Chapter 504(1/2)
I asked Xiaomei, "Do you think women will harm you?"
She whispered: "It's not that I will harm me, but that everyone will be harmed by them. They will harm everything around them, not only me, but their parents."
I asked, "Then tell me, how could they harm you?"
She said: "They will steal my boyfriend, and then throw me sulfuric acid, disfigure me, and let me live a miserable life."
I thought of Xiaomei's boyfriend breaking up with her and falling in love with her, and then Xiaomei turned from love to hate her, and splashed sulfuric acid and splashed the wrong person.
I said, "Your mother is also a woman. Will she harm you?"
Xiaomei gave me an example and said, "If I fall in love with my dad, she will be jealous and she will definitely harm me!"
Unexpectedly, she gave such a thrilling example.
I said, "This example doesn't work, you can't fall in love with your dad."
She said: "Yes! Some daughters fall in love with their dad."
I said, "Yes, but that's very rare."
She said: "That's true, and their mothers are still jealous and want to kill their daughter because their daughter robbed her lover."
I was a little speechless.
I have to admit that this is true for her example.
I took her information and said to her: "You are pouring sulfuric acid on others. Why do you say someone will pour sulfuric acid on you? Are you afraid of revenge?"
Xiaomei said: "No, it's not that I'm afraid of revenge, it's those women who have been harming people, including me. They will steal my men, my lover, my father, my best friend around me, they have been harming me, I throw sulfuric acid on them, and they will treat me like that one day."
This guy has a deep persecution fantasy, and it seems to be quite tricky.
I tried to persuade her: "Actually it's not exactly like this. Look, some women may be bad-hearted and will harm people, but there are still many people with good-hearted hearts in the world, so they won't harm people."
Xiaomei said: "No, what you said is wrong, all women will harm people."
I asked, "Then did the female prisoners in your current cell harm you? Did your mother harm you too?"
She sighed and said with a disgusting expression: "I'm staying inside, I'm so afraid of being with a woman who wants to harm others. I don't give it to me, so she beat me. Long'er on bed 5 is only one year younger than me. She said I'm more beautiful than her, so she grabbed my face. And the old woman on bed 10 scolds me every day."
I said, "The problem you mentioned is always the case no matter which cell you are talking about. The cell is a microcosm of a small society. You have to learn to survive in it. The fittest survive."
She said, "No, no, men won't!"
I said, "For example, will I not harm you?"
She said: "It's not like women who always think about harming people. They don't have real friendships, men and women only have friendships on their mouths. They are hypocritical and false, and they can chat together, gossip together, buy clothes together, and when there is any interest dispute, they will turn against each other, or even just a word!"
I said, "This is just that you have seen someone like this. Then I ask you, does your mother want to harm you?"
She nodded violently.
I was surprised: "Will she harm you? How can she harm you?"
She said, "Hmph, she wants me to go out and marry her friend's son. She is in her thirties and wants me to have a son sooner. I know what she thinks. After having the next generation, I wish I could die sooner. Because in her heart, I am a prisoner, a shameful prisoner."
I said, "How could you think so!"
I got angry and slammed the table and said, "Do you know your mother said to give me money to let me cure you! Damn! How can you say that to your mother!"
She looked at me with some fear.
I said angrily: "There are some mothers who are irresponsible and are not good to their children! But I dare say that your mother absolutely loves you and is good to you! It hurts you! You are crazy!"
At this time, she was frightened and cried.
Only then did I realize that I was a little too much, I coughed and said, "Sorry, I was a little excited just now. It's okay, don't cry."
She saw me with a kind look, then stopped crying and looked at me.
Blinking eyes.
I asked her, "Then you think that all women will harm you. Those who are close to you, not those who are close to you."
She nodded and said, "Those who are close to me want to harm me the most. Those who are not close to me will also harm others."
I asked, "Then I just saw you that you seemed to be very afraid that the prison guard in your prison area would be leaning against the prison guard in our prison area. What does it mean? They are both women. Has the prison guard in your prison area beat you?"
