Chapter 2501
Even if Hei Mingzhu wants to tell Helanting about these things that I should and Chun Jing together, it doesn’t matter, because I have done everything I should do and what I shouldn’t do.
It was she who said that we have no future. I have always listened to her and occasionally didn't listen. She said there is no future. I don't believe it, but we are all just weak people. How can we fight against this cruel and heavy future like a mountain?
If Helanting was just a commoner, I could handle the so-called real problems behind her so-called worries, but Helanting was a child of a noble family, a son of a high-ranking official, and an outstanding background figure.
What she was worried about was that there was a huge difference in identity between us and there was no future.
With Helanting's personality, would she really worry about these things?
I thought of the story of the Heaven Sword and Dragon Saber. In order to care about Zhang Wuji, Zhao Min didn’t want any noble status as a prince’s daughter, princess, or any other noble status. He only wanted to be with Zhang Wuji, even if he was standing in the camp of his father’s enemy.
Although novels and TV series are all false, there should be such a thing in reality, right?
In reality, it is rare.
Helanting is not an ordinary person. She should dare to hate and love like Zhao Min, not be afraid of being blocked by thousands of people, but only be afraid of surrendering herself.
I didn’t expect that a person as powerful as Helanting would be afraid of the pressure of reality and that we have no future.
When I think about it, this should only show one problem, that is, Helanting is not loving enough.
Helanting doesn't love me enough.
So she felt it was not worth giving up everything she had now for me.
It may also be because I am not worthy of her love so deeply. In addition to blaming her, I should blame myself more on the problems. Why are you, Zhang Fan, who is not born with a prominent life experience like Wen Hao, why are you, Zhang Fan, who is not capable of earning 100 million, why are your mind not so good, why are you so poor in making money? Even half of Wen Hao's charm, you don't have the ability to make Helanting cry, why, why?
So many whys.
These problems are all unsolvable.
No reason.
In this world, people live like this, there are so many reasons but no satisfactory answer.
I want to talk to Helanting about whether we can work hard to break through all the difficulties and obstacles in this world, but she doesn't even give me a chance to talk.
Then how can I break through?
Helanting couldn't even break his face, so how could I use my own meager strength to break through? If she really wanted to be with me, it would be to abandon all this, leave here, and start over in another city, and I would have no complaints.
Unfortunately, she may not love me enough, and she thinks I am not worthy of her doing this for me.
In prison.
With our efforts, the alien parties in the prison were basically eliminated. Except for the small group of people from Gan Jiayu, the other people were basically delegated to the grassroots level of various departments. They had no power. The previous group of swing centrists, we tried our best to make them our own people. After going through the early stage and in the later stage, the people who had won who would win the fence team to whom, now seem to be relatively swinging, preventing them from climbing to a higher level, and after we have been fought to become our own people who support us, we will mention these people more.
So, only a small group of Gan Jiayu were left in the prison, struggling.
They basically can't cause any big storms.
But this cannot be taken lightly. After all, there is an old warden in the superior department, staring at us all the time. If it is possible to suddenly knock us over, it is possible.
In the afternoon, I just woke up from lunch break when Xiao Ling knocked on the door and entered my office.
I asked what was wrong.
She said there was a female prisoner in the D prison area who had attempted suicide and had a mental illness. The D prison area brought it to her several times and wanted to send it to the psychological counseling room, but I was not free, so I kept dragging it.
I asked if I was free now and brought her here.
Yes, I haven't been there for a long time. It can even be said that I have basically forgotten all the psychological counseling rooms, and the psychological counseling rooms have been abandoned for a long time.
It is not possible to not have such a psychological counseling room in prison, and it is not possible to not have a decent psychological counselor.
My guy with half a bucket of water obviously can't save anyone, and will only harm people.
I thought of Liu Zhihui. Indeed, the person who is most suitable for this position is Liu Zhihui.
But, what talent is Liu Zhihui? Would she be willing to come here to do this profession?
She is not suitable either. She is now hiding from her enemies and waiting for an opportunity to kill them. She has no time to do it. Even if she has time, she will not be willing to do this profession. I can't invite her.
Where can I find someone as powerful as her?
It is impossible to find someone as powerful as her. I can only find someone who is better than me but has a worse level than Liu Zhihui.
Among my previous classmates, I didn’t want to consider acquaintances, so I would like to recruit a new person.
