"Everyone was watching her jokes. She had no face left in the class, nor in the world anymore, so she ran to the top of the teaching building and planned to end her life."

"Then... what happened later?" Even though he knew that Song Panlei must be safe in the end, Yi Xin subconsciously said with concern when he first heard such a tragic scene.

"Later, I arrived in time and persuaded her from the rooftop." Jing Chuzhuo's tone was calm, "I told her, I'll ask you something, do you think you are wrong in this matter or are they wrong? She cried for a long time before answering me that she was not wrong."

"Yes, her appearance is not something she can choose, and her secret is not something she wants to be exposed. She did nothing wrong from beginning to end. I just said, since that's the case, it's someone else who does the wrong thing, why is it you who seek death? Why do you pay the price for their mistakes?"

"When she finally agreed to come down with me, I took her to the office and chatted with her for a long time. Most of the time I was talking, she kept crying. I told her that crying cannot solve the problem, and you should cheer up and fight back bravely against those who hurt you."

"As a result, you saw that she still looked like she was half-dead just now." Jing Chuzhu shook his head helplessly, "The mentor hopes that when you have time, you can go and see her. You are all peers and girls, so it should be easier to talk about it together."

Yi Xin knew that Jing Chuzhuo's statement was not exaggerated. Take herself as an example. She was once an alien who was excluded by the group and was deeply harmed by her. I remember Xu Wenwen also said that when she was a child, she was older than her peers because she developed early, and was ridiculed by bad boys. However, she was more tough and beaten back, so her growth was not affected.

But for people like Yi Xin and Song Panlei who are somewhat introverted and depressed in their own personalities, they dare not vent or fight back, and they can only bury all the harm in their hearts. Over time, they will become more and more inferior. If they are not properly guided, this shadow of comprehensive self-negation will even accompany them throughout their lives.

Because of similar experiences, Yi Xin does not despise this teenage malice like some mentors and parents, thinking that "it's just children's jokes, don't be too pretentious." In fact, whether they are intentional or unintentional, the harm has been caused. Perhaps, only those who have experienced the exclusion personally will understand.

"I understand, I will go and see her." Yi Xin nodded slightly. Compared to her, she was still lucky. At least she had received some kind-hearted help, which drove her out of the quagmire of despair. Therefore, she also hoped to continue this kindness and help another girl get back her sunshine and confidence.

"But... I still have one more question." Before leaving the office, Yi Xin thought about it and then finally asked, "Teacher, I admire your persistence very much, but why did you choose me to convey your philosophy? After all, I am neither a perpetrator nor a victim of campus B-force..."

Yes, compared with Senior Sister Song Panlei, what I have experienced is indeed not considered a real campus B.

"Who knows," Jing Chuzhuo still maintained his posture of leaning on the back of the chair, and a seemingly mocking curve was pulled up at the corner of his mouth, "Maybe it just happened to be your favorite."

Jing Chuzhuo is always like this, and he is always reluctant to make the words clear. He couldn't get the answer from him, and Yi Xin didn't want to stay any longer. He bowed slightly and hurriedly left the office where the air-conditioned air conditioning was always too large.

It’s already this time, Dai Hang must have gone to work, and he can’t contact him for the time being. Why not go and see senior sister Song Panlei first, her side... After all, life is a matter of life, and no one knows whether she will be unable to think about it again.

During the lunch break, Yi Xin came to Class 2, Grade 3, and asked a classmate sitting at the window to ask her to call Song Panlei for her.

Maybe now I am among the beautiful girls on campus. The girl sitting at the window smiled friendly at her and asked her to wait. Then she yelled at a corner of the classroom: "Fat pig! Fat pig! Someone is looking for it!"

It was a completely insulting title. How much harm would it cause to the person involved be called out so loudly in the classroom? Even if Yi Xin just watched, his heart felt a crunch.

At this time, through the window and following the eyes of other classmates, she also saw Song Panlei.

