Liu Zhihui said: "A man, from the bottom of his heart, doesn't even dare to face the cruel reality. He is so fragile inside, can he still do big things? If I need to rely on it, as a woman, would you say I would choose you?"

I was stunned, then looked at Liu Zhihui and asked, "You said if I am strong inside, you will rely on me?"

Liu Zhihui said: "I am just making a metaphor. Men should be brave and brave. They have a brave and meaningless heart to conquer any difficulties. This is the real man. Are you?"

I said, "Okay, can you tell me how to defeat these things."

Liu Zhihui said: "I once told you that the root of all troubles and anxiety in a person is fear. You need to face these fears bravely and eliminate them. Don't be afraid."

I said, "I know, but I'm just afraid. I tried dating a girl. Before I dated, I started thinking about it, worried that she would betray me. I jumped out of the campus and everything I encountered was so realistic and dangerous to me."

Liu Zhihui asked me: "Compared with me."

I said, "Damn, you can be a human being. You are not a human being at all."

Liu Zhihui smiled and said, "Learn to control yourself, eliminate inner anxiety, and tell yourself not to be afraid."

I said, "I can't do it, so I admire you very much. I told myself that when I encounter any difficulties, don't be afraid, but I will still be afraid."

Liu Zhihui said: "Isn't the end of a person all death?"

I said, "I am not afraid of death, but what I am afraid of is how to die in pain. There are all the people, things and things that I cannot bear."

Liu Zhihui said: "Men are the brave men who conquers the world, not cowardly like you. Although you are strong on the surface, you also attract many girls to rely on you, but in my heart, you are the weak and psychological."

I was silent.

After a long time, I asked, "So this is the reason why you look down on me?"

Liu Zhihui said: "Have you ever seen the animal world? When looking for a spouse, you are looking for the strongest one. Are you?"

I smoked and said, "No."

Liu Zhihui said: "But not every woman is like me. You have studied love more than me. Because you have been betrayed, you understand better."

I said, "Well, that's true. Look at how I study how to get the heart of which girl every day, haha."

Liu Zhihui said: "Putting aside all your fairy tales and fantasies, don't fantasize about going back to the past, being honest and down-to-earth, doing your things, if you are so smart, you will definitely achieve great success."

I said, "Oh, then you can follow me."

Liu Zhihui said: "Let's talk about it."

I reached out to hold her cold hand.

She opened my hand and said, "Don't touch it."

I stared at her, and she stared at me.

I said, "Actually, I really want to have a partner like you to accompany me, give me courage, give me courage, comfort me, see all my anxiety and vulnerability, cheer me up, unswervingly, accompany me through this life, and help me solve all the difficulties in this life that I have encountered."

Liu Zhihui said: "But I am too smart, and you are afraid of me."

I said, "You are kind by nature, and I'm not afraid that you will harm me."

Liu Zhihui said: "You will feel inferior."

I said, "Well, yes, I think a talented and beautiful woman like you, and I am so arrogant. You should be with a big man who builds a huge foundation with your strength and talent. Instead of me, you are even more afraid that you will leave me one day and I can't suppress you."

Liu Zhihui said: "Silly! Why do you still follow others after you follow you? I am so unbearable in your heart? Don't you understand that the highest level of love is to be unswerving and never change your mind until death?"

I said, "Yes, I know, then are you willing to follow me?"

Liu Zhihui said: "You guess."

Fuck, how can I guess?

I said, "Then you don't have to guess, it's impossible."

Liu Zhihui said: "There are too many things about me, so many that I can't solve them in a lot of time. There are so many that I can't fall in love and get married like an ordinary girl. If I'm still alive one day and can still be out of prison, you still have this idea, please ask me again."

I said, "What a big trouble and difficulty have you encountered. Can't I help you?"

Liu Zhihui said: "You can't help me. It's very dangerous."

I said, "Do you think I'm really afraid of death?"

Liu Zhihui said: "I'm afraid that you will die very much."

I said, "How do you know I will die? My energy will exceed your imagination."

Liu Zhihui said: "Thank you, I will tell you what you need."

After saying that, she smiled and looked at me.

I said, "What are you laughing at?"

Liu Zhihui said: "Don't I keep using your help? Haven't you been helping me all the time?"

I blushed a little and said, "Well, this is true, but I will help you because I have selfish ideas and purposes."

Liu Zhihui said: "You are kind by nature. Even if I am a not-beautiful woman, you will help me, because I have helped you before and you know how to be grateful."

I said, "Yes, but I won't work so hard."

I looked at her lips and licked my own lips. Oh, I didn't kiss her lips just now.

She suddenly leaned over and kissed my lips. After I was stunned for a while, I hugged her neck and kissed her lips.

This goblin, she knows what I am thinking, what is she doing.

She is repaying me or making me happy, and then working harder for her and giving for her.

Or, she originally wanted to kiss me.

No matter what, I'll take enough of it first.

Liu Zhihui gently pushed me away when I was intoxicated: "It's enough."

I was still unsatisfied and said, "I have only kissed for a few seconds."

Liu Zhihui said, "Don't think about it, I want to kiss you too."

I said, "Well, I won't think about it anymore."

Liu Zhihui said: "How great would it be if I were an ordinary girl and not a female prisoner."

I said, "Yeah."

I looked at her lips and wanted to come.

She saw through my thoughts and sat a little far away from me. Then she gently pushed the tricycle tarp apart and looked at the setting sun, thinking.

When I arrived in Sha Town, I took her to open a hotel near a youth hostel.

The room is not big, warm and clean.

I said, "It's incomparable to five-star rating, you'll do it."

Liu Zhihui said: "Thank you."

I said, "What are you doing so politely? Oh, what do you want to eat, I'm hungry too."

Liu Zhihui said, "Order fast food and order two bottles of beer."

I said, "Okay."

I knew the delivery phone number of a fast food restaurant nearby, so I called it, ordered two meals and four dishes, and asked him to help me get two bottles of beer.

After I delivered it, I gave it money and took it to the computer desk in the room to eat and drink.

Liu Zhihui opened the beer bottle cap with her teeth.

Yes, it was opened with teeth.

Then touch the bottle: "Cheers."

I said, "Okay."

The bottles bumped together, and she said, "Say it again, I hope you won't get annoyed, thank you."

I said, "Damn, I'm really annoyed. Stop talking, come and have a drink."

After drinking, I looked at Liu Zhihui and felt agitation in my heart.

What a good woman, are you afraid that she will be smart and wise? Are you afraid that she will see through my thoughts?

No fear of anything.

Because she is so beautiful, she is so bright that she blinds all the light bulbs.

Moreover, the most important thing is that she understands everything I think in my heart. As long as she is willing, she can make up for all my anxiety and defects. She can make my personality and psychology perfect, and make my life more full.

I looked at Liu Zhihui. If you don’t drink, you will be drunk by yourself, and if you don’t love, you will be confused by yourself, I am really drunk by yourself.

I only had a few glasses of wine and I was drunk.

I said, "I hope that you will be with me."

Liu Zhihui said, "You didn't drink too much."

I said, "My life needs your help."

Liu Zhihui said: "Is it because of this? Is it a deep love?"
To be continued...