In fact, when I chose to go abroad with Helanting, it was equivalent to choosing to cut off all the love with other women. Of course, they understood that Helanting's final decision was made for me. No matter how much I missed her, she would not look for me.

I asked, "Why are you still contacting me later?"

She looked lonely and looked into the distance.

Why still contact?

A little redundant.

Feelings have never been related to scientific principles, and even if psychological scientists have studied how much dopamine secretion, they cannot be explained.

If you like someone and can easily press it down and extinguish it, it is not called emotion.

Who can really control yourself from liking someone and forget it if you say you want to?

Whether it is as strong as a black pearl or Liu Zhihui, they are all tied to love.

The sky gradually darkened, and the ships on the sea, the stars in the sky, and the lights were dotted. The lights in the middle of the mountain were dim, one word, beautiful.

Liu Zhihui said to me: "You don't want me to contact you."

I said, "Didn't you see through people's hearts? Do I want you to contact me? Can't you tell me?"

She said, "You just want me to contact you, but you don't want me to trip you up."

I said, "I have feelings for you, and I am afraid that I can't control my feelings for you, so I will do something that I will do to Helanting."

She said: "You just don't feel sorry for her physically. Emotionally, you feel sorry for her too many times."

I admit that I am very fraternal.

I like that too, and I like this too, and none of them can be let go, and none of them want to let go.

I said, "That's a little different. It's like the person who robbed a bank and had the idea of ​​robbing a bank is different from the substantial incident of robbing a bank."

She said: "It's interesting to say that you can't cheat on your relationship, because you still love Helanting deeply, you just love a few more people."

I said, "I have mental illness, right?"

She said, "Why do you think those women still like you?"

I said, "I don't know, people say that a dedicated man is the cutest and most xinggan, obviously I am not. So, why are you?"

She said, "I don't know, I can control other people's hearts, but I can't control my own feelings."

The housekeeper came over and said softly: "Mr. Bai, the dinner is ready."

She said yes.

The housekeeper turned and left.

I asked, "You also hired a chef?"

She said: "I hired several people, three female drivers, two female chefs, two female housekeepers, and two maids."

I said, "There are also assistants, secretarys, etc."

She said: "But my house is rented, and my car and my boat are rented, using someone else's name."

I said, "Understand."

She said, "Go and change clothes and have a meal."

She got up and left the pool, went back to change her clothes.

I also went back to change my clothes.

When I arrived at the restaurant, I was amazed. The restaurant was full of brilliance and gorgeous, and it was a high-end Western-style medieval decoration style.

There are more than a dozen Western-style dishes on the long dining table, and many dishes.

After I sat down, I looked at the dishes, French foie gras, raw fish, steak, caviar, and some caviar, which were more expensive than gold.

What a luxurious enjoyment.

Liu Zhihui is here, wearing a black elegant and mysterious dress, high heels, and her high-end face with light makeup, earrings, necklaces, and bracelets, it seems like she is dressed in a major banquet.

Compared to my T-shirt and short denim, she is really too grand and too grand.

I stood up and walked over. The gentleman reached out to her, picked her up and pulled a stool to sit down, and then said, "Tell me, where is the nearest mall here? I'm going to buy a suit and come back."

She smiled.

I am actually a talented person who can make Liu Zhihui laugh.

She said: "Life must have a sense of ritual."

I went over to sit opposite me and said, "I don't know where to come out first. If you feel ritual, if you feel too ritual, you won't do anything every day, and you will just think about the ritual. Is this how you usually eat?"

She said: "I am the case in front of someone who wants to give him a good impression."

I said, "Oh, then I'm very lucky. Can I eat it?"

She said, "What, do you still want to take photos and friends?"

I laughed out loud.

Pick up the knife and fork and ate it.

The taste of caviar is really delicious, delicious food, beauty, beautiful scenery, and so beautiful enjoyment, as if you are in heaven.

I really want to live such a life every day.

I am happy here and don’t miss Shu.

Suddenly I forgot that I still have my lover and Helanting.

I cut a few steaks, reached for her plate and put it in.

I said, "When you watch TV, the male protagonist and the female protagonist are on such a high-end occasion, you shouldn't be sitting face to face at the length of a long table, then chatting, picking up food, and toasting by the waiter."

I sat down face to face with both widths.

Liu Zhihui said: "With you with Helanting, life will definitely not be boring every day."

