Chapter 1093 Dispersion is also a gathering
Later that day, Qiao Xiying talked a lot again. Yan Xuemeng always supported her chin and listened to her telling the thoughts of these girls.
"Last time...the last time I was deceived by that bad guy in Group A! He used my feelings for Senior Brother Gucheng to deceive our group's mine veins."
"I was shocked when I knew it! But... but that bad guy who always called me a crying man didn't listen to my explanation at all, and he was going to put me in prison."
"The cell is dark and cold, I'm really scared! At the same time, I was very angry. He punished me without saying anything. I made up my mind and would never ignore him again!"
"But I didn't expect that he would say that no matter what punishment I was going to receive, he would be with me... Because I was his soldier, and I made a mistake, he couldn't stay out of it. Moreover, he said so, and he really did..."
"He runs with me, washes my clothes, and eats the kind of vegetables that are not a little oily... I don't understand why he did this, but... Maybe because he is the head coach but is willing to set an example, my rebellious mood has really dropped a lot! Isn't it just being punished, just be punished. Anyway, there is such a person, he will always be with me..."
"What moved me the most was that he promised me that he would kill the liar who used me to take advantage of me. He said we were his soldiers and would punish him anyway when he closed the door, but when he got outside, he just couldn't let anyone bully us."
"I have seen a coach like Feng Qiwu, who is ruthless and punishes people for any disagreement. I have also seen a coach like Young Master Julin. Although he always gives people the feeling of spring breeze, he is just a coach who will make everyone willing to obey. But I have never seen him... like him, he will accompany every subordinate to share the joys and sorrows. I think, maybe this is his special personality charm..."
"Anyway, since that time, I have been quite convinced by him. But what I have to say may not be this time... I was convinced by him when he saved my senior brother when the Chiyan Ancient Tree Space and told me to go on with my own strength..."
Qiao Xiying's confession was really strange. She was declaring the "bad guy" who bullied her every word, but after listening carefully, she could clearly hear some unusual feelings from her words.
"So now, he is trapped in Geng City, I still believe that he must have worked hard to live! So, I will do my best to keep him free of worries."
Hearing this, Yan Xuemeng finally laughed: "The person you are talking about is Ye Shuo."
"Yes, he is really a very magical person." Yan Xuemeng whispered softly, her eyes as if she had fallen into memories, "Although he is not handsome, has a low emotional intelligence, and is not interesting enough, he also keeps a lot of big principles all day long, and can't find any good points on his body, but he just has a charm that can attract girls, so many people will fall in love with him unknowingly."
Qiao Xiying nodded deeply. But once this head was clicked, she blushed and immediately raised her voice and retorted:
"Who...who likes him! I have always liked Senior Brother Gucheng, how could I like him..."
Yan Xuemeng hugged her shoulders with a funny look, and the two girls made a fuss.
"Hmm? Did anyone say you were interested in him? I didn't say anything just now?"
"Oh, Sister Xue Meng, you hate it!"
...
In the evening, Jicheng was separated from the smoke of war, and the moonlight poured down, covering the entire city in a rare tranquility.
Jian Zhiheng fell asleep in a drowsy mood. Since he fought with Qinglan that day, he was seriously injured and dying. The Life Bar once struggled on the edge of the red line. After returning to the city, he has been unconscious until now. Every day, other trialists take turns to take care of the medicine.
Fortunately, although several wounds were deep and critical, under Yan Xuemeng's careful treatment, Jian Zhiheng's injuries gradually stabilized. Now, there is no need for others to deliver spiritual power to him. In his body, new spiritual power can be derived by relying on the normal operation of the spiritual core.
If this continues, as long as he does not suffer new fatal injuries in the next period of time, he can survive until the end of the trial and welcome the dawn of victory with everyone.
And just that night, in the hazy darkness, a black shadow quietly approached his bedside--
The man was holding a bowl of medicine in his hand, which made the medicine soup look thick and black as ink under the influence of the night.
At this moment, the man was carefully stirring in the medicine bowl with a spoon. After a while, he scooped up the medicine soup and delivered it to Jian Zhiheng's mouth.
Jian Zhiheng subconsciously opened his mouth and drank spoon after spoon. Although it tasted the same as the medicine soup he drank on weekdays, this time for some reason, he always felt very friendly...
Who is it...? Who is it?
In his sleep, Jian Zhiheng raised his hand hard, but what he caught was a fog. The figure seemed to turn into blue smoke, gradually leaving him-
No, I can't let him go... Jian Zhiheng always feels that he should be a very important person. If he lets him go, he will lose him...
Want to wake up, wake up... Jian Zhiheng struggled in the half-dream and half-awake darkness. Finally, his eyes opened in the darkness of reality, and what he saw from afar was a familiar back.
The man had already walked to the door and seemed to be about to push the door and leave. But even in such darkness, Jian Zhiheng would never admit his mistake. He turned out to be...
"Ah Luo!" Jian Zhiheng exclaimed. He was shocked that his voice had been so hoarse after days of coma.
At the beginning, Guan Zhen fought all his energy in the battle with Su Shian. After returning to attend the celebration banquet, he kept lying on the bed to rest. In this large rear area where he lost his protection, he was also one of the "wounded soldiers".
Even when he fought with Qinglan, he was still seriously injured and still not awake, but unexpectedly the situation was reversed. In just a few days, he had woken up, but he fell ill.
Guan Zi paused for a moment, but still turned his back to him, and walked to the window and gently pushed open the two windows that had been closed for too long. A cool night wind gushed straight into the room, making the room feel cold, but it also made the two people in the room recover a little bit of sober.
