January 2, Sunday, cloudy

I got up early in the morning and rushed to the company to participate in the training.??                                                     �

I don’t know if my aunt has not had a good rest recently, or if the bus is swaying and makes me sleepy, but I accidentally fell asleep and almost passed by the station. Fortunately, I woke up the moment I arrived at the station, otherwise I would have been late!

If you are late, you will be miserable. You will definitely be scolded by the thin-lipped Obasan. In fact, it doesn’t matter if you are used to being scolded at home since childhood. At most, you can block your ears and pretend not to hear them. In fact, what you are most afraid of is the Mediterranean Ojisan. He will look up and down with his triangle eyes with thief light. His eyes are like a disgusting and cold four-legged snake crawling around on your skin, making people want to shout for help! Even now, it feels a little creepy when you think about it. I hope you will never see him in the future!

The morning is a vocal training course, which I like more. I used to listen to the class monitor singing, but I thought it was because of his good voice. Only through training did I know that a good voice is certainly one aspect, but more importantly, I have to go through hard training, understand and be familiar with the common rules of scientific vocal methods, and try to change my self-directed voice habits. However, now I rarely hear the class monitor sing, which is a pity!

In the afternoon, I was dancing training. I practiced jumping and flipping for three or four hours, practiced waist and leg skills, and remembered movements. I was so tired that I was like a pool of mud. However, when I thought of dancing with the class monitor on New Year's Day, I felt full of energy and it was worth it to be tired!

Having said that, so far, I have not told the class monitor about signing a contract with the company! I don’t know how the class monitor will react after knowing it. Congratulations? Heartbroken? Or indifferent? Compared to the inconsolation of congratulations and congratulations, indifferent, I hope the class monitor can be so angry, even if it scolds me in the face. At least this means that he cares about me and cares about me.

However, a person as smart as the squad leader may have seen some clues long ago. He was worried about my face and didn't ask?

The squad leader will go to Jiangning to participate in the training camp tomorrow. I heard that it will take two weeks to leave. I won’t see the squad leader in two weeks. I feel so empty when I think about it.

I hope the squad leader will come back soon!

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Monday, January 21, light rain

I haven't written a diary for a long time, so I rarely have some free time today. I just took out the diary and wrote something casually. When I started writing, I found out: Oh, why do I feel that I have free time today? According to the truth, Monday shouldn't be the busiest and most chaotic time? Well, the reason is very simple, that bad guy went to Jiangning to attend some hell training today.

Although I knew that the bad guy would go last week, I was still very uncomfortable. I subconsciously turned around several times during class and found his seat empty. I remembered that the bad guy had really gone to Jiangning to fool. I felt like I had lost something important. Only at this time can I feel that watching him bury his head and read books every day, hearing his slight voice, and seeing his tired smile is also a great happiness and sweetness!

Then I was thinking: If it was as Wu Zichen said, that bad guy would go to college in the next school year, stay in Huai'an to continue to go to high school, and prepare for the college entrance examination every day. How should I live such a day? And as time goes by, the original feelings will gradually fade, or will they become more and more sticky and rich like wine? What will it become in the future? If you are not in the same school, you will have different friends, different lives, different topics, and the bad guy looks so popular, and there will definitely be all kinds of girls around you.

What should I do? Do I have to bury myself in the pile of books every day like Chenyu, and be determined to be a female academic master, then get into Jingshi University, and be a classmate with that bad guy? I feel so stressed!

By the way, when it comes to Chenyu, it seems that she has already seen my little moves before. Although she will smile and say hello to me during class in the corridor or in the Chemistry Olympics class, her eyes are no longer as close as before. I admit that I am not kind in this matter, but Chenyu, you are really not suitable for you to be with that bad guy!

I didn't mean to belittle Chenyu, you. If you are as hard-working and focused as you, you will be admitted to Jingshi University, get a doctorate, enter a research institute, or even be elected as an academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences. The course is that you have an ordinary appearance, an ordinary family background, a square personality, and have almost no hobbies except studying. And that bad guy is not only good-looking, but also smart and versatile. Do you think you can defend that bad guy just by relying on a little bit of ignorant favor in middle school. Without other common languages, can you keep that bad guy?

Well, even if that bad guy is more in love than Jin and never leaves him, Chenyu, can you withstand endless discussions from people around you? You should know that people's words are awesome! In many cases, love is not as long as two people think it is suitable, but as two families and even the entire society think it is suitable. Marriage is never a matter of two people.

I swear, Chenyu, when you find your true destiny in the future, I will do my best to help you, and I will give you the biggest red envelope when you get married!

Also, I see that Cai Xiaojia is a little absent-minded today, and she turns her head more frequently than me. I guess she is also in love with her heart. I admit that this little girl looks very good, but the problem is that she does not have enough strength to protect her beauty. She is similar to a four or five-year-old child holding gold ingots in her hand. Not only will she not bring happiness, but it will become the root cause of disaster. Moreover, she seems to have been acquired by an entertainment company now and is participating in talent training. In the future, she may become a star and a public figure; she may also be attracted by a big boss or a little kid, so that she can hide her charm in the golden house. In short, she will be further and further away from the life of that bad guy until the two of them become memories of each other.

Unexpectedly, I wrote so much in one breath. It seems that I am also confused. Let’s just write this for the time being, go to bed early and have a beauty sleep!

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Tuesday, January 22nd, sunny

I was in class normally today, and I took the time to do a set of test papers for the Chemistry Olympiad. I felt that it was OK, but I was still not sure if I wanted to win the first prize in the whole province or even the first prize in the whole province.

This is what I suffer now. For example, the Chemistry Olympiad, like every monthly exam, I know all the knowledge points, but as soon as I do the test paper, I still have many knowledge loopholes, or I just can't think of something deeper, which makes me never at the forefront. This feeling is like a glass ceiling above my head, which can see the sunshine, but I can't go further, and beautiful things are therefore out of reach.

I used my time to go to school and after school to memorize 30 English words and two paragraphs of Jiang Yan's "Fareful Fu". "Fareful Fu" is very difficult to memorize. Not only are there many rare words, but the meaning is also difficult to understand, and it is difficult to understand the clues. I often can't remember the next sentence after memorizing the previous sentence. I really envy him for having such a good memory. Not to mention the poems and essays like "Fareful Fu", even the rude and sacred "Shangshu" can be recited with a glance.

By the way, he went to Jiangning to participate in the provincial biology Olympiad training yesterday, so he hasn't seen him in the corridor from yesterday to today. But it's better for him to go to Jiangning, at least she won't bother him anymore, but I feel relieved.
Chapter completed!