I said, "She rarely talks to me. When we are abroad, we only talk when we have dinner together at night."

She asked me, "It's like this, right?"

I said, "Well, it's almost the same. I have dinner and chat. After the chat, I cleaned up. I went back to my room, read books, movies and TV, just like that."

She asked curiously, "Why don't you sleep together?"

I said, "Don't you understand people's hearts? Guess."

She said: "Space."

I said, "If the two are always together and have no space for each other, it will be difficult for them to get along like this in this way."

She said, "Helanting is brilliant."

I said, "Oh, that's right. She lets me go to do whatever I want. She will care about me, but she won't care about me. Which girl I have video chatting and phone calls, and go out to eat with, and she won't care about anything I do. So I feel that she is so good to me and trust me, so I shouldn't betray her, and I can't do anything to betray her."

She said: "Even if you are so good to you, you still can't occupy your whole heart alone."

I said, "I guess she knows it too, but she doesn't say it and she feels uncomfortable."

She asked me, "Is it useful to say it?"

Yes, it's useless to say it.

My heart can't help but walk away.

Just like Liu Zhihui, he can't control his feelings.

She said, "You are the master of love. You don't seem to be of great skill, but you can kill your heart if you move."

I said, "I can't understand what tricks I'm too proud of."

She said: "If you like it, you have an attitude of indifferent to the results. When a person who likes it can do nothing and ignore the results, he is already close to a sense of no need. If you want a woman, you don't beg for it. This is a way to open up the feeling of no need and high value. You are not humble or arrogant to the person you like. And if you like it, you are not loyal, your love, your life, and your career. None of them revolves around women. There are so many people around you, but the woman who likes you is anxious."

I pretended not to understand: "Is this your clever view? Actually, I don't think I am as powerful as you said. I just can't let every woman around me be nice to them, and I can't help but be nice to them. I know that doing this will hurt my woman, but I just can't control myself."

Liu Zhihui said, "Then you are so great."

I said, "Forget it, although you can hide it very deeply, I can still hear whether you hurt me or praise me. Oh, right, do you have any wine to drink? Can you drink wine?"

She said, "Behind you."

How can one drink a glass of red wine be fine if you don’t have this kind of banquet?

The red wine wall behind was slowly filled with red wine.

I don't know which bottle is good, so I took one and opened it.

Pour one person and one cup.

I clinked glasses with her and said, "I don't want to go back in this way."

She just smiled, she knew that I was talking and playing, if I didn't go back, there would be so many people I couldn't let go of, and things I couldn't let go of.

I asked, "Last night, I asked you what plans you have for the future. I thought you would continue to wander around the world and wander around the world for your home. I couldn't think of anything. But when I came here, I felt relieved. You have a villa, a yacht, a luxury car, a company, a career, and a life of a god."

Last night I was really worried that she would be unable to think about it and wander around alone. After I rejected her, she would choose to end her life and leave this world to accompany her family.

I never expected that what she called her lonely life alone was so lonely: she lived alone in a villa, with a few servants, nannies, butlers, and drivers beside her. She had her own career and her own world, but she had no relatives and friends. This was the so-called loneliness.

When I think about it, it’s also lonely. Occasionally, I feel that having no friends or relatives is a very lonely thing.

But as long as you have money, loneliness without friends and relatives can be compensated in another form.

Liu Zhihui said: "Do you think money is important or love is important."

I said, "It's important. But if you don't have money, it's hard for two people to go on. Let's give an example. When two lovers who don't have money get together, they will have three endings. The first is that the two have been working hard. Although it's very hard, they can still accompany each other for the rest of their lives. They may have money or just spend their whole lives together. The second is that the two cannot change their poor life, and they have been making noises for the whole life of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, and become a pair of resentful couples. The last one is worn out by life, and they really can't stand it after becoming resentful couples. Life, they might as well part with each other and be happy. The first one is rare, and most of them are the latter two. In fact, most people often consider more material problems when looking for real problems, which is more than psychological and physiological needs. The most essential admiration and love are all second."

Liu Zhihui said: "Yes, love and marriage are exchanges of material interests for many people, and they are put on the table as negotiation conditions. So, only fools like you who don't seek money will appreciate it."

I said, "Actually, I still care about poverty and wealth, but this thing is incomparable to human feelings. So I would rather not have money but not lose people."
Chapter completed!