He Lanting leaned against the head of the bed, sat down, stretched out her long legs, leaned against the wall, took an English book, and started reading it.

I walked over, sat on the stool next to her bed, and asked, "Can you persuade her?"

Helanting said, "How can I persuade me?"

I said, "Tell her that you want to marry the man you love, the man you don't love will be unhappy after marrying."

Helanting scoffed at him with contempt.

I said, "No? Don't you?"

Helanting said: "The person who tied the bell must untie it."

I said, "What does it mean? Do you want me to persuade me? How can I persuade me?"

Helanting said, "It's good if you marry her."

I chuckled and said, "What are you kidding?"

Helanting asked me, "You said you like me, right?"

I said, "Yes."

Helanting said: "You like me, but I don't like you. I have a man I like. I will never be with you and will not marry you. Do you want to stay with me for the rest of your life?"

I asked hurriedly, "Do you like other men?"

Helanting said: "Can't you hear it by making a metaphor?"

I was relieved and said, "It's impossible to keep you for the rest of your life. This is the truth. If you don't love me, I can't chase you. It's impossible between us. Who would be so stupid to keep you for the rest of your life."

Helanting stared at me, her eyes stopped moving.

I stared at me for a long time, for a long time.

Why are you looking at me like this?

She said, "Oh, I got it."

My words hurt her heart?

Helanting said: "Ju Lihua also thinks so. Since she can't get people, why do she still have to keep the people?"

I asked, "Then I will guard you, when will I get you?"

She said, "Go and get Julihua back, she is suitable for you."

I said, "What if I don't?"

She said, "It's up to you. I'll sleep, I'll go out."

I want to ask her to talk to Julihua, but she probably won't go.

But if I want Julihua to marry that doctor, would I marry someone?

Do I have to be responsible for her for the rest of my life?

I can't take responsibility.

But I don't want to see her marry a man I don't like.

I sighed, what should I do?

I looked at Helanting who closed her eyes and turned off the lights, and said, "Give me an idea, what should I do?"

Helanting said: "Marry her."

I said, "This is impossible. I said I like you."

Helanting said, "I don't like you."

I am silent.

It seems useless to talk about this topic with Helanting.

Helanting said, "Go out, I'm going to sleep."

I said oh, and left her dormitory.

When I returned to my dormitory, I fell into deep thought.

what do I do?

Helanting actually wanted me to stop Julihua from marrying that man, otherwise she wouldn't tell me this, but I don't think she is sincere in asking Julihua and I to be together well.

Julihua's idea is not that complicated. She likes me, but I don't have to be with her, so she has to marry someone else. Women can't afford to age or youth.

But I don’t like her, how can I stop it?

If someone doesn’t marry, then I will be a bachelor for the rest of my life? I can’t afford to take responsibility.

After thinking about it, I think I still have to talk to Julihua.

The next afternoon, I went to Julihua's office and found Julihua.

She sat at her desk, staring blankly, thinking about something.

I walked in, coughed, and she looked at me.

I said, "Are you free in the evening? Let's have a meal together."

I thought about having a meal with her, having a couple more glasses of wine, and then talking about this issue.

But I guess she probably doesn't want to have dinner with me.

She shook her head gently and said, "I still have work to do."

I said, "The prison is already solid enough and the security work is done very well. You don't need to do anything."

Julihua said, "I still have work, forget it."

I asked, "What's the matter."

She said: "I have to go to the supervisor to raise the fence and barbed wire on the east side. I am afraid of making mistakes."

I said, "Just let your subordinates and let Jiang Qingqing and the others watch?"

Because the personnel who came into the prison for construction were all outside staff, and there were many men, and they were afraid that some criminals would sneak in when they came in, so we had to watch them construction. They could not go far away, so they could only stay at the construction site walls. Moreover, the heightening of the walls and the installation of barbed wires also required the people from our riot brigade to watch.

But just let Jiang Qingqing and the others do these things.

Zhu Lihua said, "I'd better go and watch it myself, don't worry, the prison is in a serious area, and it's not easy to be careless."

I am really worried that such as Gan Jiayu, who would send people in to do something.

I said, "Okay, then, don't go. I want to talk to you about your business."

She asked me, "What's the matter."

I said, "A lifelong event."

Julihua asked me, "What's there to talk about?"

I said, "I think if you marry someone you don't love, you won't be happy. I thought about it all night last night, and I couldn't sleep well. I didn't want to tell you because I was afraid that if you miss an excellent man, you will regret it, and even more afraid that you will never get married in the future. But I still want to tell you that if you want to marry someone you don't love, you will truly regret it."

Julihua said, "I think he is pretty good."

She looked straight into my eyes.

I said, "Yes, I know he is very good, but Sister Hua, if you marry someone you don't love, no matter how good that person is, you don't love him, no matter how good he is to you and how good he is to be a human being, you won't feel happy."

Julihua said, "I've thought about it."

I said, "I have thought about it? Do you still have to marry him? Sister Hua, I think if you wait in the future, you will definitely meet someone you love and you."

Julihua asked me, "What if not."

I said, "Then I marry you. Really."

Julihua smiled.

Looks very happy.

Then, after laughing, she said, "How many can you marry?"

I said, "I want to marry many, but it seems that no one wants to marry me."

Zhu Lihua said: "Your heart is with Helanting. Even if other women like you and love you more, who would be willing to marry you?"

I said, "Oh, I'm having the same problem as you now. Look, I like Helanting, but she doesn't like me and doesn't want to be with me. Then I can't just marry a woman who loves me but doesn't love her, right? I'm not responsible for that woman, nor am I responsible for myself. I need to be a person I love, not to feel that I'm old or treat my love injuries, so I just find someone to do whatever I want."

Julihua is silent.

I said, "Do you think I'm right? Let me give you an example. If I marry you now but my heart is on others, I will not be responsible for you or not to me, and we will not be happy."

Julihua said: "She likes you, we can all feel it."

I asked, "Who, Helanting?"

Julihua said, "Yes."

I said, "Then why doesn't she want to be with me?"

Julihua said, "I don't know either."
To be continued...