I actually didn't understand acting before.

However, after entering this cruel place, cruel environment, and cruel age, I can no longer learn acting.

I thought of Zheng Zhihua's sailor.

When you grow up, work hard for your ideals

Gradually ignored the father and mother

News from hometown

Now I live like acting

Wearing a hypocritical mask while speaking insincere words

Yes, he was wearing a hypocritical mask while speaking insincere words.

For example, I was chatting with the deputy chief of prison area C just now. Even though I knew this, I was very angry, but I still had to act.

This is the rule of the game.

Li Shanna finished the box of cookies.

I approached her and then threw it away with the cookie box.

After a while, I told her in her ear that she would not have to continue to pretend to be crazy after someone came, but just pretend to be stupid, half-stupid and half-silly, just don't talk.

I called C prison area C, and soon, C prison area C sent someone over.

I told them that the female prisoner was very unstable, sometimes irritable and sometimes crazy, and had to be arranged to stay where she was.

The most important thing is that if I go there, I may relapse because the patient has already had a hunger strike. For safety reasons, I have to be isolated and let me monitor myself every day, eat and sleep, and not harm myself.

The female prison guards in prison area C thought that they were amazing when I saw me impressing the crazy Li Shanna and there was no sound.

Immediately expressed my request for instructions from the leader.

Soon, their leaders agreed. Li Shanna also put back to the attic where she lived before, but after the discipline was changed, I had to go to give her psychological treatment every day.

After all, I am afraid that Li Shanna will die like this.

As for the discipline of the guards, no one wants to look at Li Shanna, because everyone knows that Li Shanna is already crazy, and this crazy method will probably not last long. No one wants to guard such a crazy person who is about to die. After all, no one likes to take responsibility.

It's easy for me to arrange this, so I'll find someone to come to guard myself.

But it is still necessary to pretend to be crazy, just occasionally.

The days ahead will be very hard for Li Shanna.

But no matter what, it is better than being exiled to prison C and being bullied and beaten.

I called Xu Nan and asked her to find someone to be responsible for guarding Li Shanna. I don’t worry about the person Xu Nan was looking for.

He escorted Li Shanna to the attic where she lived before.

After arriving at the attic, several discipliners were downstairs, and I took Li Shanna upstairs.

After entering the room, I closed the door.

Li Shanna turned around, hugged me, and then her whole body trembled.

What is this for?

When my shoulders felt wet and hot, I realized that she was sobbing and crying silently.

God knows how hard she has suffered these days.

Damn Cui Lu, is it as for being so playful?

The vicious Cui Lu.

This world becomes dark because of the existence of these people.

After a long time, Li Shanna let me go.

I said, "Although I'm back for the time being, you still have to pretend to be crazy. You can wear fashion from time to time. Now everyone is afraid that something will happen to you in their territory, so no one is willing to accept you. This is a good thing. But if someone knows, you will die even worse. Maybe there are only so many things I can help you. Sorry."

Li Shanna wiped her tears. The two eyeballs were beautiful, she was her, so charming.

She said, "Thank you, you saved me."

I said, "Actually, I am also for myself. The so-called selflessness is actually selfish. Everyone has a purpose in everything they do. You see, maybe, for my own conscience, for myself to get more money from you, maybe for me. Forget it, hehe. But maybe someone gives me more money, I may kill you."

Li Shanna said: "You won't harm me, you are a person with a conscience."

I smiled and said, "Thank you for your praise. It feels so good to be praised by others. However, I am not really a good person, but I know that some things should be done and some things should not be done. I will not do things that go against my conscience, but sometimes, many people are also threatened, and many people here are involuntarily, including those who harm you."

Li Shanna said: "I know these."

I said to her, "If you don't take a break first, you won't have to rest these two days."

She didn't say anything.

I stood up and wanted to leave, but she suddenly grabbed my hand and said, "I want you to chat with me."

I looked at her hand and held my hand tightly, and I was unwilling to let go.

I sat back and she let go of my hand.

I took out a cigarette and lit it. After smoking half of the cigarette, she spoke: "I have been pretending to be crazy these two days, but I really think I am crazy. I saw their terrible eyes at me, and I was isolated by people. I am an alien in people's eyes. What makes me feel scared is that even the people who hit me are afraid of me, spitting on me, and disgusting me. I am like a disgusting dead and rotten corpse, and I hate me everywhere."

I didn't say anything, looked at her.

She also said, "It turns out that a person is not terrible because of an enemy. What is terrible is that even the enemy is disgusted with it, and all the people in the world have despised you."

I chuckled and said, "I don't know either. But I came up with this bad idea. I just wanted to save you and had no other ideas."

Li Shanna said: "From now on, no one in this prison will be willing to approach me anymore."

I said, "That's true."

Li Shanna said: "These days, I have been tortured by them almost every day. Thank you for saving me."

When she thought of the past these days, her tears couldn't stop flowing down, feeling pitiful.

I sighed and looked at her silently.

She said: "Can I talk?"

I said, "Yes, of course."

Li Shanna said that since she was transferred to prison C, she will suffer all the tortures from inhuman tomorrow. These people took turns to fight and beat her and insult her. It was for no reason. In fact, they all knew that someone was slandering her.

What's even more excessive is that those people forced her to drink unclean things.

Haha, it’s disgusting to say it.

As he said that, Li Shanna retted herself a few times.

Then when it comes to the time when she was knocked out, those people even pretended that she had fainted because of fake news, and then someone humiliated her again.

She started crying again and sobbed.

I saw her like this, and I really felt pity for her, so I hugged her.

She cried and said, "I never believed in fate, but now I believe in it. I am destined to be a villain."

He continued to cry again.

I just hugged her until she no longer had any sound.

Then I saw that she actually fell asleep in my arms.

I shook her: "Hey, it's cold outside, why don't you go to bed?"

She fell asleep.

I had to hold her up, very light, much lighter than Xie Danyang, and even similar to Li Yangyang.

But Li Yangyang is not tall.

I carried her into the room, her bedroom, the bedroom in the loft, was still very clean and tidy and slightly beautiful.

I covered her with a quilt.

But she suddenly held my hand and I was shocked because she was opening her big eyes.

It's like dead.

I hurriedly said, "What's wrong with you! Go to bed quickly."

Her eyes moved, and I breathed a sigh of relief, saying, "I'm scared to death, I thought you were dead."

Li Shanna said: "I'm very scared. Can I spend more time with me?"

I said, "No, I'm leaving, otherwise someone will doubt it and I will come tomorrow."

She suddenly sat up and hugged me: "I feel very scared. I have no one to trust, I have nothing, no one will help me. Don't lie to me."

I said, "Okay, I can. No, I mean I won't lie to you, hurry up and go to bed."

She lay down, and she was so confused that she was tortured that she kept telling me not to walk away or leave.

But I can't leave.
To be continued...