I sat up and drank half a bottle of water.

Hei Mingzhu lay back and hugged me.

He held me blatantly.

I looked at her hands and she looked into my eyes.

I said, "You're tired when you go to bed."

She said: "I was very sleepy just now, but now I don't want to sleep."

I said, "Close your eyes for a while, maybe you can sleep."

She said, "I bet you must be very happy when you go to Malay."

I said, "How do you say this?"

She said, "I miss you day and night, Liu Zhihui."

I said, "Talking nonsense."

She said: "Helanting also knows what you think, but there is no way to deal with you. The more you control you, the more you want to break free from the constraints. It is better to let you go. You are grateful for her trust in you and the freedom she gives you, admire her confidence and broad mind, and are even more obsessed by her and are unwilling to do anything to betray her. Helanting is a talent."

I said, "She didn't do this on purpose, she was like that. Even if she deliberately let me go, it was a strategy and a tactic, I would admit her."

Hei Mingzhu said: "I am convinced if I lose to Helanting."

Hei Mingzhu didn't admit that Helanting was powerful now. As early as when we were fighting against the arrest of the Four-League Gang Lin Bin, we had completely convinced Helanting.

She doesn't admit defeat easily, nor does she admit defeat. There are two people in the world who can make her admit defeat, one is Uncle Dong and the other is Helanting.

Black Mingzhu half-closed her eyes, brewing sleepiness.

The sound is a bit lazy and extremely nice.

I asked, "If something had happened, would you really leave with your children, ignore me, and then find a man to marry?"

She said softly: "I will definitely take the child away. I don't know if I want to find a man."

I said, "You don't want to stay and see me."

She said, "What is my stay? What am I, what is Jenny? We mother and daughter are the sinful people who interfere in your relationship with your family. In the future, you will marry and have children with Helanting, what will we do?"

I said, "You are afraid that others will see you differently, so will you care about this?"

She said, "Even if I don't care and aren't afraid of others' words, what about my daughter? Let me see you and her happy, and I feel uncomfortable."

The second sister made a very correct analysis. This is what Hei Mingzhu thinks.

I said, "Sorry, I just think about myself."

She said, "You are right. You hope Jenny and I stay here. You and your family can take care of Jenny and you can take care of me. But I just can't watch you and her happily waving in front of me every day. I can send you blessings, but I can't do it without being uncomfortable. If you leave, you will be clean and you will gradually forget it. If you don't have a year, two years, two years, three years, five years, eight years, ten years. You can't forget it when you live, and you will forget it even if you die."

I smiled and asked, "Didn't you say you don't like me anymore? Why are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

She said, "I owed you a lot when I killed you in my previous life. I asked you to seek souls in this life and torture me in this way."

As she said that, Xiao Zhenni spoke up about her mother's eyes. She didn't scream as loudly as she was. She shouldn't have nightmares and habitually called to her mother.

Hei Mingzhu was worried that she would wake up and cry, so she pressed on me and reached out to hold Jenny's hand: "Be good, mom is here."

When Jenny heard the Black Pearl's voice, she stopped calling and continued to sleep.

The black pearl was pressing on me at this time, and she looked at me.

I was looking at her, too.

She smiled charmingly at me, and was fascinated by ghosts and souls.

She pressed down and kissed me.

I blocked her lips: "Are you serious?"

She said: "Every time, it's serious."

I said, "You make it difficult for me to do this. It is unethical to lie together."

She turned over and covered her quilt.

Then she turned off the lights, and only turned on the light at the head of the bed. The color was warm and yellow. She turned her back to me and fell asleep in a while.

I sighed, it wasn't that I didn't want to, I really can't be sorry for Helanting.

Her parents also came to have dinner with our parents and agreed to this marriage. Soon after, I will approach the marriage hall with Helanting. That is the woman who will be with me for the rest of my life. I cannot let her down.

Knowing that this would hurt Hei Mingzhu, she hadn't looked for anyone in the past few years. Although she was bold and bold, she was extremely conservative and very dedicated.

It is precisely because of the dedication that the feelings are extremely hurt.

Wen Hao did something that was sorry for her, and she broke up completely with Wen Hao. If I were to follow Wen Hao's path, wouldn't I be stupid?

