsome school director. He toasted me with a smile: "Hello Director Zhang."

I immediately picked up the cup and said some polite words to him. I learned that his surname was Huang and he was an office secretary.

He did not explain which department he belonged to, but we cannot ask about these things easily. Some were not convenient to disclose them, some were deliberately not hiding them, and some were pretending not to say anything, but I don’t need to pose as a slander when I come to toast.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if I don't say it. Anyway, I didn't think about how to curry favor with him. What kind of friendship with him will do to me and what help it will be.

When I think of the secretary, I think of the grid.

If that secretary xx is really good to grid, I guess grid will live happily for the rest of its life.

The grid is an indelible pain in my heart. Although it is not as painful as Liang Yuwen's departure, this pain is still very uncomfortable whenever I think about it.

What is this office secretary, Secretary Huang, he knows me.

Because when I took them to inspect before, I introduced them to various situations in our prison area in our prison area, and then I introduced myself to them. They were wondering why there was a man.

I also explained it specifically, it was just because I was a psychological counselor in a women's prison that there was a man.

Whether they believe it or not, I believe it myself.

But the fact was the same at that time. Even though Helanting was taking care of me, there was indeed a lack of psychological counselors in the prison at that time.

Later they asked me several questions in the prison area. No matter how many problems they showed on the surface that seemed to be related to work inspections, I could hear them. Just like when I first came into prison, they were more concerned about the daily life of female prisoners, including how to solve various life problems, physiological problems, etc.

Secretary Huang praised me for being young, and was already the chief of one of the prison areas. He praised me for being very capable and told me seriously that you have worked hard. You have to manage so many things, so many people, so many female prisoners every day.

Although it looks hypocritical and sounds hypocritical, I feel quite comfortable being cared for by such a hypocritical concern.

Old fry, he can speak very well.

While chatting, he suddenly changed his mind and said, "District Director Zhang, I heard that sometimes there are prisoners who do not need to be sentenced, but some special prisoners arranged by the higher authorities to come in to practice, right?"

He held the wine glass and looked at me.

This sentence is very sensitive to me, because I thought of Li Shanna's enemy who might have come to ask if Li Shanna ran away.

If it is really Li Shanna's enemy, of course I want to tell him that Li Shanna ran away now.

However, before I figured out the situation, I would rather keep my word. I said, "Oh, this situation is basically non-existent, and it is impossible, unless it is like a female prisoner transferred here from another prison, but that has also gone through the sentence procedure."

He said to me: "Director Zhang, I will tell you the truth. Our leader has arranged a very famous special prisoner to come to your prison to hone her. Her name is Li Shanna. Have you heard of it?"

He looked at me with a smile.

I looked around. Everyone around was far away from us, and no one noticed that the two of us were chatting in the corner.

This guy suddenly talked about Li Shanna. I couldn't help but feel wary. Why did I ask me directly?

I said, "Oh, I, I don't know this very well. Haha. She will only know if you don't ask our warden."

Before I figure out what the other party’s purpose was, I had to hide it.

He said in my ear: "Actually, everyone in your prison knows that there is such a no. 1 person, very well. How could you not know what you are worried about? Don't be afraid. I just came down and asked if she is still in prison now?"

I looked at him, smiled slightly, kept smiling, and said, "Secretary Huang, I don't understand this thing very much, and I don't care about it directly myself."

He said: "To be honest, she was the one who brought her into the Women's Prison and asked her to come here to suffer. But recently, our leader heard rumors that Li Shanna was no longer here and had escaped outside. Some people said she had gone abroad."

I thought to myself, these people are really powerful. We have not released the past wind in our prison, and they all know it themselves.

However, if Li Shanna still wants to kill everyone who deals with her after she goes out, then her enemies outside will definitely know that she has escaped.

I said, "I don't know much about these things. There are a lot of things you need to ask our warden, okay."

I still said some vague words, plausible.

He didn't show his cards to Secretary Huang, which official secretary, which office, or department, so how dare I tell him the truth?

But it seems that he will not show his card, nor will he tell me who his leader is. Otherwise, wouldn’t that expose the leader behind the scenes who brought Li Shanna in?

Secretary Huang saw my ambiguous expression, smiled, then stuffed a card into my hand, very concealed, and said, "Mr. Zhang, this is a little bit of a small meaning. Not much, only about one hundred thousand, I just want to listen to you."

More than one hundred thousand?

Just for one sentence, just for the truth about whether Li Shanna is in prison or not.

But if he is really Li Shanna's enemy, I do want to tell him the truth and let him tell his superior leader that Li Shanna has escaped, and then the person behind him will kill the warden, which is the best thing.

You can get more than 100,000 yuan in one sentence, and you can kill the warden. Why don’t I do it?

Besides, it's not bad for me.

After I refused, he still stuffed it into my hand and told me the password.

I pretended to be embarrassed and said, "It's not that I don't want to say anything, but that there are things that shouldn't be said and I dare not say them."

Secretary Huang promised: "Don't worry, Mr. Zhang, I won't let out a word, nor will my leader tell out a word. We just want to confirm whether the news is true or not. You have been the chief district chief of both prison areas, and you are in charge of all the female prisoners in the prison. You must know whether Li Shanna is there or not."

If you have more than 100,000 yuan, don’t want it for nothing. Besides, if you can kill the warden, why not do it?

I said, "In the past, I did manage the prison area where Li Shanna was locked up, and then I went to the new prison area here. I did know something."
To be continued...