I told Xiao Ling that I asked her to do this because I was already a warden, and it was an excuse to be a psychological counselor if I had no time. In short, my level is just not good.
I recruited people before, so I would recruit them, and then I would announce that the website would recruit people, and I would like to use the corresponding majors and psychology majors. I would pass various screenings, then pass the exam, and finally pass the interview like I did before, so I would check it myself.
After asking Xiao Ling to do this, I went to the psychological counseling room and asked them to bring the female prisoner who was about to commit suicide to show me.
As a result, the person was severely depressed, and it was useless no matter what I said. Many patients with depression had reached this point and were difficult to save. I first took the previous medicine to suppress depression and prescribed it to her, but she didn't take it and could only force her to take it.
Then she was locked in the house with sponges around her, in case she would commit suicide, and then she would get medicine to restrain depression to force her to continue taking it. She could only do this, keeping her from committing suicide.
This is not a long-term solution. After all, there are still many psychological patients in various prison areas waiting to see them, so I asked Xiao Ling to speed up the progress and recruit people.
A few days later, Xiaoling told me that there were quite a few people who signed up. After screening, she left eleven people and brought them to me for an interview.
I said yes.
Xiao Ling brought the eleven people to the interview. I was quite satisfied with the three girls, but the key question is, can this job keep them?
I'm afraid that I'll stop working for a few days.
For this reason, I decided to apply for a higher salary to them.
The information about the three girls was placed on my desktop.
One is a fresh graduate who works hard and has excellent grades in all majors, but it seems that his communication is a bit poor.
One is a girl who has worked in society for eight years. She is already thirty-one. She is calm, has a business, has strong communication skills, but her professional grades are a little worse.
There is another one who looks pretty and works in a company in another city for three years. This time I want to go back here and go back to my parents and be closer to home.
This has a headache for me, how to choose this?
First, although they have good grades and come from the countryside, they can endure hardships, but their communication skills are not good. They have a kind of study and study hard and cannot learn and apply it alive. This means that they may not cure the psychological illness of female prisoners at all.
The second one is quite strong, but he is older, he is just getting married and is preparing to have children, and then he will have maternity leave and rest.
The third one is pretty good, but when I come here, I am afraid that the beautiful girl will not be able to stay for long, and she will feel comfortable and pleasing to the eyes. Even if she can withstand such a job pressure, she can still be competent for this job. I am afraid that she will not be able to withstand the loneliness of this prison and will stop working for a while.
The list and form of the three people were placed in front of me. I looked at it and really didn't know how to choose.
It is best to go to the hospital to find a psychologist with capable work experience, but who would like to come? It’s good at the hospital, why do you come to your prison?
I only came after being funny.
Just as I was staring at me and couldn't make a decision, Helanting suddenly walked into the office.
I looked at Helanting, stunned for a while, and said, "Why are you here?"
Helanting asked me, "What is this place?"
She meant that, what place is this? Can't I, Helanting, enter and exit here?
I said, "Yes, yes, this is your territory, you can listen to your entry and exit freely."
Today's prisons are really Helanting's world. After 81 difficulties and multiple difficulties and obstacles, we finally achieved the goal we basically want to achieve, which is to turn prison into our world. Now it seems that we have basically achieved our previous goal.
Although there is still a little bit of failure to achieve the goal, it is really almost done.
It's just a little bit away. I hope we can truly achieve the goals we want to achieve, kill Gan Jiayu, and turn the prison into our world.
Helanting glanced at the things on my desk and said, "It's very busy."
I said, "It's really busy, what are you asking me for?"
Helanting said, "What are you busy with?"
She is very calm and doesn't like to deal with people who are always so calm because she really feels that she is too impetuous.
I said, "Look at the table, what am I busy with."
I spread out these forms and information on the table.
Helanting looked at it and said, "Recruit."
I said, "Yes, recruiting people means recruiting people. Someone must enter the psychological counseling room. I can't do it. I am the warden. I have too many things every day. I can't go to the psychological counseling room to diagnose patients by myself. I want to find someone to do these things. Actually, I really want to know what you thought about interviewing me at that time."
Helanting looked at me and said, "I'm looking for you, there's something wrong."
I said, "I know you must have something to do with me, but I just want to ask, what was your idea when you asked me to come in? I've been upset until now. Is it good for you to come in? It shouldn't be right. It seems that I was thinking about getting me in and slapping me to death."
He Lanting didn't speak for a while, and said for a while: "Thinking too much will ruin you."
Chapter completed!