Helanting nodded and said: Yes, you are indeed not suitable for me, I have zero tolerance for fickleness.

I said: Yes, I know, no one can accept a fickle person or a fickle person. Then, let’s be friends.

I endured the pain in my heart and told her to be friends.

I'm reluctant to let it go, but I need to give up one.

In the past, I would choose Helanting without hesitation, but now I am staying with Helanting and I have no sense of comfort at all. Apart from the matter in bed, we are more quarreling with each other.

I don't like how she always quarrels with me, and we don't feel comfortable getting along with each other at all.

When getting along with her, it is really a world of difference compared to getting along with Black Mingzhu.

Even though she is really beautiful, beautiful and capable, the feeling that the two get along with me is really not very good.

Helanting said: My friend, don’t do it anymore, I’m afraid I can’t help but hit you.

I said: You have to fight as friends? I didn’t let you down, we are friends.

Helanting said: You have not let it go, why did you kiss me last night?

I said: OK, it seems you kissed me.

She said: You have let me down. I seldom like others with my heart.

I said: I don’t feel that you like it carefully.

She said: OK, I don’t, I don’t like you.

I said: If you really like me, I am very grateful for your love for me, and I don’t want to hurt you either.

Helanting said: You have been hurt.

I said: I, I don’t like the feeling of quarrels, I don’t like this kind of slutty or something, and I feel uncomfortable getting along with each other.

Helanting said: Is this a spoiled person?

I was a little amused and said: This is acting spoiled.

Helanting said: I'm hungry.

She stared into my eyes.

I said: Yes?

As I was talking, I suddenly had a strange saying that I was hungry.

She said: I didn’t eat anything for a day today.

Yes, she really didn't eat today, and she didn't eat much when she was having dinner together.

Tell me this, I want me to get her food.

Oh yes, I just delivered food to Hei Mingzhu, and gave the chef two hundred yuan to get the food.

She knows, will she do this too?

But she didn't understand what I meant. When I said to be friends, she would take the words elsewhere, that is, she didn't agree.

It’s not that she didn’t understand, she just disagreed.

She looked at me for a long time, but saw that I didn't move.

She smiled slightly, then walked past me and walked towards the restaurant herself.

I followed.

She stopped, looked at me, and said: Are you hungry too?

I said: Let's go.

I took her to the restaurant.

She was thinking to herself, why can't you give me food if you can deliver food to Hei Mingzhu?

I still went to find the chef, gave him money, and asked him to cook.

After a while, a few dishes came.

I ate with Helanting.

I asked her if she wanted to drink.

She said yes.

A bottle of red wine was served.

Helanting looked at me and smiled inexplicably while I was pouring wine.

I asked: Why are you laughing at?

Helanting raised her face and said: It's nothing.

I took a sip of wine and asked: Everyone is almost caught.

She said: There are a few left. The most important thing is Lin Bin. I don’t know where he hid Xiao Ling, he wants to use Xiao Ling as a hostage.

I said: OK. I asked you why I threw away the watch I gave it to me.

She said: Let's see if you feel distressed.

I said: I feel sorry for you and won’t throw it away! Are you testing me?

She said: Feelings are like sand in your hands. The tighter you hold, the faster you disperse.

I said: So you plan to let go, right?

She said: Drink.

The two of them drank for a while.

After she was full, she looked at the time and said: I'm going to work hard again. There is a suspect, he should be lost.

I said: Oh, take a rest.

She said yes.

She stood up and walked past me, leaned over and looked at my eyes.

I don't know how to do it, is she asking for a kiss?

I was just looking at her.

She said: You want to let go.

She gave me a bank card: I didn't move all your money, the password is your birthday.

She smiled at me, then stood up and left.

My heart kept pounding.

OK, I still didn't get flirted with her.

I poured half a cup of wine, finished drinking, and left.

I didn't look for Hei Mingzhu anymore, and I felt a mess.

I am so despised myself.

I should think about it and think about whom I should give up, and then go to them.

This question is difficult to answer.

Whether it was Cheng Chengcheng or Liu Zhihui, two top psychology teachers, they both intentionally or unintentionally revealed the information of giving up Helanting.

But they also knew that I loved Helanting deeply, and I just let her flirt with her, and she would lose the kind of restraint.

It is indeed difficult for me to maintain restraint in front of her. Although I can do some of it now, if she had become like this today, she would not be ashamed of face or dignity to pursue me?

If she even changes her personality, can I still control myself?

I used to say that she would not change, and it was difficult to change, but now she seems to have changed a lot. Although she is still a little cold and arrogant, it has really changed a lot.

Tell me how to make a decision.

Just in this infinite entanglement, I fell asleep deeply.

The next day, I said it.

I got up, washed up and went back.

Hei Mingzhu arranged someone to pick us up, and so did Helanting.

We each got ashore, and then Hei Mingzhu and I got on the same car.

Hei Mingzhu didn't say anything when she saw me worrying.

Just returned to the Pearl Hotel.

Do whatever you need to be.

The experience of just two days on board the boat turned out to be like a dream.

I am like Hei Mingzhu and Helanting, what the hell are I?
To be continued...