The room was very dark.

The whole world is desolate.

Only oneself is left in the world.

I raised my hand and the hazy light passed through my fingers, but it couldn't shine into my eyes.

Su Shi lay quietly on the bed, looking up at the ceiling in the dark. The curtains were pulled tightly, clearly a sunny day, but it was like a gloomy cemetery.

He could only look up, looking up at the glimmer of light that faintly shot through the gaps in the curtains, the light that he tried hard to touch but could not grasp.

After leaving the trial space, he had been lying like this for many days.

This "popular fever" that was popular all over the world brought about a carnival of a group of people, but for him, it was just a loneliness of a person.

Every day, I am confused, wake up, not touching anyone, and refuse to get close to anyone.

Decadent as if a dead person.

No, or he had died more than ten years ago, starting from the day his father was exposed to be in jail.

The jade slip at the head of the bed lit up again.

After he openly provoked the audience and announced his account, the comment area and private mailbox were indeed blocked.

These people vent their various unsatisfactory feelings in real life through ubiquitous insults, just like they were back then.

However, among the messages he simply scanned, there were not only curses.

Some people also sent private messages to express their affection to him and advised him to cheer up and continue his life. In fact, he is still very handsome.

Perhaps because they were worried that speaking for him publicly in the comment area would be siege by angry netizens, these girls with different opinions all chose to send private messages. This also led to almost two completely different styles of paintings in the comment area and private messages.

He also read these "warmth" messages, but in his heart, he was not moved at all.

Some people say they like him, some people say they are willing to be his girlfriend, so, what do they like themselves?

They could not like his tragic experience, nor could they like his extremely extreme personality. The only thing worthy of their liking is face.

This kind of liking is too superficial. If they are short, fat and have a stingy face, can their liking be said?

Among them, there is a girl who insists on sending heartwarming words to herself every day and telling herself good night. Even if she never responds, she is still gentle and considerate and meticulous. If she is a fool like Guan Zhen, she might really treat her as an angel.

Unfortunately, over the years, he has investigated Guan Ci so clearly.

So, when he saw that name, he also knew that she was the ex-girlfriend whom Guan Zhen had been obsessed with.

Liu Mo... has a beautiful name and a beautiful face. If you only look at her appearance, how could you know that she has such an ugly heart?

Compared to those slanderous mobs, girls like her who deliberately approach hot topics just to show their personal charm and satisfy their own love are even more despised.

Therefore, every time he watches her performance, he feels like he is watching a bad joke. After watching and laughing, he just doesn't expose it.

After scanning the latest news with a glance, Su Shian threw the jade slip aside again.

Since he dared to announce his account, he expected that this day would happen. Those malicious comments would not affect him at all. Even if the whole world came to be enemies with him, he would not care.

Now, what really defeated him was the emptiness that suddenly surrounded him.

He worked hard for so many years and hated for so many years. He finally had a chance to face Guan Ci in front of the whole world and to recover the old debt of the year.

But his revenge failed.

If it's just like this, it's nothing. At worst, he will continue to practice until the day when he really steps on his enemies.

However, Guan Zhen actually said that he forgave himself...

"Today, I'll kill you here once. After we go out, we won't owe each other again!"

Two Qing...How can two Qing...

He hasn't agreed yet, how could he unilaterally declare hatred of the two Qing Dynasties?

Guan Zhen... Looking up at the ceiling, Su Shian's eyes were filled with confusion mixed with hatred.

Why don’t you hate me... Why don’t you say you want to avenge your father and our son until you kill me...

If that is the case, I can treat you as my destiny enemy and destroy you more calmly...

But now... his life has no goal all at once.

All hatred seemed to hit the air with one punch, both empty and empty.

Revenge that cannot be answered is also very lonely...

For so many years, he has been living wholeheartedly for hatred. If there is no hatred, what else can he have left in his life?

He closed his eyes tiredly, but the next moment, he raised his head again and stared at the ceiling.

These days, he always escapes sleep. Because as long as he closes his eyes, the scene of confronting Guan Ci during the trial, and the words about Guan Ci will be played back in his mind over and over again, making him upset.