No dreams all night.

Little Jenny never cried.

When they woke up, they were both mother and daughter asleep, both of them leaning against me, Jenny hugged in my arms, her little hands pressed against my chest, and Black Mingzhu half-wrugged me, and she slept very soundly.

Facing this beautiful woman, it was fake to say that she had no idea. Her pink cheeks and the seductive scenery in her clothes were so tempting that she really wanted to hug her and kiss her.

Little Jenny coughed gently, then stretched and woke up.

Over the past year, I'm afraid it's the best time she's sleeping.

After looking at me, she said, "Dad."

I hurriedly replied, "Oh, little cutie, you're up."

She rubbed her swollen eyes and said in a hoarse voice: "Where is Mom?"

Black Mingzhu also woke up, and was still in a hazy state. She reached out and patted Jenny on the butt: "Mom is here."

Little Jenny didn't say anything anymore, closed her eyes and continued to sleep.

They both slept so well that I had to lie down and sleep well.

It was almost ten o'clock when Jenny got up and said she was hungry. I got up and washed up and packed food.

Hey Jenny.

It seemed that Jenny was in better shape, so I asked tentatively: "Jenny, will Dad take you to the amusement park later?"

When she heard that she was going to take her out and saw someone else, she immediately looked frightened on her face: "No, no, I don't want to go, mom, I won't go! Don't go."

Hei Mingzhu hurriedly came out of the bathroom and hugged her: "If you don't go, we're here and don't go anywhere."

Jenny said, "I won't go, I won't go, I'm here, mom, I won't go."

She was very resistant.

I comforted Jenny and said I wouldn't go anywhere, it's here, my parents are here to accompany you.

She finally calmed down.

After breakfast, Hei Mingzhu packed up her things.

Someone sent some toys for Jenny to play with.

She saw a robot with a gun in her hand, and she panicked and hid behind me.

I threw the robot into the corner and she asked me to throw it out the door.

I threw it out the door.

When she saw trees, rain, guns, and other things, she would think of the situation of being chased and jumping off the cliff that day, and then she would be afraid of losing control.

But she is a little better than before, so she doesn't have to hold the Black Pearl all the time. As long as the Black Pearl is not far from her sight, she won't make trouble.

I asked someone to apply for a Malaysian visa.

Hei Mingzhu looked at her phone and looked at the photos of her aunt, guards, as well as Uncle Dong, and her family. Her eyes were stuck for a long time.

I sat beside her and said, "Sad to be mournful and follow the changes."

He murmured: "Life is like a lifetime, and the plants and trees are like autumn, coming like wind and rain, and going like dust. If you die, you will die, and you will only suffer those who are still alive."

I said, "What I worry about the most is you, I'm afraid you can't hold on."

She said, "If it weren't for her, and you, I might not be able to hold on. Who is this? He is so cruel."

I said, "Don't worry, one day I will find out, and then the blood debt will be paid for."

When I said these words, I lowered my voice, worried that Little Jenny would lose control when she heard the words "blood".

Black Pearl said: "I want to take Jenny out, stay away from here, stay away from fighting and blood. Now this is not a very wise approach."

I said, "The child told her not to touch these things, and she couldn't bear it too early."

She said, "You still have to contact us. Even if I am really far away from here, can I be safe if I take her outside? What if the enemy comes up? What if she encounters other bloody blows in the future? Grandpa has let me contact and face these cruelty since I was a child. He told me that life is like weather, with sunny days, rainy days, wind and frost, rainy snow, thunderstorms, and how can I be blue every day? He asked me to receive training since I was a child, threw me into the simulated battlefield, let me face the war, let me see the bloody and cruelty, and told me that only the strong can be good in this world? Survive."

Such a way of training and growth is a bit extreme, but for the Hei Mingzhu family, Uncle Dong did it very correctly. He walked out of the war himself and knew the principles of survival of the fittest.

I said, "After all, Little Jenny is still too young, so she can't stand it mentally. Look at the soldiers who went to the battlefield, so many psychological sequelae of war, all come from this."

Hei Mingzhu said: "If she gets better, I will slowly guide her to this cruel side and exercise her psychological endurance."
To be continued...