Gradually, I became familiar with this idle and panicky job. To be honest, working here is really depressing, not just ordinary depressing, but when I think about the two salary, I compared it with the same life as the wandering before, I felt that it was nothing.

One night, I was reading a book in the dormitory, and Xiao Zhu knocked on the dormitory door.

I was a little surprised because although we were in the same prison colleagues, we hadn't seen each other for several days. Even if we met in prison, it was still at work. When she saw me, she would just avoid facing me. Since Yangyang left, she had never tried to get back together with me.

I always thought she was still struggling in her heart, so I pretended to be indifferent, and even thought evilly that there were so many women, Xiao Zhu had no men here, I think who could control it.

Xiao Zhu held a box in his hand and placed it on my dormitory table: "I went out today and found Yangyang. She asked me to help me transfer this to you."

"Oh, thank you." Yangyang was really good.

"Then, I'm back." She glanced at me, avoided looking at me, and just glanced over and looked at me in an instant.

"Oh, good night."

She walked out and I saw her trembling and her palms itchy.

She walked to the door and turned her head again, can't control her anymore?

She looked at me, pursed her lips and let go, let go of her palm and straightened her body and said to me: "I want to confess our affairs to Yangyang."

I was stunned. I dumb you and Li Yangyang confess that I have an affair with you. Wouldn’t that force Li Yangyang to break up with me?

I stood up and walked towards her: "Damn what do you want to do? Why are you confessing to her?"

It was probably because she didn't expect me to be so excited. She was frightened: "I, I feel sorry for her. I have always felt guilty. When I think about Yangyang being so kind to me at night, I can't stop crying."

"Do you know what she will do if you told her this? With her personality, she must be thinking about fulfilling us. You can't be her friend, and I can't be a couple." Isn't this going to force Yangyang and I to break up?

"But I think she already knows about us." Xiao Zhu cried.

"Do you think you know that if you know her? Do you have evidence? Don't talk nonsense!" I was a little angry, I didn't understand what she was thinking about.

After a while, she stopped crying and said to me softly: "Okay, I won't say it."

I waved my hand and told her to leave: "Go back to sleep. I'm sleepy, too."

After she left, I took the door and opened the box. It was an iPadmini. After turning on the computer, I found that Yangyang carefully downloaded some offline reading software and a lot of music for me.

I must be afraid that I will be bored and let me use it.

What a good girl.

Even if I have no future with her in the future, it will be very beautiful to walk a journey of life with such a sensible, careful and gentle girl.

The next day, in the prison district office, I was bored and looked at the prison newspaper.

The phone rang on the table, Xu Nan answered the phone, and then shouted to me with a loud voice: "Zhang Fan, look for you!"

Eighty-mostly it is Kang Xue's girl again.

It was Kang Xue, and I don’t know what I was going to look for again this time: “You are a good instructor.”

Kang Xue said in a heavy tone: "Zhang Fan, our prison received a call from your family."

When I heard that it was my family, was there something wrong with my dad? My heart was in my throat: "What's the matter?"

"The person who called you was your sister and said you were dad." Instructor Kang paused, unwilling to say it thoroughly, "I said there was something wrong with your family."

"What problem, what problem!" I was anxious.

"Come here first, I'll take you to make a call and tell your family."

I hung up the phone and ran out in a hurry.

Xu Nan shouted behind her: "What's wrong with you!"

I ran to the instructor's office in panic, broke in without knocking on the door, and panting to ask Kang what was going on at my home.

Instructor Kang frowned slightly and said, "I'll take you to the prison department to make a call."

"Thank you, instructor."

On the way to the prison administration department, I asked the instructor: "Is something wrong with my dad?"

Kang Xue looked at me and nodded slightly: "You should call yourself and tell your family that it was your sister who called me."

"Big sister or second sister?"

"I don't know this either."

When I arrived at the Prison Administration Department, Director Kang told the head of the Prison Administration Department that I could call the outside phone.

I called my elder sister directly. When the elder sister answered the phone, she cried: "Zhang Fan, my father is seriously ill, and even if he has surgery, he is afraid that it will not work."

I was also panicked and tears flowed out unconsciously. Although my father had been sick all the time, I couldn't stand it when I heard such news: "Sister, don't cry, don't cry. I'll ask for leave and go back."

The eldest sister cried and said, "Sister wants to discuss with her brother-in-law, sell some of my land, and then borrow money to let my father undergo surgery."

"Okay, sister, I'll take a leave first and take a look, and then talk."

"Be careful on the way. Do you want to call your mother?"

"I'll fight later."

I hung up the phone and asked Instructor Kang: "Instructor, can I ask for leave?"

She nodded.

Write a leave note, the instructor signs, and then go to the deputy sub-district chief.

