Chapter 1085
I haven't gone to find Li Shanna yet, but Li Shanna looked for me first.
She sent someone to inform me to go to her place.
I had nothing to do, so I passed.
I felt thumping in my heart, thinking if something would happen.
After going to her place, I went upstairs, went in, sat down, and she brought me tea and water, just like usual.
If Li Shanna could go out one day like Xue Mingmei, would she still like me? If I go to find her, it would probably be her servant who poured me water and served tea.
I said, "Thank you, what are you asking me for?"
Li Shanna looked at the sun outside and said, "The weather is quite hot."
I said, "Yes, it's really too hot, it's so hot that I've been so hot these two days."
Li Shanna said: "Well, it's not good to be too hot, it's uncomfortable."
I said, "Didn't you rehearse today?"
Li Shanna said: "Go to rest today."
I drank tea and asked, "What are you asking me for?"
Li Shanna said to me: "I asked my friend outside to give you 80,000 yuan. Thank you for your care and help."
I said, "Don't be so polite. I'm embarrassed to be so polite. It's all a slight effort."
Li Shanna said: "You accept it. If you don't accept it, I'm embarrassed to ask you to help me."
I said, "Do it? What to do."
Li Shanna said: "I want to trouble you one more thing."
I said, "Tell me."
Li Shanna said: "Today is my birthday."
I was stunned for a moment and said, "You, your birthday?"
Li Shanna said: "Yes. I want you to help me find a birthday cake and a candle. The cake is very small. You can have some food for me."
I said, "This is here?"
Li Shanna nodded.
I said, "Then I'll do it later."
I want cakes and candles, small cakes, and I can get some wine. But it’s quite dangerous. If I’m found out, I’ll be dealt with.
Be careful about this.
I asked Shen Yue and Lanfen to do it. Then, after get off work in the evening, when it was a little darker, I went over to Li Shanna's place and asked Lanfen and Shen Yue to watch below. If anyone came to check or did something happen, I would notify me, and then I immediately destroyed the cake and what I ate.
After going upstairs, I knocked on the door and put the cake, what I had eaten and what I drank on the table.
Li Shanna said to me happily: "Thank you."
I said, "You're welcome. Open up the packaged food, otherwise it won't be delicious when it gets cold."
Li Shanna opened the food and put it in a few plates of side dishes.
I opened the wine and said, "Drink some wine and come."
Pour down the wine glass and toast her: "Happy birthday."
Li Shanna said: "Thank you."
She toast to me.
Then, I said, "I want to give you a birthday gift, but it's inconvenient here, so I didn't give it. I'm so embarrassed."
Li Shanna said: "I am very happy to have you accompanied me and bring me so many things. I don't remember how many birthdays I have missed. This is the happiest birthday in my life."
I said, "Just be happy. Come and have a drink."
After drinking a few drinks, I asked, "Actually, I've always wanted to know why you came in here."
Li Shanna said: "It's very complicated, and I don't want to say it either."
I said, "I know it's complicated, and I know you don't want to say that the reason for coming in is different from each female prisoner, and it's hard to look back on."
Li Shanna said: "Then let me tell you something."
I said, "If you feel uncomfortable, you can ignore it, it doesn't matter."
Li Shanna said: "It's okay, say something."
I said, "Okay."
I've always wanted to know.
Li Shanna said: "Do you remember what I told you last time and what social events are like?"
I said, "I remember, did you offend others if you didn't go to social events?"
Li Shanna said: "No, it means that if you go to socializing here but don't go there, you will offend people."
I nodded and said, "That's it."
Li Shanna said: "I offended someone after I followed one person but didn't follow another."
I leaned forward and asked, "What did you follow one person but not another?"
Li Shanna said: "I am with a person I like, and I am not with another person who pursues me, and offend the one who pursues me."
I said, "Is this true? Did you get killed in because you offended someone?"
Li Shanna said: "It's not that simple, and I can't finish it in a few words. The person I like is in a high vocational and a high-ranking official. He has a family. During a performance, I met him. He is mature, steady, generous, wise, and elegant. There, under one person and above ten thousand people, all the advantages a man should have. He has all the things a man pursued when he was in his forties. I knew he had a family, but I still wanted to be with him. I knew it was immoral, but I couldn't control myself. He first resisted and refused. I looked for him many times, and he was soft-hearted, and later gradually, he got very close. All of this was pursued by another person who was also a very capable and capable man.
People, but this person has a bad mind and is not upright. I admit that he and I are not good people, but we will not be like that person. I was chased by him and he got the handle, including me being with him, and he himself was wrong, so he was beaten, and I was also beaten. He spreads the news that I was a high-ranking official lover and was investigated, and also spreads the news that I was a spy, I have too many secrets that high-ranking officials are shameful, and so on. He still doesn't think it's enough, so he beat me to death, and no one dares to invite me to perform. People I offended before and refuse social engagements began to investigate me, and he also instructed people to investigate me. There are too many things I can't say, and I keep coming here, and I don't know what mistakes I have made."