"Aheng, are you sincere to that girl?" Guan Qin spoke gently, and his somewhat cold tone made Jian Zhiheng feel like he had returned to the place where he met, the period when he trapped himself in a closed world and refused everyone for thousands of miles.
Jian Zhiheng sighed silently. This time the matter was a big deal. Everyone in the group knew about his battlefield confession. Guan Zhen also heard about it, which was inevitable.
Thinking of Xu Miyi once said that choosing Qinglan means abandoning Guan Zhen. But Jian Zhiheng did not agree with this statement. He also believed that his brother Guan Zhen was definitely not such an unreasonable person.
Since this problem has to be faced, let’s talk to Ah Chih openly. Jane Zhiheng thought about it this way, and nodded and responded: “She is the first girl who makes me feel my heart beat faster. I don’t want to miss her.”
He answered naturally without any disgust and panic. He originally thought that this was not something worthy of guilt.
"Then if I object to you being together, would you be willing to give up on her for me?" Guan Zhen's question was both unexpected by Jian Zhiheng and beyond his expectations.
After talking to Xu Miyi, he had thought about this issue carefully.
Regarding how to deal with the division between love and friendship, it cannot tolerate blur or falsehood. It is just there real place. Only by facing it can it be solved!
After pondering for a while, Jian Zhiheng raised his head and stared at Guan Zhen's somewhat lonely and distant back, and replied seriously:
"Ah Chi, I always thought that love is both my own business and not my own business. It is because I chose it, after all, it is a girl who wants to spend the rest of her life with me. It is because I say it is because I don't want Ah Chi to feel abandoned. Even if I am a husband and a father in the future, Ah Chi will always be my most important friend!"
"So, I will not give up on what I love because of Ah Chun's opposition. But I will not ignore Ah Chun's feelings. So, I will definitely work hard to let you know her more comprehensively and accept her!"
Once this passage was said, a long silence fell into the room.
Perhaps, that is the distance between the past and the present, and between reality and the future.
Even though they once wanted to stop here, they would always come and this boundary would always need to be crossed.
After a long time, Guan Qing sighed gently. The white mist floating outside the window was soon swallowed up by the boundless night.
"It's very lonely."
"Because of my existence, Ah Heng has never been able to have a good relationship."
Jian Zhiheng was slightly stunned, but Guan Zi had already kept talking.
"I think Ah Heng is not unable to have a good impression of girls, but every time you think of me, and when you think of me, if I don't have your company, you may not be able to survive, you subconsciously choose to suppress your feelings, so over time, you have become unable to love and cannot love."
"It was me who made Ah Heng live so hard for so many years."
Jian Zhiheng was speechless. Perhaps what Guan Chun said was indeed part of the reason. In the three years of the Higher Ministry, he had always been inseparable from Guan Chun. He wanted to use practical actions to fulfill his promises.
I won't leave easily.
I will not throw you into the darkness alone again.
I will not let you get hurt like the girl in the elementary school.
When he already has the idea of "I won't look for happiness alone", even if he meets a girl who suits his heart, his instinct will refuse him.
However, if his feelings for those girls were not strong enough to overcome self-blocking instinct, he felt that even if he missed them, there would be no regrets.
But only Qinglan... it was her that she regained her ability to love. Maybe she was the key to make herself cross from the past to the future, and an important figure in changing the relationship between the three! So this time, he didn't want to miss it again.
In fact, seeing Jian Zhiheng's pain, Guan Zhen was even more painful than him.
He admitted his selfishness, including the words he said today. In fact, Jane Zhiheng had no need to explain to him at all. But he still explained... and he said that I would not be with her until you can accept her. This is my respect for you.
Seeing that he loved so hard and was so aggrieved, all this was for his brother who was addicted to pain... Maybe it was his misfortune to meet him.
"I also understand that Ah Heng will leave me one day, and we will all have a brand new life. I shouldn't have been willful and monopolizing you. So I also made up my mind secretly that if Ah Heng can really meet a good girl, I will bless you."
As he spoke, he suddenly turned his head: "But, this time that girl hurt you so badly, she has no heart, and she is not your good match."
"I don't know what the best love should look like, but I know, it shouldn't be accompanied by hurt at least."
So, he has made a decision. If Jane Zhiheng wants to move to a new page in her life, he will also accompany him. It's just...
"Aheng, your personality is so helpful. Can you really tell what love is and what is redemption heart?"
Jian Zhiheng didn't even have to think about it, but replied with a smile: "I can understand."
"I know that I have been born of redemption for Qinglan, but not born of redemption for love."
“I know what I’m doing.”
Guan Quan smiled helplessly: "I also know that your decision will never change because of other people's opposition."
"Okay." When he raised his head again, his long hair was slightly blown by the night wind passing through the window, but the smile on his face was unprecedentedly clean and bright.
"But don't forget that you promised me, you need to prove to me first that she is suitable for being with you. My requirements are much stricter than you. You must not fall in love with her until I accept it."
This time, Jian Zhiheng also smiled sincerely: "I promise you!"
The two of them looked at each other and laughed, and the knot that had bothered them for a long time was finally completely untied.
In fact, Jian Zhiheng had known for a long time that Ah Lin is no longer the same as before.
The moment he broke up with Su Shian with his own hands, he walked out of the shadow of the past. He was already an independent person, not the child who could only snuggle behind him, who was afraid of the darkness.
This time, he deliberately used his temper to question himself, but he was just worried that what he loved was not human. Because he had experienced a wrong love, he did not want him to meet the wrong person.
However, I will definitely prove to him that Qinglan is the girl worthy of his love.
Of course, he would also let Qinglan understand that Guan Ci will always be his most cherished good brother.
This showdown may mark the two people's approaching a different path. But their hearts will be closer together at the same level.
Chapter completed!