Song Panlei was a little distressed.

Yesterday, under Yi Xin's introduction, she and Xie Shaochen added friends, but when she got home in the evening and wanted to say hello to him, she found that he had deleted himself.

There are fewer personal things in the friend list from time to time. In fact, she has long been used to it. It is obvious that the other party hates her, so she no longer makes herself bored. But this time, maybe because the other party is Yi Xin's friend, she feels a sense of intimacy and courage has become much bigger. I thought that they were playing together yesterday, chatting together, and getting along well, but he has no reason to delete himself...

Although there were some things similar to the boys in his class in his eyes vaguely appeared in his eyes, out of his favorable feelings for him and trust in Yi Xin, all these shadows were selected by her.

She always believed that he was Xinxin's friend, and he should be someone similar to Xinxin, and he would not be much worse.

After the second school, when they ran together again, Song Panlei lay down next to Yi Xin's ear. I think you are running very fast now, but I always drag you down slowly and make you accommodate my speed. I'm sorry. So you can run as you are used to, and we two will jog slowly behind.

Her verbal expression skills are still quite lacking, and she is always oblivious. Yi Xin finally understood it. In fact, she just wants to run far ahead and she can be alone with Xie Shaochen in the back.

The senior sister can...well, she is more bold in pursuing her happiness, and Yi Xin is still very kind to her. It would be better if the two of them could get along well, and it would be worth worrying about them for so long last night.

"Senior sister, I think you are going to abandon me-" Yi Xin quietly threw a gossipy look at her and deliberately made her joke.

However, at this time, it was Xie Shaochen who really felt abandoned.

What's going on? Angel ran in front alone, leaving me and the pig behind?...Is it still time for me to buy a mask now?

Song Panlei ran beside him, smiling and radiant, and she mustered up the courage to talk to him again.

"Have you... seen mine? I specially laid a foreshadowing yesterday and I will soon write about your appearance!"

Whatever you are afraid of, Xie Shaochen quickly refused: "Don't, don't write me in, I'm thanking you!" Is this guy secretly in love with him or what the hell?

Maybe she was quite polite. Song Panlei only thought he was joking with her, so she had been brewing for a while and asked questions she was more concerned about:

"By the way, I looked at the friend list and found out, why did you delete me... I sent you a friend verification again, have you seen it?"

"...Okay, I'll take a look later." Xie Shaochen casually said perfunctorily and interrupted hurriedly: "If you are running, concentrate on running. Don't talk so much, the more you talk, the less you can't run."

When Song Panlei was grateful for his "care", he didn't know his inner thoughts: "Why didn't you think you're deleting it? I'm so embarrassed to ask me. If you look like that, I'll leave you in the friend list. Should I keep it embarrassing or disgusting myself?"

He was full of thought to finish these laps as soon as possible and quickly separated from her. As a result, Song Panlei suddenly stopped halfway and bent down. He didn't know what he was busy with. With her figure, she looked like a half-arched mountain.

Xie Shaochen also stopped and urged impatiently: "What's wrong with you?"

Song Panlei bent over and didn't see his expression. He just replied in a depressing manner: "The shoelaces are loose... tie the shoelaces."

Xie Shaochen looked up and saw Yi Xin running through most of the playground, but they were still here to stand still, and they were even more impatient: "What have you done long ago... Can't you run and tie it?"

Song Panlei was amused, raised her head and smiled at him, "You can tie one to me while running!"

Xie Shaochen was stunned. Thinking that this was indeed a bit difficult, he couldn't help laughing for a moment. But when he saw that she looked like that... he suddenly felt that even the joke became unfunny.

Finally, she dragged her to run the laps, and the three of them sat on the side of the basketball court like yesterday. Yi Xin helped Song Panlei explain the wrong questions, and Xie Shaochen played the jade slip by himself. After most of the paper was finished, Yi Xin received a message.

"Sorry, our class teacher asked me to go up now, and asked me to help organize something. It will probably take some time. Why don't you... let's get here now, don't you have to wait for me when you go back first?"