Before, she had been lying on the table, not knowing whether she was sleeping or crying. When someone shouted like this, she looked up at the window in a confused way, then slowly stood up and walked out of the classroom step by step.

The back door of the classroom in Class 2, Grade 3, is not open. Song Panlee sat in the last row and had to walk through the front door to go out. Because the distance between the two rows of desks is relatively narrow, her tall and fat figure is like an active hill. When she moves forward, she will always accidentally encounter other people's desks. Every time, the desk owner will be greeted with disgust.

Previously in the office, Song Panlei buried her face in her sleeves throughout the whole process. It was just through the window, and it was far away, so it was not until Song Panlei walked out of the classroom that the two of them faced each other that Yi Xin could really see her appearance clearly.

What should I say? Her face and facial features really bring together all the elements that are "not good-looking". Big cake face, sparse eyebrows, small eyes, single eyelids, swollen eyes, and very wide distance between eyes, making her eyes dull and dull. Her face was full of freckles, garlic nose, thick lips, and big buck teeth, and her chin was short and shrunk. Even from the front, she could clearly see her mouth protruding outward.

This is summer. When other girls are eager to "expose the better", only she is still wearing a long-sleeved uniform for spring and autumn. The sleeve tube is pulled low and her hands are completely huddled into the sleeves; the neck zipper is pulled high, and it is pulled to her chin, completely covering her neck, and her trouser legs also cover her ankles, wrapping her whole body tightly.

Yi Xin could see that this clearly showed the "self-protection" outfit, which reflected her disgust for herself. She felt that she was embarrassed, and every inch of her skin was embarrassing, so she tried hard to hide herself with clothes. If she could wear a mask to go to school, Yi Xin believed that she would do it without hesitation.

"Hello...senior sister." Yi Xin knew that such a person with inferiority would definitely not be willing to be stared at by others, so she quickly withdrew her gaze and gave a simple self-introduction.

"Senior sister, please believe me, I have no malicious intentions. Actually... I can especially understand your feelings because I have had similar experiences myself."

In order to get close to Song Panleila, Yi Xin also briefly told her story. Song Panleil never spoke and did not meet her eyes. After looking at each other for the first time, she buried her head, as if she was being taught by a teacher, with a blank expression on her face and dejected, but occasionally muttering a few dull "um" sounds from her throat.

"Senior sister, I know you must be very sad now, and it would be the same if it were me." Yi Xin is not very good at comforting people, and she doesn't know if what she said now will hurt her self-esteem. She can only try to be cautious and cautious.

"Well... If you have any grievances, you can vent your anger with me. When we are sad, we usually want to find someone who is willing to listen to us. It will be much more comfortable to vent. Just treat me as a tree hole and vent with me. It doesn't matter."

Song Panlei seemed to be moved by her. She stared at her toes, and her toes separated to the outside and quickly closed. The sleeves were trembling slightly, and it was obvious that her hands huddled inside were also tugging repeatedly. However, she still didn't speak.

Yi Xin was thinking quickly whether she should say something to calm her heart, but a third-grade boy happened to walk by her side. When he saw Yi Xin's eyes lit up and he took the initiative to come up.

"Hey, are you from the lower grade, first grade or second grade? I'm familiar with these third grade beauties, and I've never seen you!"

While chatting with Yi Xin, he glanced at Song Panlei next to him with disgust, his face full of disgust as he said, "It's so ugly and still stands here annoying."

"School sister, can you see if you can exchange contact information?" Immediately afterwards, the boy put on the most handsome expression and smiled at Yi Xin attentively.

"This..." Yi Xin also saw how he treated Song Panlei. If she had a bad appearance, she believed that his attitude would be the same. She really had no good feelings for such a boy who completely judged people by his appearance, but her personality never shook her face too much. After hesitating for a moment, she just shook her head politely, "I'd better not want it, sorry."

