Back at the Black Pearl Ward, she was feeding porridge to Little Jenny.

When Xiao Zhenni heard someone coming in at the door, she hurriedly hid behind Hei Mingzhu, looking at this side with a pair of pitiful eyes.

I said, "It's dad."

I have never dared to tell my family about this, for fear that my parents would be worried to death. They kept asking me where Jenny was these two days, and I lied to them that Hei Mingzhu was playing with her.

Little Zhenni still doesn't want to come out, and even I don't want to touch me, so I won't be hugged.

Hei Mingzhu carried her over and sat in her arms, and said, "It's your father. He won't hurt you. He loves you like a mother. Can you hug your father?"

Jenny shook her head: "No, no. I just want mom."

She pulled Hei Mingzhu's clothes tightly.

I feel very sad.

I said to Hei Mingzhu: "I'll sit farther, maybe she'll be better in a few days."

I pulled the stool over and sat a little further to look at them.

After a while, Black Pearl fed Jenny and Jenny went to bed.

Jenny was no longer different from before when she slept. She used to be able to sleep with Xie Danyang, Zhang Zi, me, and her grandparents. Now she can only sleep with Hei Mingzhu, and she must stick to Hei Mingzhu. She left a little bit and reached out to look for him. She couldn't see Hei Mingzhu, and she called him Hei Mingzhu. He didn't respond in time and woke up from crying.

I sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the little baby's frowning brows and said, "My poor daughter."

I don’t know who is playing the song outside, but I only care about you when I cover it.

Look at Black Mingzhu, you want to say something but don’t know what to say.

I think Hei Mingzhu should have a lot of things to say to me, but she doesn't know what to say.

Sometimes, asking too much will make others dislike saying what they want to say.

I stood up silently to clean up the porridge on the table.

She took my hand and asked me to sit down.

I sat down.

Hei Mingzhu asked me, "You send me a message every once in a while. Does Helanting know?"

In the years since she left me, I often send messages to her every once in a while, without saying anything, just greetings.

If a person really blocks another person, the message sent should be rejected.

I said, "I don't know."

She asked me, "What the hell do you think in your heart."

I said, "I told you that I am a person who is often very conflicted. I already have a person I love the most, but I still can't let go of the person I like. No, that's not what I like, I still like it."

Hei Mingzhu said, "Are you worthy of her?"

I said, "I'm sorry."

She said, "You are wrong."

I said, "I know, but I just can't forget it and can't let it go. People are a contradictory thing, right? If memory can be eliminated."

Before I finished speaking, she snatched and said, "You can eliminate this memory about me first."

I said, "Even if memory can be eliminated, love is still there."

She said: "No one can remember this person. I have never seen this person in my life. How can I have love?"

I said, "I don't believe in fate, but just like what you said to me, the disaster in fate is not a disaster, but a knot of knots. Memory can be eliminated, and I really choose to eliminate you. Missing someone but not seeing you, and I feel too much loss and sadness in my heart. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and then fall asleep, but you are always in my dreams. When I wake up, I look at the message and you have never replied. Will you have such a loss?"

Hei Mingzhu gently hugged me: "I read all your messages. I thought I could let them all go. Maybe you won't post them in a while, and you will forget me. Who knows how many years you have sent them? Am I too selfish?"

I smelled her familiar fragrance and said, "I'm too selfish. I know you've read the message I sent you, and I'm already very satisfied."

She asked me, "If I really marry someone, will you regret it or be sad."

I said, "I just think no one can take care of you better except me. If a man really appears that makes you live a better life with me, I will bless you even if I am unwilling to do so, but you are still as important in my heart."

She smiled and said, "I have said too much love and accumulated too much experience. Every word I say touched me so much."

I said, "Don't talk nonsense. I've said so much love, but I didn't just talk nonsense. I really think so in my heart."

Her forehead pressed against my forehead and said, "People will leave a lot of regrets, don't they?"

I said, "No. I don't believe in those, I just believe that if I fight for it, I can leave so many regrets."

My phone rang when the two of them were slutching each other.

Helanting.

I was worried that I would wake up Xiao Zhenni, so I turned off Jingyin and told Hei Mingzhu that Helanting called.

I walked out to answer the phone.

Unexpectedly, Helanting stood not far from the door, and she came to visit Hei Mingzhu.

After seeing her, I went over and hugged her.

She raised her hands and hugged me. When she smelled the smell on my shoulder, she put her hands down.

She smelled the black pearl left on me.

I said, "She was in a downturn these two days, so I comforted her."

Helanting hugged me again, and then I kissed her twice, and she said, "I'll go see her."

I said, "Jenny has psychological trauma and you can't speak when you go in, it will scare her."

Helanting said yes.

I took her into the Black Pearl Ward, and she put the fruit basket on the table, looking at Jenny and Black Pearl.

He didn't say anything, turned around and went out.

I'll go out with me.

Helanting said to me: "Let's talk."

I said yes.

We sat at the small table in the garden and chatted.

I reached out to hold her hand, and her hand was a little cold.

I said, "You're tired."

She said, "A little bit."

I said, "Take good care of yourself and be safe."

She looked into my eyes and said yes.

Since we came back, our relationship was very distant, even more long-distance relationship than long-distance relationship. This is certainly due to the things she has to be busy with, as well as the factors of Black Pearl and Jenny.

Helanting said: "How are they?"

I told her about Jenny and Black Mingzhu. Black Mingzhu was in a low mood, but it was mainly because Jenny had a heart disease.

Helanting said: "Aren't you a psychologist?"

I smiled awkwardly: "What kind of psychiatrist am I? You didn't know what my level was at that time."

She said, "I knew from the beginning that you couldn't do it."

I asked, "Then you will recruit me to go to prison to be a psychiatrist."

She said, "I didn't know why I recruited you at that time."

I said, "You like me, I won't admit it at that time."

She said, "Don't be narcissistic, there was no one at that time."

I said, "That's just to pull me in and kill me. Even though I know there are so many pitfalls in the prison, I let me go in and die in Kang Xue's hands, and it just happened to avenge you."

She said, "I really hated you at that time. But I want to make a statement that I have never hoped you to die."

She is kind by nature, so she naturally doesn't think so. The thoughts that arise in one thought will soon pass away.

I hugged her and said, "If I had died at that time, would you be sad for the rest of your life."

She said, "No, without you, the troublesome goblin, I don't know how happy I am in my life."

I smiled.

She asked me, "What does it feel different to hug me and hug her?"

I said, "Oh, don't ask this, it makes me feel weird and ruins the atmosphere."

She said, "I want you to say it."

I said, "I can't say it. Otherwise, I'll let you hug me, and you'll know if you hug her and compare it."

She came over with an elbow and hit me in the chest.

I felt so painful.
To be continued...