The dean said: "Love someone, care, care, and jealous. You are only jealous and have very little concern and care. Since you don't love someone, are you kind-hearted child willing to deceive another kind-hearted child?"

The dean was advising me to let go and leave the grid.

I didn't say anything.

I definitely can't bear to bear it.

The dean said, "Do you know where she went?"

I shook my head.

The dean said, "I went out to drink with my sisters. Go to the cleaning bar to drink. I am very opposed to their drinking, but I asked them tonight. I also told Gezi that she would forget you well and let go of this relationship. Find someone who truly loves you and treats you well but does not let you get uncomfortable rewards. You are obviously not that person. Let her go, I beg you."

I raised my head and saw tears on the dean's face.

I dare not look at her.

I just felt heartbroken, too.

I said, "Okay, I'll let her go. I won't look for her again in the future. I wish her happiness."

I stood up.

My heart is cold, and it is cold to freezing point.

My mood is very complicated and I don’t know how to describe it. I am reluctant to let it go, but when I think of the pain of the grid, I don’t know what to do. If I don’t let go, the grid will only bring constant harm. It’s not just that I don’t love her enough. Because of my life like this, I will always bring harm to her.

My life circle cannot be without these women.

Black Mingzhu, Helanting, Xue Mingmei, Cai Jie, Xie Danyang, etc.

When I left and walked to the door, the dean suddenly came up from behind and stopped me: "Zhang Fan and wait!"

I was stunned for a moment and looked back at her.

I don’t know what else she wants to say, I said everything I should say just now.

I stood there in a daze.

After the dean came, he ran over and ran.

I asked, "What's wrong."

Probably something happened.

The dean said: "On the way back, they were stopped by the hooligans, those little hooligans!"

When I heard this, I was so angry that these gangsters couldn't cry without seeing the coffin! I've been beating several times and I'm still so brave.

I said, "Where is it."

The dean said, "In front of the small supermarket at the corner outside, why don't I call the police."

I said, "Go out and have a look first."

The two of us went out immediately.

Quickly walk to the small supermarket.

It was already late at night, and the small supermarket was still open. There were more than a dozen young people at the door surrounded by four girls, grids and the others.

I ran over immediately.

The plaid looked a little dizzy after drinking too much, and the other three girls also drank, but it seemed that nothing happened.

I held the grid, and the grid looked at me, and saw clearly that it was me, then narrowed my eyes and said, "Zhang Fan."

Then he hugged me, and fainted in my arms.

I looked at the dozen or so gangsters, and they were still the guys before, and I said, "What are you doing? What do you want to do!"

When they saw me, they didn't say anything, but they were all retreating one by one.

I said, "Do you want me to send you away?"

They turned their heads and left in shame.

The dean came over and immediately pulled a few girls back.

I held the grid back to the yard.

After helping her to her room and covering her with a quilt, she held my hand tightly and refused to leave.

The dean went to bring the juice and milk, saying that he wanted me to drink it for the lattice, and asked me to take care of the lattice first.

Then the dean looked, sighed, and said, "It's a sin."

Then she went out and closed the door.

After the door was closed, I couldn't get in from outside.

The grid was dizzy, and I asked, "Do you want to vomit?"

She shook her head and said, "I've vomited."

I said, "Okay, some juice or milk."

She said, "Drink water."

I helped her sit up, and then, she took the pure water and drank half a bottle.

Then, he looked at me pitifully, hugged my neck with both hands, and gently pulled me to her side and lay down: "Don't leave me."

I said, "Don't leave."

I don't know how to describe the feeling in my heart.

After lying down, Gazi hugged me tightly: "Don't leave me, okay, don't leave me."

I kept comforting her and patting her back. Slowly, she fell asleep.

I didn't sleep well all night, and when I woke up, it was just dawn.

I looked at the lattice beside me and she slept well and was very sweet.

I wanted to leave, but my heart hurts. I don’t know if I should leave.

Looking at her, I can't bear to leave.

But I thought of what the dean said to me last night, yes, I am indeed too selfish and not like a man.

I'm using grids.

I ignored her feelings.

I should let her go and let her find someone who is really good to her and loves.

When I left, I took the bus back to my dormitory to sleep. Today is my day off.

Along the way in the car, I was thinking that if I parted, I might be separated forever.

Men always mistakenly think that the woman who has left has a strong relationship with her. In fact, once a woman has a new relationship, she will no longer have much nostalgia for this man.

For example, when Li Yangyang turned around and left, she really left. After accepting another person, she treated the other person wholeheartedly, and to me, she was a stranger.

I guess Lin Xiaoling is like this now. Will she still pay attention to me if she has a new boyfriend?

Men are extremely selfish in this regard. In fact, it is really impossible for women to leave and think that the other person likes them.

After I woke up, it was around twelve o'clock noon. The weather outside was pretty good, with the sun and the warm winter sun. The winter in the south was not like winter, but like spring. I looked at my cell phone, without sound or information, and the grid didn't call me.

I felt like I had lost something very important in my heart, empty, and I don’t know how to describe this feeling.

Like a broken heart?

It seems like I lost an important treasure.

I have this feeling, a semi-breaking state.

Well, since I don’t love you, let her leave and look for her happiness. I should be free and easy, be kind to her, and be kind to me. I should pursue my own true love.

I took my cell phone and called Liu Zhihui.

I want to tell Liu Zhihui that I love her and that I want to help her. No matter how difficult it is, I will accompany her. She will fight for her life and I will accompany her. I am not afraid.

I want to marry her, and I really want to get married.

When I thought of marrying her, my sense of happiness surged in my heart. When I thought that she might encounter various dangers outside, I felt uncomfortable. I thought, this is true love.

I called, but it was still the same.

Unless she contacts me, I can't contact her.

I don’t know when she will come back, and she told me not to wait for her, because she herself didn’t know what fate would be like. She couldn’t give me an exact deadline when it would end. It might be very soon, maybe it might not be completed for the rest of her life, maybe she would die by herself.

So she kept asking me to have a good relationship and don't wait for her.

Her love for me? Is it true love?

I don't know, either.

Liu Zhihui hasn't contacted me for a long time, and she is even more concerned about her. This concern is also very worried because she doesn't know whether she is dead or alive.

I couldn't continue thinking about it anymore, so I got up and looked at my phone.
To be continued...