Chapter 1012
Zhu Lihua would be jealous if I were like Liu Zhihui, but if I were like Julihua, would Liu Zhihui be jealous if I were like Julihua?
I said to Liu Zhihui: "Many people like me? Then will you be jealous?"
Liu Zhihui asked me: "What do you think?"
I said, "I don't know, I don't understand people's inner thoughts as easily as you."
Liu Zhihui said: "Will you be happy if someone understands your heart?"
I said, "I'm not happy, but now I'm happy, you understand me, you understand me, you see my inner world, you know what I pursue and what I long for, so you will satisfy me. I like it very much."
Liu Zhihui asked: "What do you think is worthy of your liking?"
I said, "Maybe, these things about you, including beauty and personality, are what I long for the most. You are very independent, self-respecting and self-love, and have strong willpower and calmness that makes me fascinated."
Liu Zhihui said: "If I were pretending, I did this on purpose to please you, so I controlled you and used it for my own purposes."
I lowered my head, thought for a while, and said, "Then I can't do anything, I'd rather use it for you."
After saying that, I looked at her unhappy and said, "Are you really just using me? Are you happy to me and what you show to me?"
Liu Zhihui said: "Can you feel whether a woman likes you or not?"
I said, "I'm also stupid sometimes, especially when facing the women I like. Like others, I may feel it, haha, but I feel that many of these things are wrong. In the past, I thought girls looked at me twice and thought they were self-indulgent and thought she liked me, but they were basically illusions."
Liu Zhihui said: "Okay."
I said, "You haven't answered me yet. Are you using me?"
Liu Zhihui said: "You think I am using you, I am using you. If you think it is not, it is not."
She was not sure or deny.
This made me depressed: "Is that right or not?"
Liu Zhihui said: "I said no, you will still doubt it. If I said yes, you will also doubt it."
I think so. If she said she was not using me, I would still doubt it. If she said she was using me, I still didn't want to believe that she was using me.
I said, "Do you think I'm actually very naive?"
Liu Zhihui said: "People have a childish and mature side. Some aspects are naive and some aspects are mature."
I asked, "Then do you think my feelings for you are childish or mature."
Liu Zhihui said: "These are not important. In relationships, personality is second, as long as they like each other."
I said, "Well, this is, if you don't like me, I'm so mature that I'm more mature than the godfather, it's useless."
Liu Zhihui said: "You seem to be thinking of going all the way to the dark, and I."
I said, "Yes, I really want to go all the way to the darkness and you."
Liu Zhihui supported her hands on her knees, held her face, and looked very young. She asked me, "Have you ever thought about it? There are so many girls around you who like you. If you don't want them, are you hurting them?"
I said, "Will it hurt even more when you are with someone you don't love? And it's a lifetime of harm. Maybe you'll break up with a child, not, but divorce again. This is a huge harm. This is true for both families!"
Liu Zhihui asked me: "For you, what is love? Is it beautiful? Sexy? A man's sex and love are basically confused."
It’s rare that she had the interest to talk to me about this today. OK, so let’s talk.
I said: "How can I say this from a psychological perspective?"
Liu Zhihui said: "This is not psychology, nor is it within the scope of psychology. It refers to the same aspects of thoughts, cognition and life interests, values, etc.."
I said, "Yes, I will not choose to stay with her forever, that will hurt people, and that will be the real harm."
Liu Zhihui asked: "Will you have that kind of thing happen to her without a common language?"
I thought of Li Yangyang, Xiao Zhu, and other things once, do I like it, do I love it, do I have a common language, no. But it still happened to me.
Liu Zhihui understood me and said, "You can, and there are a lot of them."
I said, "Yes. I think everyone is not a child. They have those needs. They have, and I have, and many of them are because of their own requirements. I will not force others with a tough attitude. If I have needs, she has needs. I will not resist a girl with physical and mental health."
Liu Zhihui nodded and said, "You said it was all because of their own requests, but why do you want to be tough on me?"
I said, "Yes, for you, I really want to win you no matter what method I use. Because I think you are the most suitable for my fate, no one else."