She said: "It's not like this!"
I asked, "How is that?"
She said: "That is a woman, and the other one, who doesn't look like a woman, may not harm me."
I laughed out loud.
What she meant was that the area in their prison was a woman, a real woman, and Xu Nan was not like a woman. Xu Nan looked like a man and a man, so she thought Xu Nan was safer and would not harm her.
I lit a cigarette, looked at the girl suffering from paranoia in front of me with interest, and asked, "Here, all women are women, all female prisoners, how do you live?"
She asked me, "I asked my mom to apply for me to live in a single room alone, is that OK?"
I said, "This won't work. Unless your situation is special, your situation is not special."
She asked again: "Can I apply to go to another cell?"
I said, "If you go to other cells, they are all women."
She said: "But maybe they aren't all like this."
I said, "Every cell has a few good and bad ones. It depends on how you learn to get along with them. But even so, when you go out, you have to contact women, right?"
She said: "No! I will rent a house myself, do something by myself, and don't contact women's affairs. Even if I go to the factory to work as a coolie, I will go."
I smiled and said, "That's not realistic. Let's put it this way, you are sick. You have paranoid persecution."
She said, "I'm not sick!"
I said, "Maybe it will be difficult for you to accept that you have this mental illness. But what I tell you is that everyone has mental illness, including me, which are severe and mild, and all of them are. Your situation is not very special, but when it comes to cure, there are examples."
She looked at me and asked, "Are you really sick?"
I asked, "Didn't you say you think every woman who is close to you want to harm you? In fact, everyone has a paranoia that is afraid of others harming themselves, but that is normal. You have developed to a more serious level. You are always afraid that the woman who is close to you will harm you, right?"
She said: "After you say this, I may really have it. I was a very optimistic and cheerful girl, but now I always feel that others are directed to me, hate me, and insult me. Anyway, all behaviors are done for me to show me. I think they have taken revenge on me. Someone is trying to play friends with me, and I think it was intentional. I always feel that I have done a lot of wrong things to do. No one will like me and think that I should die sometimes. I really don't know what to do. I don't dare to be with them. Am I really sick?"
She gradually accepted the fact that she was sick.
I said: "The initial diagnosis is indeed the case."
She asked, "Doctor, what should I do!"
I said: "Get treatment."
I actually don’t know how to treat it. At the critical moment, I still have to rely on Liu Zhihui.
She asked, "How to treat it?"
I said, "Take it slow, I'll diagnose it first, and then see how to treat it, will it be fine?"
She said: "Then can I not go back first! Go back after it is cured."
I asked, "If you don't go back, where are you going?"
She said, "I'm here!"
I said, "You want to eat, drink, defecate and sedate here?"
She nodded umm.
I hurriedly said, "That won't work!"
She pursed her mouth and said, "I don't want to go back. They will kill me."
I said, "No, you are persecuted paranoia, don't always think about that."
She said: "But I dreamed that they killed me in my dreams, and I was so scared! A few days ago, I heard that there was a woman in prison B who was almost stabbed to death with a screwdriver when she was sleeping! I have been dreaming like this these days!"
What she said was that Bingbing was stabbed.
I said, "Don't think about that. Okay, you can go back first."
I want to ask Liu Zhihui how to save her.
It’s great if you have money and save people.
Xiaomei didn't want to leave, so I asked Xu Nan and the female prison guard in the prison area A to come in and drag her away.
Seeing that she couldn't resist, she asked Xu Nan to escort her, but she didn't want the female prison guard in prison area A to meet her.
I looked at the time. At this time, it was not yet time for Liu Zhihui to come out to let the news.
I closed my eyes and rested.
More than ten minutes later, I took a book to read.
As I looked, there were noisy sounds in the corridor. I listened strangely, what's wrong?
A few footsteps and screams were getting closer and closer, and they bumped into our door.
The one who came in was Xiaomei wearing handcuffs.
Why is she coming again?
To be continued...