Chapter 1283
Rong Huang not only gave Yi Xin a shell necklace, but also handed her a glass of strawberry smoothie in time when she was exhausted and panting after setting up the tent.
"How do you know I want to drink this!" Yi Xin held the cup, feeling warm again, "You are so amazing..."
Although they didn't get along for a long time, Rong Huang could always give her all kinds of surprises. He could remember the words she said casually. He would take her to realize the amusement publicity she forwarded in micro-time and space. He seemed to know more about the tastes she liked and her taboos than she herself.
It is precisely because he is so familiar with his preferences that every date he arranges can always make himself sweet to his heart. Sometimes, this excessive happiness will make Yi Xin uneasy. She doesn't know what virtue she had accumulated in her previous life to enjoy such a perfect love. She is even more worried that if she continues like this, will she enjoy the sweetness of this life in advance?
Although sometimes, his suspicion is indeed a little heavier, both his parents and Xu Wenwen said that this is the proof that he cares about himself. It is precisely because of his love for you that he always worrys about losing you.
Yi Xin doesn't understand love, she can only trust the judgment of her relatives and friends. Perhaps, efforts are always proportional to the expectation of rewards. Just like herself, if she still fails to achieve ideal results in the exam after reviewing her homework with all her might, she will complain and be sad. And the young master... After he gave so much for herself, once he felt that he had not received the same reward in himself, it was no wonder that he would lose control of his emotions again and again.
Every flowery girl has different desires for her lover. Some people long for love that is as close as possible and want to stick together for twelve hours; some people long for being able to retain personal space while loving each other; some people just long for money and the vanity brought by luxury.
When the needs of two people are similar or complementary, they are the truly suitable couple. If one is a person who desires strong love and gets along with another person who desires freedom, one will feel that the other is too cold and the other will feel breathless. Then no matter how they fall in love in the first place, they will inevitably not be able to last long.
When I was in the elementary school, Yi Xin had seen girls in the same class holding Jade Shop all day after they fell in love. They had to chat from morning to night every day, go home together after school, and have to date on holidays... Their love aroused many people in the class's jealousy, and Xu Wenwen even shouted all day long, "When will it be my turn to have a sweet love?"
At that time, Yi Xin just smiled and didn't have much envy. In her opinion, the two of them were talking about love all day long, so wouldn't they have no personal time? Do they have nothing else to do? Take her for example, the time she pre-reviewed is much more precious than saying a few unnutritious love words together.
The mind of the top student may always be calmer than that of ordinary people. Therefore, unlike most girls in the class, she never thinks that love is the whole of life. Even if she occasionally imagines dating, it is just two people doing exercises together in the library, occasionally raising their heads and smiling at each other.
She mentioned this issue once to Xu Wenwen. At that time, the carefree girl just replied indifferently: "Anla, do you waste time? This is not something you need to worry about. Let's wait until someone likes you!"
In Xu Wenwen, this is just a heartless saying. Anyway, she always has this kind of personality that speaks without thinking. But Yi Xin was really hit at that time. From then on, she honestly buried her love fantasy in her heart and no one told her.
Yes, girls like myself who are not particularly beautiful, can’t dress up, and have a boring personality, really won’t like any boys…
It is precisely because of this self-awareness that Yi Xin, who was adolescent, had always had low expectations for love, which also led to her low demand for her partner. Even after falling in love with Rong Xiao at first sight, she pursued him the only bold pursuit in her life, but as he graduated and left, she immediately accepted the result of this failure, and was not as sad as other girls who failed courtships.
In the final analysis, she knew from the beginning that she was not worthy of it. She had never expected that the other party would really like her, so the end of this relationship was nothing but expected.
At first, she felt that her personality was easy and not troubled. She was not like those clingy girls, who made a big fuss just because the other party didn't reply for half an hour. When the young master didn't contact her, she would assume that he was busy. If he didn't take the initiative to send a message, she could even remain silent all day.
Until one day, Rong Huang mentioned to her with a little complaint, "Why don't I contact you, you can't contact me on your own initiative. This will make me feel that you don't care about me at all." "Why do you have to ask me what you have to say before you can say anything? You can't act coquettishly with me? Do you make a request? You make me feel that I have no presence."
Yi Xin was really surprised at that time. She didn't expect that she didn't want to cause trouble, but instead caused trouble to others.
The low demand for love may indeed make your boyfriend feel unfulfilled... You will not be moved if you care about you, and you will not be emotional if you don't care about you, as if I am dispensable in your world. So, it's no wonder that the more girls you love to behave, the more boys you are willing to spoil.
After realizing this, Yi Xin was already trying to learn to change. Even though she still didn’t have the emotions she should have, at least, she was already trying her best to “show” some reactions to satisfy the other party’s efforts.
In addition, she also created a memorandum for the young master in the jade slip, recording everything about him. Hopefully one day, this information will also work.
A girl who doesn't understand love is trying to learn to love.
After lunch, I lay in a small tent by the beach, drinking strawberry sanitation, and sunbathing. A burst of sleepiness slowly flooded.
Rong Huang took the initiative to hold her in her arms, keeping her in a position that made her feel comfortable, and gently letting her take a nap. The shallow whisper in her ears seemed like a lingering dream.
Even though he maintained such an intimate distance, Rong Huang was holding her hand at this moment without any irregularity.
The times are becoming more and more impetuous. As far as Yi Xin knows, students in the Higher Ministry who are in love will almost do some "shy" things in private. Many people even say in a grand manner, "What's the point of falling in love if you don't do that kind of thing?" and this trend is gradually spreading towards the Primary Ministry.