Liu Zhihui asked: "What if I think you are not suitable for me?"
I looked at her, and then my expression turned depressed: "Then, I have no choice but to be unrequited."
Liu Zhihui stared at me.
I said, "You know, unrequited love is painful."
Liu Zhihui said: "I can see through your heart, but you can't see through me. You think I'm so good because you haven't gotten along with me yet. If you get along with me, you will find that I'm so bad."
I said, "Everyone has bad luck, let each other be accommodated."
Liu Zhihui asked: "Can't you accommodate it?"
I said, "That's it."
Liu Zhihui asked: "Are you not accommodating? Just give up so easily?"
I said, "What else can I do?"
Liu Zhihui said: "Just give up on me?"
I said, "No, haha, you, I'm reluctant to give up."
My bracelet went over and hugged her waist. She smiled at me, "Oh my god, I'm like I've gone to the sky."
I asked, "Will you really like me? I am so, so unworthy of you."
She is my goddess. How happy it is to be able to hold the goddess. She kissed me by herself, but her own eyes were blurred first.
After kissing, she said, "I am just an ordinary girl, what can I not be worthy of? I am just a prisoner. You are a prison staff member, so I cannot be worthy of you."
I said, "Really, you are the goddess in my heart, high above."
She said: "I'm the same as an ordinary girl."
I said, "You want me to see you as an ordinary girl, but I can't do it. Moreover, you are different from them. You can control too much of your own needs and control yourself, that is a god-level figure."
She said: "Do you think you are not on the same level as me?"
I said, "Yes, in fact, people in society have different levels of different levels, and you know that. And people at different levels cannot communicate."
Liu Zhihui said: "Do you know what kind of man I think is excellent?"
I said, "You don't need any so-called money and power, you may not need other people's appearance. What you may need is something you can resonate with in your heart, that's very difficult. So if you have money, power and appearance, you won't think you are excellent. Are you talented? Is it excellent?"
Liu Zhihui said: "Is it better to be talented?"
I said, "That's character?"
Liu Zhihui said: "A person should be truly excellent if his character is excellent enough."
I said, "Haha, it is easy to say but difficult to do."
Liu Zhihui said: "This is character, and you don't need to do it. Whatever you do is it. Filial piety means filial piety, unfilial piety means unfilial, loyalty means loyalty, and disloyalty means disloyalty. If a person's character is not good, even if he is the person he loves the most, if others give him enough money and rights, he will betray the person he loves the most."
I said, "I, my character is not very good."
Liu Zhihui said: "You have a good character. You have something you stick to, a concept of right and wrong, and a bottom line. You will be grateful."
I said, "What you said makes me ashamed. In fact, I often do bad things like stealing."
Liu Zhihui said: "For example?"
I said, "I don't know how to say it either. But to be honest, good character is good, but it's useless if you don't have money or anything else. My family doesn't have money to treat you even if you are sick. The most important thing is that I think the gap between me and you is very big. The life you lived in the past must be rich and frugal, and I can't afford it."
Liu Zhihui said a little disappointed: "We've talked too far, let's go out first and then talk about these."
Yes, go out first, but how to go out.
Her lost expression was like a bullet, piercing my heart and making me feel uncomfortable.
Moreover, she is so strong that she will be lost. She is so powerful that she can even reach this point. She is so helpless, desperate and helpless, and the pain of wanting to take revenge but not being able to avenge her. I can't help her.
Loving someone requires a lot of capital. What is this? It can only be regarded as a fantasy of daydreaming every day, because I am a weak, incompetent weak person.
Liu Zhihui said: "It is difficult, dangerous to help me, and you may even lose your life. You have to think carefully. I don't think I am worth your risk for me."
I said, "Stop saying this, okay, if you say it or not, I will go all the way to the dark."
She giggled.
I said, "You look so good when you smile."
She said: "It's so stupid, serious, cute."
She snuggled in my arms, and just like that, we did nothing, but I was already satisfied.
Time slipped past unknowingly until they came outside to knock on the door, reminding me that an hour and a half had passed.
They also gave me enough face and left me with half an hour extra.
Chapter completed!