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"I thought I could talk to many people."

"I thought, I, no longer, was too stage fright."

"I thought I was wrong."

"I hope you don't mind. I couldn't adapt for the moment and once again hid in a single-sided soundproof glass room that I had been hiding for five years."

"Isolated from the world and at ease with me, just like, I am just talking to myself."

"Today, I will say a lot of things that I have never mentioned in my heart."

"Shuai Ge said that I, who was dumped by the same girl fifty times, is very popular now."

"Shuai Ge said that he has 20 million fans, and I am just a little inferior to him."

"I always thought that Shuai Ge was lying to me."

"I, never, face to face, have met my fans."

"The first time I saw you, there were so many people, so loud shouts, so many cheering lights."

"I thought I was wrong."

"I want to apologize to you and everyone who has watched the live broadcast for the final loss of composure of the ceremony."

"It was a very unprofessional behavior to get drunk at the scene of the ceremony."

"Please forgive me, your dumped brother will also have his own little willfulness."

"I remember that the last glass of the ceremony was a new wine that had been used for 90 years."

“A very special expression.”

"It's special enough to touch my memory."

"Remind me, my mom."

"I still remember that when I was seven years old, my father and mother had a fight. That was the last time they quarreled in my memory."

"I still remember that day, my mother opened two bottles of Maotai from different periods and mixed them together."

"Mom said, this is a special expression, and Dad said it is a brainless waste."

"That was 19 years ago, Moutai was not as expensive as it is now."

"Even so, the price of nearly one hundred yuan was considered a luxury at that time."

"They were quarreling very hard, and I was still eating at the table, and I was slowly feeling a little overwhelmed."

"Perhaps, dad and mom, finally noticed the fear written on my face."

"They found a room far from the restaurant and closed the door and continued to make noise."

"The home was not very big when I was a child. No matter how far apart the room was, it could not be isolated from fierce quarrels."

"I hate such quarrels, I hate the sound of covering my ears and not being able to be isolated."

"I picked up the wine glass that my mother left on the dining table and chose to drink it in one sip."

"That year, I was seven years old. That year, I drank for the first time. That year, I lay in the hospital for two days."

"I have never seen my mother again after being discharged from the hospital."

"Dad said, mom is gone. She took her three-year-old sister away, and she doesn't want me."

"Dad said that if I don't like him like my mother and don't like this home, I can also go, and go as far as I want."

"Since then, my dad has never spoken to me well."

"I have resented my mother, if she wants to leave, why don't she take me away?"

"But I have always been grateful to my mother. If she could only take one away, my sister's happiness is my happiness."

"The year when I was seven, she was just three."

"She learned to praise early on, and she used all the beautiful words she had heard on me."

"She would shout long live to me, she would say that I am the most powerful brother in the world, and she would tear me all her beloved toys."

"She is the most beautiful gift from God and the warmest light in the world."

"I think one day I will see her and her, my sister and my mother."

"But why, I have never seen her and her again, and my happiness that they took away together."

"When I was young, I couldn't understand my mother."

"I don't know why she has to drink so much wine."

"I don't know why she was mixing all kinds of wines over and over again."

"I don't know why she can't get along well with her dad."

"I have never known what the taste and smell that I inherited from my mother will be useful."

"Until I went to college and met one beacon after another that guided my winemaking career."

"I know now that my mom, she is not as lucky as me, she has grown up in, a, no one, who can lead her to the taster's time and space."

"Talent is a very strange existence."

"Everyone can see some talent, and everyone is sought after and envious."

"Some talents, if they are not discovered, may not be known for the rest of their lives."

"Even, it will bother people with talent because of their own uniqueness."

"I now know that my mother left at that time because of the distress that no one can understand if she is not accepted."

"I used to be unable to understand my mother, but now I can."

"I miss my mother very much."

"So, if I'm really popular, if I'm really the internet celebrity with the most fans besides Shuai Ge."

"Then, can I? Please help me find my mother."

"My mother, her name is Diwu Qiwen, she left home 19 years ago."

"My mother, she has the same keen sense of taste and smell as I do, and the amount of alcohol that she can't get drunk even if she has never drunk it."

"If my mother, like me, she can just put down a glass of 90 Moutai with new wine, and maybe she can also relieve her worries like me today."

"I still remember that on the day my mother left, the Chinese teacher assigned memorization homework - "The Tadpole Looking for Mother"."

"There are a group of tadpoles in the pond, with big heads, black and gray bodies, swinging happily with long tails."

"I always thought that as long as I never gave up on searching and worked as hard as the tadpole, I would definitely find my mother."

"I thought I was wrong."

"The tadpole asked the carp, the turtle, and every possibility that she could reach, and finally found her mother."

"And I never thought about asking you, asking everyone I know, and asking everyone I know."

"Have you ever seen my mother?"

"My mother, her surname is fifth, she left home 19 years ago."

"I have grown from a tadpole to a frog. I want to follow my mother and catch pests every day."

"Have you ever seen my mother?"

"My mother, her name is Diwu Qiwen, she left home 19 years ago."
Chapter completed!