The deputy sub-district chief called the internal call to instructor Kang and signed the signature before I could go out.

I asked for it for three days first.

After leaving the prison gate, I turned on the phone and called my mother first.

When my mother heard it was me, she burst into tears: "Your father, the doctor said it may not work."

"Mom, don't cry, I'll go back now. Can Dad speak?" I wasn't that panicked.

"I can't say it, in the county hospital, I was in a coma, followed by oxygen."

I rushed to the city station and took the direct shuttle bus. On the bus, I was worried. I looked at the many calls on my phone to remind me, but I was not in the mood to read them one by one. I returned to the county town and went directly to the hospital.

When I arrived at the ward where my father was hospitalized, I rushed in, and my mother couldn't stop wiping her tears when she saw me.

My father lay on the hospital bed and followed by the oxygen tube.

"Dad, Dad." I called twice.

My father had no reaction at all. Thinking that if my father left me, I would never have a father again, my tears would burst out.

"Mom. Don't cry." I comforted my mother, but I cried even more.

Seeing my mother crying like a tearful person, I forced myself to stop the tears. I couldn't cry, and I couldn't cry at this moment.

Wiping away my tears, I stopped crying and asked my mother: "What do you think of the doctor."

"If the surgery is not done, it won't work."

"Is there a kidney source?" I said to myself.

"We don't have money to do surgery, either." Mom stopped crying.

Since the diagnosis of uremia, my father has been relying on hemodialysis to maintain his life, but the heavy medical burden has made his family feel more and more desperate. Due to the long-term dialysis treatment, the family not only spent all their savings and sold out their property, but also had a lot of debts. The relatives in the village who could borrow had already asked all their relatives, and no matter how many dozens or hundreds were, they were all registered in a booklet.

To cure my father's illness, only kidney transplants can be performed.

However, the probability of appropriate kidney type matching is very small. Even if there is, our family cannot afford such high surgical costs.

I suddenly thought of my elder sister telling me that she was selling land and lent money to my dad for surgery.

I asked my mother: "Did you find the right kidney source?"

My mother told me that my elder sister's kidney source and father were successfully matched. The surgery fee was about 600,000 yuan. My elder sister planned to borrow money to sell land, but she borrowed everything she should have. Not only her, but even her brother-in-law helped her to borrow, and her second sister kept giving money to her family, and her second sister's salary was not high.

And I have only been working for so long, and where can I find so much money at once.

I thought about all my friends in my mind.

Then I took out my cell phone and wrote a message for help. I didn’t care about self-esteem or dignity. I wrote a message in a low tone, which contained a detailed introduction to my father’s name and illness, and my detailed home address, ID number, and the reasons for borrowing money. I wrote it in a text message.

After a while, my mobile phone message came. My friend who was having sex with me at a young age said that he had just started working recently and had no savings on me, so I'm sorry.

I posted three words, it doesn't matter.

Most of them don't reply.

There was a classmate from high school who had basically never had much contact. He asked me about my account and told me that he could only give me 2,000, because he was still in graduate school and couldn't afford much money to give me, so I was still grateful.

Because since childhood, no matter friends or classmates, they all know that my family is poor and so much money, they will think about how I will pay it back in the future. It will be wasted.

Moreover, many friends and classmates are still studying or just graduated, so they will not have money to lend me. In addition, I am not very generous to my friends. After all, I am a child from a poor family. I still have a small restaurant every time I invite them to a singing bar next time, but I can’t afford to invite them. There is such a saying in the etiquette:&039; If you want others to invite others, you must first enter. If you want others to love yourself, you must first love others. If you want others to follow others, you must first follow others. If you want others to follow others, you must first follow others. If you want others to be virtuous, you must first use others. If you want others to love yourself, you must first use others. If you want others to love yourself, you must first love others. If you want others to follow others, you must first follow others. If you don’t have kindness to others, you must first follow others. If you want others to be compulsory, you must first use others. If you don’t have kindness to others, you must first use others. If you want others to be compulsory, you must first use others. If you want others to be compulsory, you must first use others. If you don’t have kindness to others, you must first use others. If you want others to be compulsory, you must first use others. If you don’t do anything to them in normal times, how can they help me?

Yangyang called me and asked me what was wrong.

I was grateful for it, Xiao Yangyang.

I told her the matter and she said she would help me think of a solution.

Yangyang has not been working for a long time, and she doesn't have much savings on her, even if she is a second-generation official.

I knew that if she wanted to help me, she could only borrow it, but I couldn't take care of that much at this time. I said thank you Yangyang, and I would definitely find a way to repay it.

I have made up my mind that I have to pay back the money at work no matter what, and I will pay it back to them at the highest interest rate from the bank.

After Yangyang hung up the phone, another call came from Wang Da’s phone.

I really didn't get this friend.
Chapter completed!