Xie Shaochen answered first: "It's okay, we are not in a hurry anyway. You go and do not worry, we will wait for you."

Hearing his example, Song Panlei immediately agreed, "Yeah, go up."

Looking at the senior sister's expression... I seemed to be eager to go up quickly, Yi Xin couldn't laugh or cry, and she emphasized color over friend.

"By the way, you haven't eaten anything at this point, so you will definitely be hungry in a while, right?" Xie Shaochen then offered, "In this way, I'll go to the nearby area to buy some food first, and you can eat it directly when you get down."

Yi Xin was grateful for his thoughtful thinking about himself. After thanking him, he went upstairs first.

Song Panlei originally proposed that the two of them could go to buy food together, but Xie Shaochen refused and asked her to stay here and wait. Song Panlei also thought that he was taking care of herself like Xinxin, and was afraid that she would be tired after walking a few more steps. She couldn't help but smile sweetly when she thought about it. She was so gentlemanly.

Only, it is always better to be more beautiful than reality.

Xie Shaochen bought some food in a fast food restaurant and soon came back with a bag. Song Panlei's eyes lit up and he took the initiative to meet him, his face full of joy: "What delicious food have you bought?"

She still didn't learn to speak correctly, and she still had a strong nasal sound when she spoke. Even if she was laughing, it sounded like she was crying.

Xie Shaochen's eyes turned dark, and he seemed to see a ball rolling towards him... It was probably a psychological effect. At this moment, he felt that everyone on the playground seemed to be staring at him, and their eyes were full of surprise and teasing, and he joked that he actually chose such a "girlfriend".

What a fuck... Xie Shaochen almost got crazy by his own imagination. He wanted to hold the loudspeaker and shout it to everyone. My vision is normal! I have nothing to do with her!

It was this strong sense of shame that made him even more disgusted with Song Panlei. Now that Xinxin is not here, he doesn't have to worry about so much. He slapped her hard on the hand that came to pick up the bag, and said angrily: "It's not for you, what are you taking? I'm so fat that I'm so disgusting and I'm just thinking about eating."

Song Panlei was stunned, and her enthusiasm was extinguished by this cold word in an instant. She stared at him with tears slowly rising in her eyes, and even thought she had heard the wrong words.

"What do you think of me?" The ugly woman's grievance not only failed to attract sympathy, but also deepened Xie Shaochen's disgust. "Look at yourself more! You don't know what you are?" As he said, he stuck out his hand and twisted her fat skin hard.

Although Song Panlei still has long clothes and trousers, he at least no longer wears the thick spring and autumn school uniform. Yi Xin took her to choose a thin long-sleeved shirt, which makes it easier to wear and move, and does not have to be so hot. It is because the shirt is thin and close to the body, even if it is touched by someone through the clothes, it is very realistic.

When she first changed into this new outfit, Song Panlei was a little uncomfortable. She was so concerned about her figure. When the clothes were twitched, wouldn’t it be seen more clearly? Yi Xin was convinced that she had taken this step. However, now she was not only seen by others, but also by others... She was completely confused.

Xie Shaochen also had a moment of excitement. It was originally just a simple act of shame, but it made him realize... this feeling was surprisingly good? If you don't look at her face...

He had been using Momo to make her in his mind for thousands of times, but he had never really touched the girl's body. Which of the girls in the company and on the street could make him m? He had arrested him as a reporter? It was too expensive to go to Q Building, so he was not willing to spend this money. This was the first time, a girl could make him "do whatever he wanted" and didn't have the courage to resist...

The sudden surge of rushing d asked him to do it again, twisting a few handfuls on her abdomen and arms. After getting up and down, he was satisfied, and kicked her in the corner of her leg and told her: "Stay there."

...

Yi Xin came down about half an hour later.

At that time, Song Panlei sat depressedly on the steps, as if she had returned to the initial period of introvertedness. When Xie Shaochen saw Yi Xin, he greeted her enthusiastically and asked her: "Are you done with all your work?"

Yi Xin nodded: "Well... haven't you eaten yet?"

Xie Shaochen smiled and said, "No, aren't you waiting for you? Come and sit down."

