Ding Ling had tears in his eyes and said, "He will definitely marry me."

She said certainly, and it seemed that she was already suspicious in her heart.

People need a spiritual support point when they are alive. Without the support point, they will collapse, especially prisoners in prisons.

From Ding Ling's mouth, I knew the unknown side of the female prisoner. Although they were unforgivable bad people in the eyes of others who committed crimes, they were more fragile than ordinary people. When she first entered prison, she was assigned to Xue Mingmei's cell, and Xue Mingmei took good care of her.

However, the most famous thing in prison is to work. No matter how Xue Mingmei teaches her step by step, she is the slowest labor force in the entire cell or even the whole group. As long as one person has not completed the indicators of the day, everyone in the room cannot sleep, because the fourth prisoner in Kaifeng will come to collect work the next day. She drags everyone down every day, but others dare not speak out because Xue Mingmei, the chief of the room, is very angry and dare not speak out. Finally, one night it was already 3 o'clock, and everyone was still working for her. There were a few violent criminals Luo Chunfang and others who kept cursing people in vain. She might be unable to bear it. After going to bed that night, she cut her pulse with a grinded toothbrush handle. Fortunately, maybe she didn't have much time to grind the toothbrush a little sharper, or maybe she felt too painful and not too deep when she started, and she didn't die.

I asked her why she did this, and she said that living like this is a hundred times more uncomfortable than dying.

She had thought of suicide many times, but as long as she received letters from her mother and brother, she would never have the courage to start. Every day in prison, in order to prevent her mental breakdown, she would weave some beautiful bubbles and lies to deceive herself every day.

The score of work is the life of a prisoner. All the fatigue, pain, grievance, and insults that they endure in it will be considered worthwhile by female prisoners in front of a high score. Because by the end of the year, only prisoners who scored more than 120 are eligible to be reported to the court for a reduction in sentence. What you most desire in such days is freedom. As long as there is a small road that can allow them to embrace freedom one day earlier, even if they are exhausted and suffering, no one will say they are unwilling to do so.

For this, they turn themselves into machines. For this, they can give up their dignity as human beings. Everything is to see their relatives one day earlier and breathe free air one day earlier.

Ding Ling also told me about the changes she had changed in just one month after she came to the prison. Many old prisoners said that a new prison leader had become more and more humane to them.

One day, the cell came to install mirrors, which made them happy. Women love beauty. In the days when there were no mirrors, they filled the washbasin with water and looked at themselves from the reflections in the water. Some people turned a bag of food on the reverse, and the silver tin foil inside could also reflect their faces. After the mirror was installed, they could look at themselves every day to satisfy their nature of love beauty. At the same time, they were very grateful to the prison leaders for this humanized measure.

Not only that, the prison also installed night vision cameras, so they can turn off the lights when they sleep at night. Moreover, TVs were installed in each cell, which made all the female prisoners very grateful to the new prison leader. Such humanistic care deeply moved the female prisoners.

I thought to myself, could this new prison leader be the woman I forced into?

"Sister, sister." A man's voice sounded in the corridor, sounding very anxious and irritable.

I didn't care, but Ding Ling on the bed was stunned when she heard the sound.
Chapter completed!