Chapter 413(1/2)
Also, why don’t Kang Xue and the others use this to investigate and eliminate Bingbing who is not cooperative?
What a strange thing?
I asked Xu Nan how Xue Mingmei was.
Xu Nan said that she should do what she should do every day, work, let go of the news, and class.
I said, "Brother, please call her here."
Xu Nan went to call Xue Mingmei.
After a while, Xue Mingmei came.
Xue Mingmei started to pose when she came in.
She smiled at me with a slutty and bright smile: "The king is going to be here for the little girl today?"
I said, "I've been lucky to you. I haven't seen you for several days, and you're sexy again."
Xue Mingmei sat down and said, "Tell me, do you have to do something if you talk to me today?"
I said, "Do you want to talk or do things?"
Xue Mingmei said: "I want to do things, but I haven't done anything for a long time. I feel so empty."
I threw a cigarette to her and said, "You are in such a good mood after such a big thing."
Xue Mingmei reached out and signaled me to give her a lighter. I threw it over, she lit it herself, took a graceful sip, and then spit it out gracefully, saying, "I feel very sad about the injuries of many sisters. You know I don't want this either."
I said, "You are nonsense. If you don't want to do this, then you still ask your people to stab them with weapons?"
Xue Mingmei said: "I don't want to explain too much. If I don't do this, I will be the one who was stabbed."
I said, "How can you bear it?"
Xue Mingmei wants to stand up: "Captain Zhang, if you still talk about your conscience when you look for me, then don't talk."
I said, "You sit first, don't worry. I'll talk to you about other things."
Xue Mingmei sat back and said, "What are you talking about? When did you get fired?"
I bit my lip and said, "Did you reiterate the old saying? How to deal with me? Naturally, there is a leader's degree."
Xue Mingmei said: "Yes, it shouldn't be my turn to worry about it."
I asked curiously: "No one is looking for you?"
Xue Mingmei asked me: "Aren't you asking now?"
I said, "I mean, did the prison party come to check you?"
Xue Mingmei asked me: "Aren't you the prison?"
I understood, she thought I was sent by the prison to investigate the case.
I asked, "Are you afraid?"
Xue Mingmei said: "What am I afraid of? What can you find out? Who would say I am the mastermind? I can say that I am not my mastermind, although you know I am."
I said, "Actually, I was not sent by the superiors to investigate this matter, but I was curious and asked. It seemed that the superiors didn't care about this matter. It just disappeared."
Xue Mingmei said: "This is a good thing for the leaders. They don't want to let the outside know that something big happened here."
I said, "But I didn't check it out."
Xue Mingmei said: "Officer Zhang, do you really want me to be investigated, be detained? Being punished?"
I said, "No, don't think so, I've never thought about it."
What the hell is thinking about?
Don't understand.
Xue Mingmei said: "I don't care if you check it out, but what I want to ask is when you were kicked out of prison."
I said, "I was suspended and the punishment decision will come down soon."
Xue Mingmei seemed happy, but she smiled bitterly: "Then, today is the last time I have seen you."
These words suddenly made me feel uncomfortable, and I felt a farewell when facing her.
If I was removed from office, I would never be able to meet her again in the future. Maybe Xue Mingmei would meet me when she went out ten or eight years later, but the greater probability is that with her personality, she would never meet me when she went out ten or eight years later. Moreover, can she still go out alive?
I also smiled bitterly, blew the ashes, and said, "Maybe."
Xue Mingmei looked out the window: "It's great to go out."
I said, "Is there anything better than this when I lost my job?"
Xue Mingmei said: "Even if you wander around the world, you are better than here."
I said, "You mean yourself, I mean me."
Xue Mingmei said: "We are all. We will all become other people's pawns. The benefits are for the big fish and eating small fish. The final result of our being eaten. I remember that Li Si was killed by Zhao Gao and was executed and beheaded. He told his son that I wanted to lead the yellow dog out of Shangcai Dongmen and chase the cunning rabbit. How could I get it? I want to lead the yellow dog out of Shangcai Dongmen with you again to chase the hare? If I can go out, I want to wander around the world with you, even begging."
I said, "Haha, everyone wants something different."
Xue Mingmei asked me: "Is there anything more valuable than freedom?"
Life is precious, but love is more expensive. If it is for freedom, both can be abandoned.
Xue Mingmei said: "Maybe, I can't live in this life, so you can take care of it alone."
I looked at her, and her eyes were covered with mist.
She was confused and no longer had the bright and strong force she pretended to be.
I suddenly thought of a kind of flower, which is very appropriate to Xue Mingmei's flower. A song from Xu Wei, a blue lotus, sounded in my ears.
Nothing can stop you. Your yearning for freedom, your life is so wild, and your heart is full of no worries. Through the dark years, you have also felt confused. When you bow your head, you realize the road under your feet, the world of freedom in your heart, so clear and lofty, blooming with the never-ending blue lotus.
I said, "I said that if I stay here, I can still help you."
Xue Mingmei looked at me: "You go. Don't miss this ghost place anymore."
I gritted my teeth and said, "I don't believe that I can't help you!"
Xue Mingmei said: "Don't be stupid."
I said, "Aren't it just Kang Xue and a few women, they."
I originally wanted to say that they are what they are. But what are I? If I were powerful, I would have killed them long ago. I can still let them do whatever they want, want to cheat people, want to mess with people, want to harm people, want to harm people, and want to kill people, whoever wants to die will die.
Xue Mingmei hurriedly said, "Stop talking!"
I said, "Actually she forced you to do these things, right? I know you will never admit it because you are afraid that I will be implicated and that you are persecuted by yourself. Xue Mingmei, I don't believe it, I don't believe that they can do whatever they want. I don't want to see you become their puppet! You have read so many books and know what it means to burn bridges across rivers, and to cook rabbits and dogs. If you help them like this, your future fate will not be a good end."
Xue Mingmei asked me: "Then do you think I have a choice? Officer Zhang?"
I couldn't speak at once. Does she have any choice? If she doesn't do it, she will die.
I said, "You go back!"
Xue Mingmei said: "You want to help me? Don't waste your energy."
I said, "You go back."
She stood up and smiled and said, "You have a silly spirit that makes people love. If you really leave, I will always remember your silly spirit."
I looked at her, couldn't help but stand up, walked over and hugged her.
She buried her in my arms.
I stroked her hair and said, "I can't bear to leave you."
Xue Mingmei smiled, and then her voice suddenly became desolate: "I don't like this feeling. It's even more uncomfortable than the first time I came here."
Is there any feeling that is more uncomfortable than separation from life and death in the world?
No.
I said, "Even if I leave, I will come to see you often."
Xue Mingmei hugged me and said, "Forget me. Don't come. Live your life well. Everyone is a companion on another person's journey."
I said, "It's not okay to be a lifelong friend?"
Xue Mingmei said: "No."
She let go of her hand, turned around, went out, closed the door, and left.
I stared blankly, helpless.
Is leaving really cruel? Or gentleness is shameful. Or lonely people don’t care, no matter day or night.
The wind is not calm, the waves are not quiet, and the heart is not stable. A prison locks a person, the people I am waiting for cannot come back, loneliness sinks silently into the sea, and when memories come back, you are no longer here.
One step forward is dusk, and one step back is life.
Life is always full of helplessness.
I can't sit still, I still have to work hard.
After get off work, after I went out, I immediately went to get my cell phone and called Helanting.
To be continued...