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Chapter 483

The electric baton sizzled, and Shen Yue's whole body trembled, but he still gritted his teeth and didn't say a word.

We were defeated helplessly.

Shen Yue said: "Two evil dogs that should be killed! I will definitely kill you two first if I have the chance!"

Seeing that Shen Yue was invulnerable to swords and guns, Zhu Lihua said: "This can't be used to force her to surrender."

I thought to myself, judging from the cunningness of Kang Xue's group of people, they really made people wear masks to do such a thing, but they would not let Shen Yue know who it is. Shen Yue is just a puppet and a tool to use.

There are so many doors leading from prison area D to the physical examination office, and their people took advantage of the rare time when the surveillance video system was upgraded.

They estimated that this move might kill Bingbing, but fortunately someone discovered it, otherwise Bingbing would have been lying in the morgue now.

In desperation, he had to ask Zhu Lihua to find someone to escort him back.

She was really strong. When she knew that she was a devil who killed people without blinking, Julihua asked for more two people to escort her out. She threw the five people away with her.

Zhu Lihua gave her a few electric batons, and her feet became soft.

Then she was escorted back.

Such a demon should have been shot.

I felt chill when I thought about her beautiful face, strong figure, uncontrasted appearance, and the murderous methods she described.

If a person like me goes to a bar and meets such a girl who is flirting with him, he will probably come over to chat with her. Then he thinks he has a romantic encounter and goes home with her, but he doesn't expect it to be a trap, and she will kill her in the end.

Depend on.

Too cruel.

If there is really a cycle of reincarnation, this guy must have been reincarnated by Satan.

The matter was investigated. After she was escorted back, the prison area D was detained in the confinement room on the grounds that the female prisoner Shen Yue was already crazy. Perhaps the only fate waiting for her was to slowly live in the confinement room.

For demons, sympathy is useless.

But such a guy can become a tool for Kang Xue and the others to use it. I have to sigh that Kang Xue's mind is very useful. So I had the idea that even if I kill Kang Xue and the others, it would only treat the symptoms but not the root cause. As long as Sister Cai is rich and powerful, she will still incite and instigate others to rebel against the prison to do bad things for her. The only way is to get rid of the evil gang of Sister Cai's Black Clothing Gang.

Because of Sister Cai’s warning, I reduced my going out and spent many days in prison after get off work.

After get off work, I play ball, read books, sleep and so on.

Liao Zi, who suffered from autism, cooperated with my treatment under Ding Ling's persuasion. The so-called treatment was just to give her the medicine prescribed by Liu Zhihui, and asked Ding Ling to accompany her to prescribe her.

This disease is particularly important for family and friends to enlighten and comfort her. She must be warm and cared for by others so that she will not feel so lonely.

After a week of treatment, I made an appointment with Liao Zi.

After Liao Zi entered my psychological counseling office, he smiled at me rarely and sat down.

I said, "This is to give you a treatment consultation during the treatment stage to see if you have recovered or not."

Liao Zi nodded.

I asked, "How do you feel after taking the medicine?"

Liao Zi said: "I just want to sleep, and I'm very sleepy. I used to only sleep for half an hour on nap, but now I have to sleep for two hours. From the lights to the time I wake up in the evening, I fall asleep when I lie down, and no one can wake me up."

I said, "The antidepressant drugs do have side effects of lethargy. Are there any other side effects besides these?"

Liao Zi said: "I don't want to eat very much, and I don't feel hungry. I eat very little."

I said, "What else?"

I'm taking notes.

Every patient has records and records of medical treatment. Just like when a patient goes to a hospital, the hospital will give a registered personal information book for medical treatment.

Liao Zi said: "Sometimes, your brain is not easy to use and you are a little confused."

I said, "Yes, this is also a side effect. So, do you feel that it doesn't seem that uncomfortable?"

Liao Zi said: "It's still uncomfortable, but it's not that obvious. The previous discomfort was a kind of empty discomfort, the heart was hanging in the air, and then I felt lonely, squeezed to the point where I couldn't breathe. No one would pay attention to me. Now, Ding Ling would comfort me and care more. Moreover, Sister Xue and the others took care of me, which made me feel a little warm and not that uncomfortable."

It seems that the effect of this medicine still has a certain obvious effect.

I said, "That medicine will take for three months, don't stop."

Liao Zi nodded.

I asked again, "Then, are you dreaming?"

Liao Zi said: "It's so strange. I rarely dream. I only dream twice."

I asked, "Do you remember?"

Liao Zi said: "I remember, but it's also strange, it's different from my previous dream."

I asked, "What kind of dream is that? Did you dream of someone?"

Liao Zi said: "No."

I asked, "What is it?"

Liao Zi said: "The first dream was the dream I had the next night after taking the medicine. I dreamed that I was standing on the balcony, on the balcony of my home, looking down at the street, the market below, I couldn't see anyone, but the market looked like a lot of things, and there were sounds, very noisy sounds, like someone, but there was no one when I looked down. I walked down and looked at the sound, but couldn't find anyone. I felt scared, but at least I heard the sound, which means that there was a source of sound, and that was someone. I also heard the shop selling mobile phones, and there was a sound, playing the songs of square dancing."