The boy was not angry at all. In his opinion, the beauty certainly had the right to refuse. But he still enthusiastically added: "The junior girl often comes to the third grade to visit in the future!"

The boy whistled and left. I don’t know if he was stimulated by him, but Song Panlei finally spoke.

"Can you change a place?"

She spoke with a heavy nasal sound, which sounded very stuffy, vague, and muffled, and always seemed to have a crying voice. It was because of her inferiority, and she didn't dare to really make the sound. The more she was like this, the more she hated her voice, and the less she was willing to speak.

"Change a place? Where to change?" Yi Xin was a little confused, but seeing that she had no intention of explaining in detail, the people coming and going in the corridor were indeed not suitable for talking. She nodded without thinking too much, "Okay, then I will go with you wherever you want to go."

Song Panlei didn't say anything and began to lead the way. As soon as she took the first step, she saw that Yi Xin did not follow immediately, so she stopped leaving. It was not until Yi Xin understood what she meant and followed her right away that Song Panlei continued to keep her pace and walked forward slowly.

She walked very carefully and kept standing side by side with Yi Xin at all times. She was afraid that once she walked ahead, she would see her overly generous back.

The place where Song Panlei took Yi Xin to was actually a computer room.

There was no one in the computer room at noon, but because there were classes in the afternoon, the door was not locked. Song Panlei closed the door after Yi Xin came in, walked to the corner of the farthest window from the door, sat down without saying a word and turned on the computer.

The senior sister brought her here just because she wanted to use a computer... Yi Xin couldn't figure out Song Panlei's intentions, and could only stand beside her and wait for her subsequent actions.

Song Panlei's operation was very quick. He opened the micro-time and space interface from the web page before turning around and saying something to Yi Xin.

Her voice was very vague. After repeating it several times, Yi Xin heard clearly what she said: "Add a friend."

"Oh... OK." At least this means that she is willing to treat herself as a friend? Yi Xin thought of this and searched according to the account displayed on the web page and sent her a friend application.

Song Panlei's online name is "Half Soul's Incomplete Light and Shadow", which is very decadent. The homepage is a pink background and special effects are set. Many little rabbits will drop at a constant speed on the page, and the avatar is a white cartoon cat. It is indeed as Jing Chuzhuo said, she also has a girlish side. If you only look at the homepage, you might think that this is a very cute little girl.

After the two sides had sex with each other, Song Panlei pointed to the seat at the end: "Can you sit there?"

That was the farthest position from her. Although Yi Xin was puzzled, she still sat down as she asked.

From afar, she could see Song Panlei starting to typing on the keyboard. She typing on the keyboard was very fast, and only a crackling sound could be heard in the classroom.

Not long after, Yi Xin's jade slip sounded "ding" and Weishi and Space received a new message. When she opened it, she saw that it was sent to her by "half of the soul's incomplete light and shadow".

"I have a lot of things to say, but I can't say it directly to you when I'm in person, so I'll type it for you."

"I also know what you want to say. You just want to persuade me. I am not that ugly, so I still have to be confident. I am not worse than others."

"I have heard such words too much. You really just stand and speak without a headache. People like you who are born good-looking will not understand it at all. How can you become confident immediately if you say you are confident because of your appearance!"

"I know the most about what kind of virtue I am! I disgusted myself! I want to vomit when I see the mirror! Even if we are really confident, we will be laughed at by others. People will say that you are so ugly and think you are very good-looking. No matter how confident you are, it will be a piece of garbage."

When chatting online, she was completely different from her timid look in reality, and she became sharp-tongued. Yi Xin finally understood why she had to type and talk to herself.

These are her true thoughts, but she, who lived too much, could not even say a sharp word. When she comforted her, she nodded honestly in reality, but her heart might be sneering wildly.

Perhaps it was not the people she hated who hurt and teased her.

She always regarded her as her enemy.
Chapter completed!