Li Shanna told herself that it was just that, her desire was not fulfilled.

It includes all kinds of physiological and psychological, various desires, and various kinds of things.

It is just talking to people, being with relatives, and being with friends. This is actually a kind of thing.

If you suppress it for too long, sooner or later it will collapse like a water-stacked dam.

Li Shanna said: "I'm afraid that if I continue like this one day, I will go crazy."

I said, "It will indeed go crazy. I will keep suppressing and enduring it. When the emotions accumulate to a certain extent and the whole person cannot bear it, it will collapse."

Li Shanna asked me: "Do you think you are a good catharsis for me?"

I said, "Then you are a good outlet for me."

Neither of them spoke.

Everyone talks about the point, they don’t love each other, they just want to get what they want.

However, Xue Mingmei, who had each other's needs, had developed a good impression of me and liked me.

This Li Shanna, probably even if she gets her needs hundreds of times, she won't like me.

I don't say that she has a high vision or something, anyway, I just think she won't like me.

Li Shanna hugged me and said in my ear: "I really want to go out for a few days a month, okay?"

I was embarrassed and said, "It's really not that I don't want to help you, but I'm really helpless. This is not a question of whether you don't have money or not. It's not that you can't be rich. Really, the warden said, because your identity is so special. If someone knows it after you go out, this matter will be very troublesome. What I fear most is that you disappear and run away, then we will be really done. You can't understand what people you offended yourself."

Li Shanna acted coquettishly in my ear: "But I really want to go out."

I really couldn't stand it when I acted like this. I said helplessly: "It's really helpless. I will try my best to say it, but ah, the warden got furious when he heard it."

Li Shanna said: "Can you try again?"

I said, "Okay, OK."

I feel like she wants to use me and get out, but even if she is used, I am willing to do it. I don’t move. I just have this mentality.

Looking at her, I came here again. This time she was even more proactive. I wonder if she wanted to please me more or she was feeling the joy herself. I think there are both.

After this time, I have to leave quickly because I have been here for a few hours. If this continues, it may cause trouble.

I was dressed both of them.

I looked into Li Shanna's eyes and felt that there was not much affection.

I feel a little sad because I don't love me after all.

However, if you can get it, you will take advantage of it. Don’t think too much about it.

Although I comforted myself so much, I still felt a little sad.

Look at her, she wants to say something, but she doesn't know what to say.

After doing this with a girl, shouldn’t you say something romantic?

Why did it seem like I just finished my trip and ruthlessly pulled me away?

I opened my mouth and said, "I think you are really good, really."

Li Shanna said: "You are very good too."

I said, "Well, I will continue to work hard on this matter, but you have to set your mindset because it is unlikely that you will succeed."

Li Shanna nodded and said, "I know."

I left.

It was almost dark outside.

It's time to get off work, and time passes so quickly.

This afternoon passed quickly in the midst of madness.

Thinking about everything that happened just now, it seems like I imagined it in a dream.

Everything is so unreal.

Everything happened so unreal.

There are still many impossibility in life, and good things can be done, such as getting rich, or maybe sleeping with a peerless beauty.

Too beautiful.

It would be great if I could encounter such things in my life.

But after having it, I am more worried, afraid that she will not give it to me in the future.

If I could get her out, she would have repaid me with such a physical condition?

But it is unlikely that, I am worried that she will find another man. But if she goes out, how dare she contact other men outside?

Unless I can watch her tightly after going out, I dare not let her go out.

After going to the office for a while, I was about to leave and go out.

When I saw Tan Ke, Lan Fen Lanfang and others, what were I doing? My group of subordinates were still in the office.

When they saw me, they asked me: "Mr. Zhang, you haven't left yet."

I asked, "I haven't left, where are you? You are here now and there is no night shift. What are you doing?"

Tan Ke said: "We are going to have a meal and drink together. We want to call you, but we can't find you everywhere."

I said, "That's fine, where can I drink it?"

Tan Ke said: "Shazhen. We all went there. We worked together for so long. The first time we got together to drink. Do you want to go?"

I said, "Okay, how can I miss me?"

Tan Ke said, "Then let's go."

I asked, "Where are Liu Jing and the others."

Tan Ke said: "I have notified that they will pass by themselves."

I said oh.

Then everyone set out and went to one of the small hotels in Sha Town.

It's my first time here.

Tan Ke said that people from our prison often come to eat in this restaurant, which is quite famous. I have never been there. I am such an old fried dough stick, but I have never been here for dinner.

I asked Tan Ke and said, "You said that people from our prisons often come, who will come?"

Tan Ke said: "I often see the prison district and the other departments. Oh, by the way, I have seen the former chief director and our former chief director Dao Hua come."

I said, "They have been here, so I don't know."

We entered one of the private rooms together and got a hot pot.

Eat hot pot.

The big hot pot, and after a while, Liu Jing and the others also came. My subordinates in the office of the director district were basically all gathered together.

Everyone was having fun, it was comfortable to play hot pot in this cold weather.

Drink and eat happily while chatting.

It's just drinking beer. They are with them, of course, not that good at drinking, so they can't be considered drinking too much.

But you have to go to the bathroom frequently.

When I came back from the bathroom, I passed by a private room door and saw that the door was still open. At first glance, I saw a lot of people wearing our prison uniforms inside.

I stopped and looked inside carefully. When I saw that, all the people in this place were my enemies and enemies.

The head of the Prison Administration Section, the head of the Investigation Section, and the dismissed Chief of the Superintendent District Office are now the old guy from the Minister, Daohua and others.

Quite a lot.

I will eavesdrop immediately.

What are they doing here?

But they spoke loudly, but didn't say anything about the key points, just gossip and drink.

I listened for a while, looked for a while, and saw someone getting up and coming out, I quickly retreated.

It seems that the hidden danger is still there. How can I get rid of these people so I can really rest assured.

But I still have many enemies, so it is unlikely to get rid of them all at once.

Unless Helanting goes up to be the warden, it is impossible for me to get rid of these people.

Everyone continued to drink.

Happy.

Then it was time to leave, and everyone left one after another.

I'll leave, too.
To be continued...