I smiled: "Square dance. Then you dreamed before, without a sound?"

Liao Zi said: "Yes."

I asked, "Then did you hear the square dance and go to the mobile phone store?"

Liao Zi said: "I didn't go. I felt that everything was futile. I wouldn't find anyone. I was gone. I sat next to the street and heard the sound of cars coming and going. I thought, if there would be a car hitting me when I walked out. I plucked up the courage to go out. What I heard was the sound of horns. The sound of the car going around me and stepped on the accelerator, but no one heard. But I was already very happy. This showed that someone existed, but they still ignored me. I began to feel sad and sad. Then I woke up again."

This is not too old to leave her dreams before.

She continued, "The second time was last night. Last night, I dreamed that I went to the school I went to when I was in elementary school. Strangely, there were people in elementary school, children who were studying, and the mess was my junior high school classmates. They were like when I was in junior high school, studying, class, and playing. I walked in. They looked at me, but continued to make trouble. I sat in the back row and looked at them. Then I tried to talk to the classmates in front, but I was afraid that he would ignore me. Finally, I mustered up the courage and asked him if I could talk to him? He looked at me in surprise, opened his mouth and said something, and someone called the teacher to come. Then he turned his head quickly. I felt sad. It was useless in the dream. He still looked at me in surprise. He opened his mouth and said something. Someone called the teacher. Then he turned his head quickly.

Yes, I was still lonely. But later, the teacher actually gave us candy. She called my name and asked me to go up and get candy. I looked at her incrediblely. She nodded to me slightly. Yes, it was really nodding to me. I immediately walked up and looked at the teacher. I tried to talk to her. I said hello to the teacher. She just nodded to me and took a handful of candy and put it in my hand. I don’t know why, nor do I know why the candy was given. Then she said to me, you go down, next. I read the name of my junior high school classmate. I looked at her happily. Finally, someone in my dream paid attention to me! Someone paid attention to me! I woke up happily and found that I was crying. I cried happily."

I imagined that strange feeling of joy.

I said, "It sounds like it's much better than before. No one paid attention to you before."

Liao Zi said: "Well, I should thank you."

I said, "Those drugs have some effect. They are medicines for several months. If you stick to them, you will be better in the future."

Actually, I don’t know whether it’s good or not, but I’d better give her comfort, and comfort her will get better.

I said, "You have to be confident, and self-confidence will improve. Many people are defeated by diseases, and psychological factors account for a large part. If belief is defeated and the desire to survive is gone, it is really over. Facts have proved that life becomes strong because of firm belief, tenacious because of hope, and powerful because of belief and yearning for life. The belief in life is the pillar of life, and the desire to survive is the ark of self-rescue. As long as there is the belief in life, a rainbow will appear even in the dark season; as long as there is the belief in life, any huge difficulty cannot stop the pace of progress; as long as there is faith, even if there is confusion, there will be a beacon for life."

Liao Zi nodded and said, "I can."

I said, "The ones you should thank most are Ding Ling, Sister Xue and the others."

Liao Zi said: "Ding Ling is comforting me, urging me to take medicine and take care of me. Sister Xue and others have been treating me better these days, making me feel the warmth that I didn't have before."

I asked, "Then, do you still have the idea of ​​committing suicide?"

Liao Zi said: "Occasionally, especially when you wake up in the morning, you will still feel a strong sense of loneliness. But at noon, it will be better."

I said, "This is because you wake up in the morning and the medicine is over. When you take the medicine, it will be better at noon."

Just like depression, people without this disease cannot feel the pain of people who suffer from this disease. People suffering from depression have a low mood that is not consistent with their situation. Even if they drive a Mercedes-Benz and BMW, they cannot be happy. The depression of their emotions can range from depression to grief, inferiority complex, and even pessimism and disgust.

Liao Zi said: "Yes."

I asked, "Then have you ever thought of killing Ding Ling?"

I looked at her carefully and asked, afraid that she would react strongly and be unhappy.

She lowered her head depressedly and said, "I was wrong before. I won't be there any more in the future."

I asked, "Then do you still want to leave her?"

She said: "Of course I can't bear it, but I know that there will be separation in life. What's the use of staying here? I can also go to find her if I go out in the future."

I said, "It's good that you think so. By the way, do you think about living your life after you go out?"

Liao Zi's eyes became brighter: "I hope that when I go out in the future, I will do the work I want to do. I want to open a yoga studio, and then teach others every day to practice yoga, earn some money, exercise well, raise flowers, and be with my family. It is best to meet a good man, a man who treats me well, and give birth to a very cute daughter."

I said, "I also yearn for such a life. Do you still know how to yoga?"

Autism should be more caring and caring, and entering her heart.

She said: "I have studied it before, and I have been studying it for several years. I like yoga very much."

I stared at her for a while.

She looked at her chest and asked me, "You, what are you looking at."

I said, "No wonder you look so soft."

She blushed: "I, I, you hate it."

I smiled and said, "Don't blame me, I'll just joke. Otherwise, you can hold a yoga class in the prison area, take several classes a week, and then let the female prisoners sign up for it themselves."

She became excited: "Okay, okay!"
Chapter completed!
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