Chapter 425 It Looks Like You, Sister Zhu, Premeditated(1/2)
Zhu Lin ran into the bathroom and washed his face with cold water without saying anything.
After washing his face with cold water and waking up, Zhu Lin supported the sink with both hands and looked up at himself in the mirror.
Looking at the pretty face full of water drops, Zhu Lin immediately took a deep breath.
She really didn't expect that she, who was thirty years old and already married, could secretly kiss a nineteen-year-old man.
I am more than ten years older than him. Strictly speaking, I am not even a person of the same generation, but yet I would do such a thing. It is incredible.
But there was no way, Zhu Lin was really emotional at that time and couldn't help it.
All I can say is that if you want to blame it, it’s because Zhu Lin is not professional enough, or maybe it’s because he is too young, has too little experience, and is too emotional.
Perhaps it should be said that Zhu Lin is now thirty-one years old, which is still considered young? And she has already acted in many dramas at this time, so she cannot be considered to have too little experience.
This is not the case.
Although Zhu Lin is now thirty-one years old, her experiences in the first half of her life were actually relatively simple and she did not have too complicated emotional experiences.
It can even be said that in these thirty-one years, Zhu Lin has never had true feelings, and has never really liked a man.
Even her current husband was actually just because they were colleagues, and when they got older, and after being introduced on a blind date, it seemed that their families were almost the same, so they were a good match, so they got together without experiencing any deep-rooted love.
It can be said that it was precisely because she was as ordinary as water in the first half of her life that Zhu Lin felt restless to jump out.
Others don't know it, but Zhu Lin knows very well how boring and boring her previous life was.
That time when she played a technician in "Traitor", it was originally an accident, and it was for her to play her true character, but it was indeed an opportunity, or it opened a window, allowing Zhu Lin to see the opportunity for change.
She suddenly discovered that being an actor was so exciting and enjoyable.
She prefers the challenge of being an actor compared to the constant routine in graduate school.
The feeling of being able to interpret different lives is so sweet and refreshing, which other industries cannot give.
Therefore, from then on, she decided to study acting and started her official career as an actress.
However, to this day, Zhu Lin's career as an actor is actually not smooth.
Although she has played heroines several times due to her pretty appearance and temperament, most of them were neither well-received nor popular. Simply put, she has no characteristics and it is difficult to leave a deep impression on others.
Here, in addition to the problem of never encountering a good script, there is also Zhu Lin's own problem.
To put it simply, Zhu Lin is not as capable of acting as other talented actors. She is more like a vase actress now.
But even for vases, Zhu Lin is not the most outstanding at this time, because the most outstanding vase at this time is Gong Xue.
As far as his acting career is concerned, Zhu Lin is actually in a trough and dormant period at this time.
Her acting skills really started to break out in the later "Shorbrak", not the King of the Daughter Kingdom in the 1986 version of Journey to the West.
However, in this world, the filming of "Shorbrak" has not yet started, so Zhu Lin will naturally not break out in acting because of this drama.
However, Zhu Lin's accumulation is actually quite sufficient. When filming this movie with Cao Zhiqiang, temporarily titled "Love in the Ancient Pavilion", she also ushered in an acting breakthrough.
In other words, this kind of introverted and somewhat playful female teacher is actually more in line with Zhu Lin's temperament. Zhu Lin's image and temperament as well as her inner cultivation are all exploded through a teacher named Wen Xue.
Of course, while acting is explosive, it also means that you are deeply involved in the play.
Zhu Lin originally liked the role of Wen Xue, and because he was so deeply involved in the play, he couldn't help but get involved in it and put his feelings into it. He really fell in love with Cao Zhiqiang, who played the role of Xia Qiu.
In fact, because Cao Zhiqiang is very young, normally it is impossible for Zhu Lin to really fall in love with him. After all, normally speaking, the age gap and experience between the two parties are too different.
But the problem is that Cao Zhiqiang is not a real nineteen-year-old boy, he is actually a time-traveler, and he was already Bensi's age before time-travelling.
In addition, he is a person from the later Internet era, so Cao Zhiqiang’s experience is not less than Zhu Lin’s, but actually much more.
In daily contact, a few casual words from Cao Zhiqiang can make Zhu Lin stunned for a long time, and a casual science popularization can make Zhu Lin feel like he has a sudden enlightenment.
Whether it's international affairs or tips on daily life, Cao Zhiqiang can talk clearly and convincingly.
The richness and breadth of his knowledge simply amazed Zhu Lin.
Also, even if it's just a drama, Cao Zhiqiang's analysis of the emotional issues between the male and female protagonists is clear and logical.
He could perform psychological anatomy and tell Zhu Lin why the male and female protagonists, with such different ages, identities and experiences, could come together and fall in love. Although it looked beautiful, it was actually a suspension bridge effect.
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At first, Zhu Lin was curious about what the suspension bridge effect was. After Cao Zhiqiang explained the suspension bridge effect and said that it is actually a phenomenon in psychology, he suddenly realized it.
