Looking at Chunjing's sad look, I couldn't bear it anymore. I walked up and stopped her.

Purely looked down at me.

I was indeed looking down at me. She was much taller than me. She wore thicker shoes and looked down at me.

I stopped Chunjing and said, "Let's talk about it again, why are you so anxious?"

Chunjing said, "I'm sleepy."

I asked, "I know what you are thinking. Let's talk about it, okay?"

I looked at her.

She first looked around, then turned back to see me, and agreed to sit down.

I touched her hand, and she pulled her hand back, not wanting me to touch her.

It's a pity that this beautiful woman was lost.

Since I don’t have a girlfriend around me, it’s good to keep it.

Well, I am indeed so selfish, just thinking about myself. As for her reputation, the future, and future, I have never thought about it.

I just think she is beautiful and she is willing to follow me, so I will do it with her. If she doesn't want to do it with me, then forget it.

Chunjing asked me, "What do you think of me?"

I said, "It's nothing, don't think too much, let's just slowly develop it first and let it go."

Chunjing said, "I know you like someone else, but you can't treat me like this."

I said, "Then you know I like others, why do you want to be like me?"

After a while of silence, Chunjing said, "I can't help it."

Yes, loving someone is just unable to bear it. If you can bear it, it is not emotion.

Helanting can bear it, which means she doesn’t love me enough.

I couldn't help but look for her, confess my love to her, and pursue her, but she could not bear it. She didn't love me enough.

Chunjing said, "I didn't think about any consequences."

I said, "Don't worry, there are no consequences."

Chunjing said, "I don't know what you think of me as in your heart."

I said, "Let's talk slowly, let's talk slowly."

Chunjing said, "You are rejecting me in disguise."

I am very macho and don’t like her talking to me like this, so I questioned me.

I said, "Don't think too much. I just think that we are not familiar enough and slowly understand each other further, or let's try to get along with each other. If it's right, it's really together. If it's not right, it's fine. This is both good for you and me. Our relationship can take a step back to this point. What do you think?"

Chunjing said, "If I don't try, either I will be really together or forget it."

I said, "Oh, then you think, either forget it?"

Chunjing said, "You don't like me, you can only forget it."

I said, "I like it, but I think we should get to know each other more slowly, right?"

Purely looked at me disappointed: "How else do you need to understand?"

I said, "To put it bluntly, I still don't love you enough. I don't want to lie against my conscience. I have a good impression of you. I will not reject you or dislike you, but I haven't reached that step yet. Do you understand? So I think we should do this first. I'm not afraid of public relations. I won't be afraid of how much impact I will have on me when I'm with you. But I feel that this kind of thing is not in a hurry. I want to cultivate it slowly. Maybe we have kissed something, and it has gone to that step too quickly. At that time,

Waiting is indeed where love comes from, because I really can't control it at that time, but this does not mean that we are already together. I want to understand, contact, and cultivate the feeling of love. If it is cultivated, then we will be together. If not, I don't want to force myself to say this to you, it is very selfish, but I don't expect to be with you at that time. I will like others again, throw you away or cheat with others, which will hurt you even more. Do you understand?"

After hearing what I said, it looks pure and calmer.

She smiled slightly, and she smiled helplessly, and said, "You are different from many men."

I asked, "What's different."

Chunjing said: "Many men do whatever they can to coax me and lie to me to be with me, but you won't do this. You will tell me truly how you feel about me and how you feel about me."

I said, "Yes, I don't want to lie to you, I don't want to lie to you, nor do I want to lie to myself. I'm not very great. I'm just for the better exhibition of both of us."

Chunjing said, "Thank you for telling me these words."

She stood up and said, "I'll go back first."

I asked, "Then tell me what you have any ideas. You think we'll just let it go, but you'll still think about slowly moving on with each other, spreading on, and letting it go."

Pure said: "Let it go."

She walked out and I said oh.

She walked to the door, then turned around and looked at me, and said, "You really don't love me."

I looked at her.

She said, "If you love me, why don't you give me it on such a cold day?"

Then I felt that this was wrong, at least I would send it downstairs, even if I didn't send it back.

