Chapter 1437 Safe Area
Although the girl in front of her still had water droplets flowing on the ends of her hair, and her wet clothes told her embarrassment, her eyes were very bright when she smiled, as bright as the most dazzling star in the night sky.
"You..." Looking at her like this made Xie Shaochen confused, "Don't you have any resentment at all?" Will you hate them for bullying you like this? Will you hate your powerlessness?
Yi Xin smiled and shook her head, and replied seriously: "Because I told myself that no matter what happens, I should not cry easily. If I have problems, I will solve the problem, but if I only cry, I will not solve any problem."
"And, the crew is what I want to enter myself." She raised her gaze and stared at the infinitely wide blue sky above. "From childhood, my parents and mentors have arranged my path. This is the first time I have chosen my own path. I should be responsible for all the consequences and prove that I have the ability to make decisions for myself."
The book says that everyone has their own "safe area". Staying inside will make you feel comfortable. You do familiar things and come into contact with familiar people. Here, everything is controllable.
For example, when you are a man who is not good at speaking and meet a beloved beauty on the street, you want to ask for her contact information, but you are worried that you will be rejected, and you are unwilling to take the risk of failure, so you can only pretend to be calm and pass by her. In this way, you do avoid the embarrassment of being rejected, but at the same time, you may miss a wonderful encounter.
For example, you are an excellent student in a small country, and the college provides you with the opportunity to be an exchange student in a big country. If you choose to try, you can receive the most advanced education in the world and be qualified to enter the top group. However, accordingly, you go to a strange environment alone and are not familiar with the place, and there will be many difficulties waiting for you to face;
If you choose to stay in your country, you can complete your studies with excellent grades, find a good job, and have familiar family and friends gather around you, but perhaps you will be just an ordinary office worker in a small country for the rest of your life.
For example, when you are the boss of a business, as an advanced but unprecedented technology with unknown success or failure is in front of you, are you willing to invest in it... When you have a stable job, are you willing to quit your job again to further study...
Different people have different choices when seeking stability or seeking breakthroughs. Breakthrough means that risks and opportunities coexist, and seeking stability means that you stay in a safe area, at least there will be no losses.
Everyone has different personalities and pursues different things. It is hard to say which path is absolutely correct. But Yi Xin gradually realized that she didn't want to continue to stand still.
Her life can be said to be a safe area by her parents early, and she didn't have to worry about anything, just study hard. This route made her live a top student in the eyes of her peers and a role model in the eyes of her parents' mentors, but she never lived a real person. A person with joy and anger and independent goals.
Now, she is trying to get out of the safe area bit by bit. Maybe she will encounter many setbacks immediately, but this is the first time she dares to face the outside world. This process of being criticized by life and trying to overcome difficulties through her own efforts means growth?
After hearing what she said, Xie Shaochen was shocked and moved.
"Thank you...it always makes me see a more positive meaning in life."
When I was with her, even the clouds in my heart seemed to have briefly spread out a gap, and the warm sunlight shone on it.
"I... is not as good as you said..." Yi Xin buried her head shyly, saw the two sleeves hanging in front of her, and hurriedly promised: "By the way, I will go back to the dormitory to change clothes first, your coat... I will wash it and dry it, and then return it to you! Thank you for helping me today!"
Xie Shaochen originally wanted to say that it was just an old piece of clothing, so she didn't have to trouble her to wash it, but when she thought that she brought the clothes back, the two of them had the right chance to say a few words, so they nodded: "That's thank you for your hard work."
"Hey..." A hint of surprise flashed through Yi Xin's clear eyes: "What did you call me just now?"
"angel..." Thinking of his blurting out just now, Xie Shaochen stopped hiding it. He also hoped that this name would become his exclusive name for her, "Can I call you angel?"
angel, micro-time and space have the translation of the word. In ectopic language, it means "angel".
"Yes, yes...but I can't afford it, right?" Yi Xin's cheeks were faintly hot. This was the first time that someone had put her and "angel" side by side...