He was very attentive and supported Yi Xin all the way, just like she was a person who could not walk. As soon as they sat down, Song Panlei moved away, stood not far in front of the two, lowered her head, and said nothing.

Now the previous scene was constantly replaying in her mind. She felt embarrassed, painful, and indignant. Her favor for him had been extinguished and she never wanted to see him again.

She was now watching this person who had been so cruel and grinding herself, but she was very gentle to Yi Xin. He helped her take out the food from the bag, put it on the side in different categories, and handed her a napkin when it was oily on her hands. She thanked him softly, and there was real relief in his eyes...

In fact, this is a very ordinary treatment for a normal girl, but at this moment, in Song Panlei's eyes, it stimulated her to be sad and angry.

After all, Xinxin is still a human being, I am not a human being. Nothing has changed, and nothing can be changed. As long as I still hold this face, I will never be able to live a normal life!

"Senior sister, don't you come here to eat together?" Yi Xin took the initiative to care about Song Panlei standing beside him.

Xie Shaochen also turned his sights. He looked like a good person who cared about his diet... as if nothing had happened just now!

He was so embarrassed that Song Panlei despised her body to death, and how could she have the appetite to eat. She resisted the grievances that turned over in her heart and shook her head: "No, I won't eat it tonight."

Maybe it's because she doesn't have any expressions in normal times, and she always seems to be crying when she speaks normally, and there is no obvious abnormality.

Xie Shaochen smiled at Yi Xin naturally and explained: "Look, we should not force ourselves. If you have any extras, you can take them back as a midnight snack."

There are also many girls in Yi Xin's class who don't eat dinner to lose weight, and she doesn't think there is anything strange about this. Maybe the senior sister really wants to use exercise and diet to make herself lose weight faster.

"Then won't you take some back for a midnight snack?" Yi Xin thought so, and asked Xie Shaochen again.

Xie Shaochen was very happy that she could think of herself: "Oh no, I usually have nothing to do at night, I go to bed very early. Every time you work so hard to study, you should make up for it."

"Um... OK, then." Yi Xin agreed, "How much does this cost? I'll give you the money."

Xie Shaochen was very happy once: "No, they are all friends. Don't calculate this little money so clearly with me. I'll treat you."

It seems that it is not appropriate to eat a little, but Yi Xin doesn't want to owe anyone for nothing. She accepted this meal, but she asked: "Then I'll invite you another meal next time I have the chance. Senior sister comes together?"

"It's okay and school." Xie Shaochen agreed without even looking at Song Panlei, "I know that there is a new self-service barbecue restaurant on the corner across the road. It's quite convenient, and the average person is only 100. Let's go together if you have the chance."

Listening to their communication, Song Panlei's heart became colder and colder. She felt that she was always an outsider in front of them. His "together" did not include herself.

I didn’t even deserve to eat dinner, but I fed Yi Xin with supper for dinner and supper... A person who abused himself to such a thing is so good to another girl. Everyone is obviously the same person... Why! Why! The more you treat her kindly, the more you cherish her, the more I want to see her unlucky! I also want her to truly experience my pain!

When this thought came out of his mind, even Song Panlei herself was shocked by the viciousness she had never experienced before.

No...I shouldn't think so... He is him, what he has done has nothing to do with Xinxin. Xinxin has always been very good to me...

Song Panlei kept reminding herself in this way, wanting to dispel the evil thoughts in her heart. But from this moment on, her feelings for Yi Xin finally had some subtle changes.

In the past, she envied her very much, and she felt that she was the perfect girl she wanted to live as. Yes, she was on the same side and on the same side, and she admitted that if she was a boy, she would definitely be willing to be nice to her.

If she had been floating up and lived a life that was different from herself, she would not have been so jealous of her. But it was because she had been friends with her and was so close to her that she had briefly thought that she could really live like her...

Therefore, when the gap between them in their lives was first revealed to them, the simple envy that was gradually distorted into jealousy and resentment.

Where are people, the ones who like to compare the most are always the people around you.

What people cannot forgive the most is that the people around you live better than themselves.
Chapter completed!