After all, Yi Xin is a traditional girl. In her heart, that kind of thing can only be done on the wedding night. When she tactfully proposed her persistence for the first time, she was so shy that her face was flushed. But this is her principle, and she will definitely not compromise.
Rong Huang also expressed his understanding of her. He knew that she didn't like to touch her hands and feet. Even in daily life, he always maintained politeness and had never had any physical contact with him.
When she talked to Xu Wenwen quietly, the young master's die-hard fans also acted unprecedentedly excited.
She told herself that there are many boys in the academy who are pursuing girls now, and they may not really like them very much. A large part of them may just be to satisfy their needs. If they coax a girl several times, they are unwilling to do so, and even break up after a few days.
For the young master, especially the young master who does not lack girls to throw themselves into his arms, he can respect you like this, which definitely means that he really loves you.
Thinking of this, Yi Xin's mouth also had a sweet curve. He drilled into Rong Huang's arms, adjusted several positions in succession before curling down comfortably.
How great would it be if everything could be so beautiful all the time...
...
Yi Xin did fall asleep, and she only slept for about two hours, but this was enough to relieve her fatigue in the morning.
When Rong Huang opened his eyes in his arms, he quietly looked at his perfect side face, and Yi Xin couldn't help but smile sweetly again.
The so-called happiness is probably just like opening your eyes and you can see the person you love beside you.
There was still a long time in the afternoon, and the two sat together on a reef by the sea, watching the waves swaying side by side.
"I remember you said that what you want to do most after you fell in love is to sit on the Ferris wheel with your boyfriend, and the other is to enjoy the night by the beach together, barbecue on the beach, and set off fireworks."
"We have sat on the Ferris wheel last time, and tonight we can realize your second wish."
Rong Huang gently hugged Yi Xin's waist, his chin rested on her shoulders, and murmured in her ear.
"You will take what I said seriously..." Yi Xin no longer knows how to express her touch. "Today, it is really the first time I have come to the beach to play, and I have a lot of fun. Thank you, Master."
"If you like the sea, we can buy a sea view villa in the future." Rong Huang suggested seriously, "If you think that living with my parents will be restrained, I will give you a home that belongs to us."
"At that time, we will see the sea when we stay at home. There will be warm sunshine and fresh air every day. We will fall asleep with the sound of waves at night, and open our eyes the next day when we listen to the sound of waves. Sometimes a few seabirds fly by on the sea, full of summer laziness."
"As long as you like, we can go out to play in the water. I will teach you swimming, take you on a motorboat, and there are many ways to surf on the water, and we can experience it slowly."
"If we don't want to go out to buy vegetables, we'll go fishing by the beach. In our kitchen, you're cooking dinner, and I'm like now, holding your waist from behind and watching the setting sun outside the window together."
What he described was indeed a series of romantic and beautiful pictures.
While Yi Xin was moved, somehow he felt a little sad.
Rong Xiao once said... The "big things in life" he wants to solve are mostly to confess to Sister Liang. If it goes well, they will get married one day and live in a common home. Then, will they live so happily?
Thinking of the happiness that does not belong to me, and thinking of a girl who can have all of him, Yi Xin felt a sense of sorrow in his nose. On that day, would he regret it? Didn’t try his best to fight for it once?
When Rong Huang talked about the emotional part, she couldn't help but turn her head slightly and kiss her lips. But Yi Xin was in a daze. It was in a state of chaos that subconsciously turned her head and avoided his kiss.
The atmosphere seemed to have suddenly solidified.
The original warmth disappeared without a trace in an instant.
Yi Xin also realized the mistake she made. She turned her head in panic. What caught her eye was Rong Huang's completely cold eyes.
"Yes... I'm sorry, young master, I was a little distracted just now..." Yi Xin said a loud alarm in his heart, so he could only apologize with kind words first.
Rong Huang slowly let go of her arms, hugging her, and let out a mocking sneer.
"Ha... When I talk to you, you are really distracted at any time-"
"If it were Rong Xiao, you wouldn't be distracted, right? Because your heart is always filled with him... When you are distracted, you are all thinking about him!"
Yi Xin felt anxious and stood up like an escape, and took several steps back one after another.
"Young Master... I admit that it's wrong for me to be distracted, but we have already agreed that we won't mention Rong Xiao in everything? This... it really bothers me..."
Rong Huang sneered, stood up from the reef, and strode towards her.
"I won't mention it, but you're thinking about it all the time! Trouble? It's me who should bother you, right?"
"This is the first time I know that you are so wary of me. Do you have to "force" yourself to accept my touch while keeping conscious and awake? When you are unconscious, your instinctive reaction is to push me away? Is my love so much pressure for you?"
Speaking of this, he sighed and shook his head.
"Xinxin, I always thought you should be a very pure girl, just like your appearance... I didn't expect that when did you start to lie without blinking? I'll ask you again, that night, that night, where were you on the night I sent you?!"
Although Yi Xin felt something was wrong, she could only answer with a gritty moment: "Didn't I tell you? At that time, I was helping her with tutoring at my senior sister's house..."
Rong Huang sneered heavily, took out the jade slip from his arms and pressed it a few times, pulled out a photo, and pushed it straight in front of her.
"This is what you said to tutor the senior sister? Well? Are you tutoring music theory? Or how much can you forget Rong Xiao?"
On the jade slip, it was the photo of Yi Xin standing among the fan group and shaking the glow stick that night.
She smiled so happily and purely, and never lost her color even under the dim night.
Chapter completed!