"You can afford it!" Xie Shaochen repeated seriously, "No one can afford it more than you!"
Because, you are really my angel.
...
When Yi Xin returned to the dormitory, Xu Wenwen had already come back first.
As soon as she saw her wet and embarrassed look, the loud-sounding girl started screaming again.
"Xinxin! Why did you do this? Are you doing well when you go out in the morning? Is someone bullying you on the crew? Tell me, I'll help you settle the score with them!"
"Wenwen, calm down first, it's okay..." Yi Xin quickly comforted this overly excited friend. At the same time, thinking of a good sister who was full of righteous indignation for the hurt she was suffering made her feel warm.
"Because I was going to shoot a rain scene today, I learned that this was the first time I knew that the rain scene was filmed like this. I was very curious and said I wanted to try it... As a result, because I had a lot of fun, I made it like this..."
Coincidentally, there was indeed a rainy scene where the male and female protagonists broke up today. Xu Wenwen had seen it on the crew schedule. Since Yi Xin said that, she did not hear any major loopholes. However, she still pointed at Yi Xin’s forehead and poked it hard.
"You said you are not stupid? You don't know how to hide when you see the water, so you take the initiative to come over? Okay, okay, I won't bother you anymore. Go and take a hot shower, change your clothes, and don't catch a cold again when you look back! If you don't have clothes, change my clothes first, go quickly!"
Tiansheng’s student dormitory is directly equipped with a separate shower room, which also allows students who are unwilling to go to the public bathhouse to have their own space.
After being almost pushed in by Xu Wenwen, Yi Xin couldn't help laughing.
In front of the mirror, she carefully observed herself for a while.
This was the first time she looked in the mirror so seriously.
Compared with her peers, she always feels that she is not a very beautiful girl. Especially with the aura of a student on her head. If someone finds her looking in the mirror, she is afraid that she will be criticized for being "narcissistic" and "who looks bad is not good, but she still looks at it." So even at home, she rarely looks in the mirror, for fear of being taught by her parents: "If you have time, don't you study quickly!"
Over time, "looking in the mirror" has become a taboo behavior in her subconscious mind. Even when taking a shower, she rarely goes to the mirror, let alone take selfies or take photos.
So, this may be the first time, she can put aside her concerns and look at herself objectively and know herself.
It was obviously his own face, but it looked a little unfamiliar.
However, I don’t know if it was an illusion or not, but from the time she decided to learn to be strong, she felt that her eyes had changed. The girl in the mirror was no longer the little sheep who used to be huddled behind others, she began to learn to be confident... although it was just a little bit.
In front of the mirror, she smiled bravely, and the girl in the mirror also smiled back.
Just stick to it like this... If you persist, you will definitely become a better and better person! Yi Xin thought about it this way and turned on the shower...
...
When she came out of the bathroom again, Yi Xin was wearing Xu Wenwen's flower cow pajamas, with a snow-white towel on her shoulders, and her long wet hair was draped down, emitting pure beauty to the extreme.
"Wenwen..." Yi Xin was wiping her hair and was about to speak when she saw a strange girl sitting by the bed. She couldn't help but be stunned, "Is this..."
"Oh, she is from the next class in our grade," Xu Wenwen introduced with a proud look on her face, "It's still my fan! I'm here to find me to sign!"
"It seems that I am already a star too! Do you want to set up another fan club tomorrow? Wow, kid, kid, kid, kid, kid, kid, when Xu Wenwen was excited, she would be as if no one was around, put her hands on her hips, and laughed to the sky.
"That's it..." Yi Xin smiled awkwardly, "Then, you guys chat, I'll go wash the clothes first."
There are many clothes to wash, in addition to a few of my wet clothes, the dirty clothes I changed a few days ago, and the clothes that Xie Shaochen lent to her.
She has not washed her own clothes as old as she has grown up. In order not to waste her study time, her mother never lets her do any housework. Now facing the water basin, she is starting to make trouble.
How much should I put washing powder? How many times should a piece of clothing be clean? Should I rinse it with clean water first, or pour the washing powder directly?