To put it simply, it is a dangerous or exciting situation that can promote the relationship between two people.
Therefore, when the male and female protagonists meet for the first time, it is not actually love at first sight, but because they both have their own troubles and difficulties, and then after meeting by chance, they subconsciously want to relieve their feelings.
The following contact made the two people join together for warmth in their hearts, and eventually it evolved into love.
But this kind of love, limited by environment and identity, is destined to not end well. At least when the male protagonist is still a student, he cannot keep this love. If he insists on going on, it will only make each other miserable, so he chooses
Let go.
The heroine also understands this truth very well, so the heroine chose to exercise restraint from the beginning, but in the end she couldn't restrain herself, so she chose to leave.
In other words, at first, the heroine wanted to leave because of the rumors, but later she left because of the hero.
You can interpret this as doing it for the other person's benefit, or you can interpret it as selfishness, depending on how you interpret it.
However, since most people actually like happy endings, Cao Zhiqiang deliberately did not make the ending a tragedy, but gave an open ending.
This actually gives hope to those who long for a happy ending, and also gives a reason to those who like tragedy. You can interpret it any way you want.
It should be said that Cao Zhiqiang's in-depth interpretation of this drama was very helpful to improve Zhu Lin's acting skills.
It is precisely because Zhu Lin deeply understands the positioning and heart of the character that when she acted, her expressions and language were all very on point.
At the same time, Zhu Lin's feelings were hopeless as the plot progressed, and he fell deeper and deeper into love, and he began to really fall in love with Cao Zhiqiang, who played an almost true character.
Yes, because of Cao Zhiqiang's poor acting skills, the character of Xia Qiu he played was really almost true to his true self.
In addition to deliberately suppressing emotions, Cao Zhiqiang's occasional witticisms are very similar to him.
Off-screen, Eric Tsao is not only witty and witty, he is also versatile.
Whether it was drawing a sketch for Zhu Lin or playing the harmonica for Zhu Lin, it touched her heart countless times.
Especially when walking by Xuanwu Lake with Cao Zhiqiang, Zhu Lin always felt like a deer bumping into each other, which was a feeling she had never had before.
Slowly, Zhu Lin's eyes began to focus more on Cao Zhiqiang. Even though she knew it was wrong, she just couldn't control it.
"This is wrong, I shouldn't be like this!" Looking at himself in the mirror with his face full of water drops, Zhu Lin began to mutter to himself, "We can't go on like this, something will happen if we go on like this, I, I can't, I can't do this!"
After saying that, Zhu Lin picked up the towel, wiped his face, straightened his collar, and then walked out of the bathroom, ready to leave directly.
But just when Zhu Lin's hand touched the door handle, she suddenly stopped again.
"No, he's drunk. It's okay if he has no one to accompany him. What if he feels uncomfortable again?"
"Yes, I should stay and take care of him, not for anything else, just because he is my future employer, so I can't just ignore him."
After convincing himself again, Zhu Lin sighed and returned to the bedroom, looking at Cao Zhiqiang who was still sleeping soundly and knowing nothing.
Shaking his head slightly, Zhu Lin found a blanket, stretched it out and covered Cao Zhiqiang's belly to prevent him from catching a cold.
Then he went to the window and closed the blackout curtains so that Cao Zhiqiang could have a good sleep.
Then, Zhu Lin silently sat by the bed and looked at Cao Zhiqiang gently.
She felt that just looking at each other quietly like this was enough.
Time passed like this minute by minute.
When the sun was about to set at dusk, Cao Zhiqiang finally woke up.
As soon as he woke up, Cao Zhiqiang felt his mouth became dry and his temples ached, causing Cao Zhiqiang to moan uncontrollably.
This moan immediately startled Zhu Lin who was sitting on the bedside reading a book.
Zhu Lin immediately put down his book and walked quickly to Cao Zhiqiang: "Zhiqiang, are you awake? What's wrong with you?"
Cao Zhiqiang frowned and pressed his temples with his hands: "Water, water!"
"Okay, wait a moment!"
Zhu Lin quickly stood up and took a cup of cold water that had been prepared long ago. Then he put the water on the bedside table, then bent down and pulled Cao Zhiqiang to sit up halfway with both hands.
After doing all this, Zhu Lin handed over the cup of cold water: "Here, drink water."
Cao Zhiqiang didn't think much, took the water cup and poured water into his mouth.
After drinking down a glass of water in one breath, Cao Zhiqiang groaned and said, "More more!"
"Hold on!"
Zhu Lin smiled, quickly took the empty cup, and went to the reception room outside to pour cold water again.
In this way, Cao Zhiqiang drank three glasses of water in a row to relieve his thirst after a hangover.
"Are you feeling uncomfortable anywhere else?" Zhu Lin asked.
"Headache." Cao Zhiqiang continued to frown, "Oh, if I move even a little bit, my head will split."
Zhu Lin thought for a while, bit his lip and said, "Then, let me massage your head, okay?"
"Okay." Cao Zhiqiang didn't think much and continued to press his temples with both hands, "Of course that's good."
To be continued...