The child is gone, but I don’t feel relieved, but instead feels guilty towards her.

I said, "I'm sorry."

She asked me, "What are you sorry for me? Why do you want to say sorry to me?"

I said, "I didn't protect you, I'm sorry."

She said: "This is my own business, my own problem, and my own responsibility, I will bear it myself."

I said, "That won't leave any sequelae."

She said: "No, it's very healthy and can still have a child in the future."

After saying that, she smiled slightly.

I said, "It's fine if you're fine."

I was a little confused, and suddenly felt a little empty. When I thought of the girl who turned into a ghost in my dream, I didn’t know whether it was heartache or fear.

I held her hand: "We, give birth to another one."

She smiled.

I asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Black Pearl said: "Okay."

I said, "I will marry you."

When I said this, I hesitated and paused for a moment.

In the past, I always thought about killing Lin Bin. After killing Lin Bin, the troubles and disputes in the world had nothing to do with me. Now I finally killed Lin Bin and the others and cleared them all. I thought I could let go of everything openly and cheerfully, be with Hei Mingzhu, and marry her as my wife.

But when I said this, I was a little insincere, because I actually had Helanting’s audio smile in my mind.

Of course, Hei Mingzhu could see that I was uncertain and hesitant to say this.

Hei Mingzhu said: "Marriage is the voluntary and conscious way for each other to give up their freedom and come together. There is no other freedom, and you can't have any other ideas, otherwise you can't go on, and the divorce will end. Have you thought about it?"

I was a little afraid to respond.

I was in a mess.

Because of Helanting's existence.

Hei Mingzhu saw that I didn't answer and said, "I don't like you being with me and my heart is with her. You can do it when you are not married, but you can't do it when you get married. I want to have you all, and you own it all, but you don't want me to have you all. Since I want to get married, I think you are with you and my heart is with me. I don't want one day when your heart leaves and people follow you. I don't want your people to get married, but I want your heart, both."

I had already made a decision in my heart, but I was still shaking.

I said, "I'm sorry, I'm really shaking, I'm shaking inside. I, I can't love you wholeheartedly and grow old with you wholeheartedly."

Hei Mingzhu smiled and said, "I just like your honest and shameless honesty."

I don't know how to answer the conversation.

Hei Mingzhu said, "I don't blame you. Everything is voluntary. I force you. Love, I can't come."

Why do we two seem to be saying goodbye and break up?

Maybe because of the loss of the child, her emotions fluctuated a little and she couldn't calm down.

Otherwise, with her character, with her courage and never giving in, how could she say these words?

I said, "Okay, let's not talk about these things for now. You have a good rest first, and I will accompany you."

She nodded umm.

She said, "Help me lie down."

I helped her, lay down, and covered her with a quilt.

Then, I said, "You have a good rest first, I won't leave."

She said, "It's okay, I'll sleep for a while. By the way, how is Helanting?"

I said, "She has been rescued, but she is still in the hospital for observation and hospitalization."

She said, "Go and see her."

I didn't nod or answer.

She said, "Go, I'm fine."

I said, "Be good, you have a good rest and stop talking."
Chapter completed!