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Chapter 1012 Soft-hearted

Si Xingpei has always loved Gu Qingzhou very much and tolerated.

But at this moment, he wanted to get upset.

His heart was half filled with his ideals and half filled with Gu Qingzhou. He was cold-blooded and cruel to other people and things.

He knew it himself, but he just didn't care.

The last time I returned to Nanjing, the governor happened to be spending the weekend. Maybe he was too busy, the governor had no beard, and he was idle at home on the weekend, wearing loose nightgown.

The governor of the Si Dynasty was old, his beard was half gray, and his nightgown made him look bloated than usual.

That look like a poor person who is out of control.

After Si Mu and Fangfei passed away, the governor Si was not as good as before and his mental state was not good.

Si Xingpei's mother has been dead for many years, and those hatreds that are deeper than the sea seem to be just obsessions in his heart. When this obsession is answered, he seems to have suddenly relaxed.

If the governor of the Si Dynasty was still so powerful, he might have tortured him to death.

However, Si Xingpei felt uncomfortable when he became old, haggard and weak.

He was a little unable to do it.

Whenever Si Xingpei thinks of his father's gray hair and Fangfei dies in Pingcheng, he always has some indescribable sourness in his heart.

The reason why he got angry was that he was soft-hearted - this soft-hearted would let his mother down and make her die in vain.

But he thought again that his mother committed suicide and he couldn't think about it for a while.

Thinking about this makes me feel even more unfilial.

However, filial piety can also be given to the father

Si Xingpei has never been willing to recall the various things in Nanjing because these will make him suffer. Si Xingpei has never considered others' emotions before.

He didn't know what to do, so he got angry.

Si Xingpei hoped Gu Qingzhou to persuade him, but was afraid that Gu Qingzhou would really persuade him, but Gu Qingzhou was so well-behaved and sharp, she was indeed silent - this also made Si Xingpei angry.

Anyway, he was in a bad mood. Even Gu Qingzhou, whom he loved the most, inexplicably wanted her to show some courage and say a word or two of the truth.

He buried his head and face between Gu Qingzhou's hair, pressed his face against her ear, and gently kissed her ear.

"Qingzhou, what do you think?" he asked again.

Gu Qingzhou didn't understand the complicated thoughts in Si Xingpei's mind at that time.

She didn't speak.

The next morning, when Gu Qingzhou got up and went downstairs, he walked to the door of Si Xingpei's study room and heard the adjutant asking him: "Master, go to Nanjing first, or go back to Pingcheng first?"

Si Xingpei said: "Return to Pingcheng."

The adjutant said again: "You can go to Nanjing first. The government still has a few documents to sign, and it will be just right to take them back to Pingcheng."

But Si Xingpei suddenly got angry: "Go back to Pingcheng first and go make arrangements!"

The adjutant was silent, and he said rituals.

At this moment, Gu Qingzhou realized what he was doing last night as if he was enlightened.

He doesn't want to go back to Nanjing.

He did not test or joke. He really wanted to let Governor Si and Cai Jingshu go, but he felt sorry for his mother for doing so, so he was hesitant.

Gu Qingzhou always feels that this matter is a taboo and is unwilling to talk about it.

At this moment, she understood Si Xingpei's mood and walked into the study.

"Go down to have a meal, breakfast is ready." Si Xingpei said casually to Gu Qingzhou, and then went to sort out the documents, not looking at her much.

Gu Qingzhou walked behind him.

She surrounded him.

Her cheeks were pressed against his back, and the nylon-made military uniform was a little hard and a little cold, so Gu Qingzhou made a cold war.

With such a close hug, Si Xingpei lost all his anger and pulled her in front of him.

He lifted her waist and hugged her on the desk. Si Xingpei lowered his head and kissed her lips.

Gu Qingzhou said, "Si Xingpei, let the governor go? Ai knew the destiny. He was over fifty years old and could claim to be an "old man".

When we reach the age of the ‘old man’, we have crossed all kinds of boundaries. The mistakes we made in the past should be forgiven, right?”

She raised her eyes and looked at Si Xingpei.

Sure enough, there was no anger in Si Xingpei's eyes, but flashing light, feeling relieved.

He quickly restrained this kind of ease.

Gu Qingzhou said again: "The Supervisor has always been very protective of me. If it weren't for his help, I wouldn't have been able to gain a foothold in Gu Mansion back then. If it weren't for the Supervisor, how could I be qualified to fight with the Gu family?"

She only talked about the commander.

Gu Qingzhou knew very well that the person Si Xingpei wanted to forgive was just the governor of Si.

It was not that he felt that the sin of the governor was minimal, but that the governor was his biological father.

Father always has a special meaning, and this father is not so bad that he is uncontrollable.

Gu Qingzhou also thought of Si Mu and Fangfei.

Those are two living lives, another continuation of the life of the governor.

But these two lives were gone, as if he had cut off another meaning of the existence of the General Secretary. He had already had a difficult life.

"It's not good for us to do this." Si Xingpei said slowly.

Gu Qingzhou was in the middle of nowhere.

Si Xingpei said: "Good intentions will only bring endless troubles."

Gu Qingzhou put his face on his cheek.

Si Xingpei said: "Qingzhou, I hope I can accumulate some virtue."

When he said this, he thought his words were ridiculous and said, "Warlords like us want to say that they are deceiving themselves."

Those who are incoherent are unwilling to admit their soft hearts.

This is how emotions are. Once you relax, you will be overwhelmed and you can't stop them.

Si Xingpei has already softened his heart.

"We will all change, and what we want may not be the right one. But since we want it, do it." Gu Qingzhou said, "You used to be like this."

Letting the governor Si may not be correct for Si Xingpei, who is carrying his mother's grudge, but it is understandable if he wants to forgive him.

Gu Qingzhou remembered a long love story for children: A very important person has lost one. Should he lose another because of the loss of that one?

Si Xingpei seemed to be considering this at this moment.

He held Gu Qingzhou, and what arose in his heart was Gu Qingzhou's master and wet nurse.

He also did something missed.

Although Gu Qingzhou's master and wet nurse were members of the royal family, they raised her. He was decisive at that time and did not consider Gu Qingzhou's feelings.

He did something wrong, and Gu Qingzhou also forgave him.

"When I got married, I told myself deep down, that I should be a good person in the future." Si Xingpei leaned into Gu Qingzhou's ear and murmured, "Only God will treat my family well after being a good person."

So he made a decision.

Governor Si and Cai Jingshu, let them live in their own sins.

Si Xingpei won't kill them.

As for whether those sins, even panic, would kill them, Si Xingpei didn't consider it, and he didn't plan to take action.

This is his greatest kindness.

He raised his head and said to Gu Qingzhou: "When you finish this matter, we will go back to Pingcheng together. I want to take you to bring incense to my mother.

I want to tell my mother that this matter is over. We will live a peaceful life from now on. Please ask her to bless you and be safe and smooth for the rest of our lives."
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