Chunjing saw me stand up and smiled bitterly: "No need, I can go back by myself, it's very close anyway."

I walked over and said, "It's better to send it to you, it's very cold outside."

She walked out and closed the door.

I stood in the room myself.

I actually don't like how she is so polite to me and how she bargained with me.

Just leave. Should I reflect on myself and not treat girls like this?

Yes, the way I treat my lover's partners should be the end of the day, but I can't do it. It's true that I can't do it when it's not my favorite.

The incident at the photo door passed a few days ago.

In prison, what I lack most are all kinds of scary topics. I have been talking about this for a long time in prison, but soon, it disappeared. This is not a big deal.

However, some people would ask me explicitly or implicitly what was wrong with Helanting and me.

Because they all think that although I am very close to many women in prison and I know that I am not good at relationships between men and women, I know that I will not be too messy. I think Helanting and I are a secret couple and I will not be like other girls. But suddenly this incident happened, and they think that Helanting and I were finished and broke up completely.

I can only say that you have thought too much, Helanting and I have never had anything to do.

They had long heard rumors and thought that my cousin was not a real cousin. She secretly cited Chen Cang's cousin, and added double quotes, thinking that we actually had a relationship.

Helanting looked for me again.

I asked me to go to her office and asked me how I was working in the prison recently.

I answered truthfully and the work was proceeding in an orderly manner.

Helanting asked me, "Is Gan Jiayu and the others so no news?"

I said, "I said, cousin, I'm working hard to deal with them."

Helanting said: "They have all kinds of moves to deal with you."

I said, "I know."

Helanting said, "You want to do me a favor."

Helanting said she wanted me to help, but I don’t know what she was busy with.

She usually asked me to do things for her, but she was confident that she asked me to do her work, and never asked me to help her.

Could it be that I would help with this? I have to go through fire and water, go up to the mountain of swords and go down to the sea of ​​fire?

I asked, "Can I ask first, what's the matter?"

Helanting said: "Our former classmates and friends, they are going to have a party, I want to go, I want you to pretend to be my boyfriend."

I said, "What's this? What's the matter? Don't worry, I often pretend to be a boyfriend. I've been very good at acting and have been familiar with it for a long time. But, it's better if you give me 10,000 or 20,000 yuan, I believe I'll act better. If you think it's too much, it's okay, I'm very happy for 10,000 yuan."

Helanting just looked at me with a cold face.

I said, "Well, for you are so good to me, I will help you, just pretending to be your boyfriend."

Helanting said, "Wenhao is going too."

I was stunned, Wen Hao went there too?

Why did that guy go too?

If that guy goes and Helanting goes, it will be dangerous.

Is that okay?

I said, "Why did he go too?"

Helanting said: "We used to be people from the same circle, and our circle is not very big. There are only a few people coming and going. They thought Wenhao and I were a couple. We have been together for many years and naturally should have gotten married."

I interrupted Helanting: "But you brag about something, but your classmates and friends thought you were a couple, so they called you this time. As two outstanding top figures of the second generation, and a pair of handsome men and beautiful women. You live in their spotlight. This time, they thought you were still together, so they called you together. Are you? But Wenhao went and you went, it must be very embarrassing. You also want to tell everyone that you broke up with Wenhao, not a pair, right?"

Helanting said: "I didn't think so much, I just wanted Wen Hao to give up this heart."

I said, "Oh, you're very simple."

I was secretly happy in my heart. Isn’t she just trying to tell her friends that I, Helanting, have a new boyfriend, and the previous boyfriend Wen Hao has already failed. Don’t mention this in the future. Besides, it must be interesting to see Wen Hao when they meet her classmates. I have already guessed that she will be furious at the scene and her face turned ashen.

Helanting said: "Our circle comes and goes, there are only a few people."

Why did she repeat this?

I asked, "Why do you keep repeating this sentence?"

Helanting said: "Many people think we are engaged and we must get married."

I said, "Don't live under other people's eyes, it's the most important thing to be happy."

Then I thought, why didn’t I live in the circle of her friends and classmates? It’s impossible.
Chapter completed!