If you go out and ask Xu Wenwen, it will be too embarrassing. Just figure out your own way... Yi Xin took out the jade slip and searched "How to wash clothes" like a thief.
Following the steps online, Yi Xin struggled for a long time and finally washed a basin of clothes almost all. Faced with the fruits of her labor, she couldn't help but smile again.
Perhaps for others, washing clothes is just a simple little thing, but for yourself, it has taken a big step.
After coming out of the bathroom, the girl had already left, and Xu Wenwen was holding the jade slip and happily in the bed. She was probably chasing some funny dramas again.
"Wenwen, it's been several days, but there's still no news from the young master. Do you think I'd try to go to his house to find him?" Yi Xin tried to ask Xu Wenwen's opinion.
Although she felt that it would be best if she could break up silently like this. But after all, the two of them had been dating for so long. Whether they were reunited or separated, they seemed to have a good talk and give each other an explanation. Escape cannot solve the problem and will only complicate the problem. Moreover, she still owe him an explanation for the party and the wrong name.
"I'll talk about the matter of the young master later!" Unexpectedly, Xu Wenwen, who has always been a self-proclaimed as the young master's iron guard, now waved her hand carelessly, and then greeted Yi Xin, "Xinxin, come and see! Our makeup photos and some of the behind-the-scenes shots on the set have already been released! It's very beautiful! Micro-time and space have become popular!"
Yi Xin also sat over curiously. This was released by the official micro-film account of the Two Lakes Chamber of Commerce. It is a hodgepodge, with detailed photos of the actors and short videos of the shooting scene. In addition to her, the fourth female character who has not yet made her turn to the scene, several key characters, the male protagonist, the female protagonist, the second female protagonist, and the third female. They all have scenes in the behind-the-scenes.
These things outside the play have always been very interesting to netizens. First, they can let them see the actors more realistically; second, they can also let the public get close to the mysterious shooting scene. Therefore, once released, they were quickly reprinted by major marketing accounts, which was very popular.
"Ah, how can I be so beautiful!" Xu Wenwen looked at her short video over and over again, "I am so beautiful that I am so foul. I am so beautiful that I am so naturally beautiful and I can't give up on myself-"
"..." Yi Xin could only laugh dryly. Why didn't she notice that Xu Wenwen had such a narcissistic side before...?
"Okay, I'll forward it first," Xu Wenwen was still shouting, "Xinxin, please help me forward it too! If you don't forward it, you won't tell you, I'll tell you! Ah, I'll also go to the class group and the college group to call on more people to forward it!"
Yi Xin obediently opened Xu Wenwen's homepage and saw that she forwarded the news, she also helped her forward it.
Looking at those photos and short videos, the person she paid the most attention to was Rong Xiao. No matter at any shooting angle, his face seemed to be in all directions without blind spots, always so handsome and charming.
That person, so close and so far... Yi Xin couldn't help but raise his hand and gently stroked the exquisite face she had been thinking about day and night through the screen. Perhaps only when facing the cold photos could she get close to him like this...
I don’t know how long it took, but the Jade Shop’s special reminder made her come back to her senses. Yi Xin adjusted to the message interface and was shocked.
Young Master, he actually liked the update he just now!
But, he just liked it but said nothing.
"Wenwen..." Yi Xin pulled Xu Wenwen's sleeve in panic, "Young Master gave me a thumbs up, but he still didn't reply to the communication. Then... are he still angry with me?"
Rong Xiao also forwarded that news, but he forwarded it directly from the official account to promote his new drama. But Yi Xin was worried whether the young master thought he was forwarding it for Rong Xiao... After all, compared to the third female lead Xu Wenwen, this news is indeed Rong Xiao and Shen Antong-
"Oh, I'll tell you, don't take everything to yourself!" Xu Wenwen rolled her eyes, "Young Master likes it, he is supporting me, okay? Maybe he is thinking, if he had discovered such a beautiful me earlier, his girlfriend would have to change... Haha, just kidding!"
Chapter completed!