I looked at her, and I couldn't quite understand it myself. I said, "I heard it a little confused. Who are you with and who are you offended."
Li Shanna said: "The person I followed was a high-ranking official. The person I offended was a small official at first, but later he ruined the person I followed, became a high-ranking official, and then he messed with me. He offended people I shouldn't offend, and this is my end."
I said, "It's very difficult to be a human being,"
Li Shanna said: "There are more than this person I offended, but there are many more people, and there are many things, many things that I want to say but don't know how to say. I know too many things, and one of them can kill me because of social engagements."
I said, "That's serious."
Li Shanna said: "They didn't kill me, they were already open-minded. If I said everywhere, I'm afraid I'm no longer in the world. Killing a person, erasing it from the world, and disappearing silently, is very easy for them."
I said, "I understand this. Then, if you say this, you will be here for the rest of your life until you die."
Li Shanna's two lines shed tears: "I don't know."
I said, "Let's talk about other things that make you happy, don't talk about this."
Li Shanna said: "Okay."
I said, "I think there are really not many women like you who are worthy of it."
Li Shanna said: "Abandoning those halos outside, I am just an ordinary woman."
I said, "Can this thing be thrown away?"
Li Shanna said: "Yes."
She looked at my eyes, and I felt a little embarrassed when she looked at me.
I said, "Come on, cut the cake. I can't stay here for too long, worried that it will cause trouble."
Li Shanna said: "Okay. Can you dance with me before cutting the cake?"
I said, "Okay, yes. But I'm not very good at dancing."
Li Shanna said: "Did you forget the ballroom dance in the past?"
I said, "I think I'm really stupid and I forgot a little."
Li Shanna said, "I will teach you again."
After she finished speaking, she went to turn on the music, then walked over, grabbed my hand, and she began to teach me to dance.
Like that time, one of her hands was placed on my shoulders, and the other hand was holding my hand and holding her waist. Then she leaned over and leaned against me tightly. Such close contact made my heart beat faster. I looked at her face. At this time, she looked charming, not inferior to Black Mingzhu. Her height and body shape were also perfect. From here, the bulge on her chest was very conspicuous, and she had unique skills, could sing and dance, and was dazzling in the world. How could she not be the object of men's pursuit?
Even in ancient times, Li Shanna was definitely a beautiful woman with a beautiful beauty and a beautiful country.
But when it comes to beauty, it has gotten into trouble.
There are many examples of beauty suffering in history, and everyone knows that beauty is a disaster. But is beauty really a disaster? If it weren't for King Zhou, Emperor Ming of Tang and others who have problems, no matter how beautiful the beauty is, it would not end up with the destruction of the country. Beauty disasters describe women.
Many people always like beautiful women, and there are many people who fight for this, such as Chen Yuanyuan in the late Ming Dynasty.
There are also Fuchai who lost his country for the sake of beautiful women, Fuchai who lost his country for Xi Shi, and Yang Yuhuan's Xuanzong.
Beautiful women in history have also made contributions, such as the peace exchanged by Zhaojun. Although Diao Chan was a chess piece, he got rid of Dong Zhuo. The four beauties are mixed with good and bad for history. But most people only remember bad things, and people's thoughts are probably difficult to change. In Mr. Lu Xun, Mr. Lu's comment: I have never believed that Zhaojun went to the frontier to enter the Han Dynasty, and Mulan joined the army to protect the Sui Dynasty. I also did not believe that Daji's Yin, Xishi Zhawu, and Yang Fei disrupted the ancient sayings of Tang Gang. I thought that in a patriarchal society, women would never have such power. The responsibility for rise and fall must be said to men, but men have always put the crime of defeat on women. This is really a worthless and unpromising man.
However, as a woman, although she does her best to smile for the king, she does not hesitate to give up the world, just for a love, a favor, a love, and a truth, she cannot exchange for an alliance among the three lives, and she cannot wait for the lush pearl in front of the bridge, and she only sighs that the love is not yet over. When the heaven is about to be clear, she only knows that the emperor and princes can't even afford to snuggle with an ordinary snuggle. The fallen flowers are dancing in front of the wind, singing the peach garden. If there is a next life, will these beautiful women just want to marry an ordinary man, without the need for brocade siblings, just draw eyebrows for themselves for the rest of their lives, smile with their lips and teeth, and be arrogant in their eyes. The prosperity of the market is naturally locked outside the door. The world is quiet, and the human feelings are long.
Chapter completed!