Since when did the person he kept saying that he was going to hell became his nightmare...

What has the outside world become now?

This was the first time he got out of bed in many days. Because he had not been active for a long time and had only walked a few steps, his legs and feet were sore.

In front of the table next to the windowsill was the newspaper he never left.

Looking at the photo of his father in the newspaper, Su Shian suddenly felt a sense of sadness poured into his body. In the past few days, there was nothing in his heart except emptiness. It was not until he looked at this photo that he regained some human feelings.

It's like a child who is used to being stubborn outside. Only when facing his family can he be willing to take off his armor and throw himself into the arms of his relatives to find support.

"What should I do..." Su Shian murmured helplessly on the corner of the table with both hands.

"Father, what if you can see today's news, what do you want me to do?"

Once, his father told him not to trouble Guan Zhen and his son.

He agreed, but he broke his promise.

Will the father blame him? Or will he be glad that the enemy's child who made him worry finally walked out of his own path...?

So in these few days, he didn't even dare to read this newspaper again because he didn't dare to face his father.

No matter whether his father's eyes were disappointed, blamed, or heartbroken, he didn't want to face them.

At this time, the jade slip sounded again.

Liu Mo: Brother An, the sun is very bright today. Let’s go out for a walk and bask in the sun! Take a little more fresh air and you will really get better even your mood~

Here comes again, her "daily care" is naturally just like she is already her girlfriend.

He put down the jade slip with a sarcastic attitude, but when his eyes fell on the newspaper again, Su Shian was suddenly stunned.

Is it my own illusion? The father in the photo seems to have a smile in his eyes... It was a smile that he had never paid attention to when he was looking for hatred in the newspaper for so many years...

Is he encouraging himself too? Does he also hope that he can walk out of this room and go outside to take a look?

By the way, Su Shian pulled open two thick curtains.

The sunlight poured in instantly was as dazzling as gold scattered all over the ground. This also made Su Shian, who had not seen the sun for a long time, subconsciously raised his hand to cover it.

What should I say? This feeling of bathing in warmth is surprisingly good.

This room, and his revenge wall, have always seemed to be a shackle that imprisoned him. Only by truly taking this step can we welcome his high sky and vast sea.

"It seems that you really should go out for a walk?" Standing in the warm sunshine that was almost melting him, a faint smile unknowingly rose on Su Shi'an's face.

***

At the same time, Jin Siqi was walking in a hurry in the corridor with a large paper box in her arms.

All the boxes were gifts Meng Zhao gave her before. This was also what she had put in after half an hour.

At that time, Meng Zhao could not say that he was careless about himself... Even now, the attachment to the past has faded into hatred and resentment, the beauty that he had before will still exist in his memory, remembering what she once loved and had.

The process of sorting out these gifts has indeed made her regain many beautiful memories and has also made her mentality much calmer.

Even if the person you have loved cannot be friends, she does not want to become enemies with him completely. Then, let them be a pair of strangers who pass by each other. No longer interfere with each other's lives, and escape unstoppable in each other's world. Perhaps this is the best end.

During the chat a few days ago—

Meng Chanvivi: You always have to live in the future. Have you ever thought about your future development direction?

Jin Siqi: This... actually doesn't

Jin Siqi: Because Meng Zhao doesn't like me too good, I have always planned to concentrate on being a full-time housewife after being with him.

Meng Chanvivi: Now you see that this doesn’t work?

Meng Chan vivi: What a man says he doesn’t like you, but he doesn’t love you enough

Meng Chanvivi: He didn't treat you as an independent person, he just hopes that you will always be his appendix

Meng Chanvivi: Because you are not outstanding enough, you cannot be snatched away by others, and he doesn't have to compete with others. But if one day he meets someone better, he will kick you

Meng Chanvivi: By then, you will have no youth and no independent ability to survive. What should you do?

Jin Siqi:...Meng Zhao did say before that if I was too good, he would feel very far away from me [small entanglement]

Meng Chanvivi: Look

Meng Chanvivi: Because he doesn't want to work hard, he locks you by his side and doesn't allow you to work hard. It's just selfish
To be continued...