The weather in early autumn is very good, and it is sunny all day long and people are energetic.

But Gu Yun was heavy.

She hasn't been able to get up for the past few days.

Another colleague resigned.

This colleague changed his newspaper and felt that the newspaper now had no future.

The boss's wife didn't say anything.

Unexpectedly, after work that day, my former colleague arrived near the newspaper and happened to stop Gu Yun.

"Miss Gu, we still lack a compiler. You have always been safe in your work, and I want to recommend you. I just passed by and I am not familiar with the place. If you go, we are still old acquaintances." The colleague smiled.

This colleague is a man in his thirties. He is quite upright on weekdays and has a good relationship with Luo Zhusong.

The reason why he was concerned about Gu Yun was because before Luo Zhuan went to the front line, he repeatedly told him to take care of Gu Yunyi and Yi2.

Gu Yun was not with Luo Zhuan.

After Bai Xian disappeared, Luo Zhubi pursued her for several months and showed her sincerity. The more serious he was, the more unbearable Gu Yun could not bear it. He simply told him that he had someone in his heart and could not accept other feelings for the time being.

Later, Luo Zhubi followed the boss to the front line to be a war correspondent.

He asked Gu Yun: "If I can come back alive, would you like to give me another chance?"

Gu Yun felt very sad at that time.

The artillery fire has no eyes, what do you want her to say?

Say no?

Could she curse Luo Zhubi and can't come back?

So she said, "Okay. You can come back alive, let's talk about this."

"Then don't get married before this, don't cut off my hope." Luo Zhuan said.

Gu Yun nodded.

This man loves her very much, so much that he would rather bet on life and death.

During dinner a few days ago, Bai Xian asked her: Have you had a boyfriend?

She wanted to ask at the time: Do you want to pursue me?

But she couldn't make a promise for this question. If he said "yes", then she would tell him that at least she had to wait until Luo Zhubi came back alive and wait until the war was over, and she would personally refuse Luo Zhubi.

If he says "no", wouldn't she be self-indulgent?

She has always been thin-skinned, and she dared not think about this embarrassment, and she did not say these hidden feelings.

She and Bai Xian were like two strangers. In the past, he followed her every day, which was the task of Hongmen and Zhang Xinmei's entrusted.

Didn't he never show up again?

If he had a heart that wanted to pursue her, it would not have disappeared so thoroughly.

The French Concession has only such a few things after all.

"...Ms. Gu." The colleague called her again, "How about it, Miss Gu?"

My colleague found that she was distracted.

She has been in a daze recently and seems to have a lot of things in her heart. She is too sensible and will not talk to her colleagues even if she has a secret, and her colleagues are not inconvenient to ask more questions. "I shouldn't change places to do things." Gu Yun said, "I want to go back to the countryside. If I have the chance in the future, I want to write articles for newspapers and be a columnist. You also know my writing style. I think I can do it. If I can meet the new newspaper,

People are more connected and I will be able to make a living in the future. I will thank you."

My colleague thought for a while: "It's not easy for everyone in this kind of time. Well, I'll tell my friend, have a meal together tomorrow night?"

Gu Yun said it was OK.

During the meal the next day, my colleague specially called a female colleague from the Xinbao to prevent Gu Yun from being restrained.

Unexpectedly, the female colleague likes to have a drink.

Gu Yun had something to ask for, but her female colleague was generous, so she had to clink glasses.

After drinking two drinks, she knew it was not good because her mind was groggy.

My colleague is sorry: "Ms. Gu, I didn't expect you to have such a poor alcohol tolerance, why don't you refuse?"

Gu Yun is not very good at refusal.

She said to her colleague dizzily: "You can call a rickshaw for me."

There, the dinner was not finished, and the female colleague had not had enough fun to drink. She complained that Gu Yun was in trouble, and her colleague couldn't leave her new colleague and gave her Gu Yun, so she had to call her car for her.

When he arrived at the entrance of the alley, Gu Yun knew to pay.

But after getting off the car, she took a few steps and the amount of alcohol she poured into her glass was completely revealed. As she walked, she knelt down with a thud.

Her knees hit the floor tiles in the alley, and with a crisp sound, the rickshaw driver who had not yet walked away was in pain for her.

He wanted to go up and help, but he felt that the woman was drunk and was afraid that it was not a good thing and didn't want to cause trouble. He had to turn around and run away, pretending not to see it.

Gu Yun couldn't get up on the ground for a long time.

She struggled twice, and when she was about to make her third effort, a dark shadow blocked the light.

Then, the shadow leaned over and picked her up.

Gu Yun was a little unaware of the situation, but she didn't struggle and felt safe from her subconsciously.

She let the man send her back to the house.

Bai Xian never expected that she would see the scene of her getting drunk again.

For the first time he knew that she could drink.

He carefully held her, found the key from her bag and opened the door, and placed her on the bed.

She fell asleep after she was stiff.

Bai Xian took off her shoes and wanted to fetch water to wipe her face, but he was afraid that any movement would wake her up.

He just helped her pull the quilt.

The lights were not turned on in the room. He stood in the dark, his eyes adapted to the light and could see her outline clearly.

He slowly sat down to her bed.

His heart was beating violently, and his breathing was hot and rapid.

He wanted to reach out and touch the face of his loved one. Only in such a dark night, she slept ignorantly, could he dare to be so presumptuous.

When the thoughts come true, I can't suppress them.

His fingers slowly fell on her cheeks.

Her cheeks were slightly cool and her skin was smooth.

His heart lake surged, and the waves slapped layer by layer, and he could clearly hear his heartbeat.

Touch gave him courage.

He did not restrain himself, and finally leaned over and gently touched her lips with his lips.

He heard the roar of the sea, the sound of wind passing through the forest on the mountains, and the horse's hooves in the snow-capped areas - all the shocking sounds.

This is the blood boiling all over his body.

He got a kiss from his sweetheart, a shallow, unknowing kiss.

Even if you die, you will be comforted in this life and die as much as possible.

He walked out of her room silently, not daring to stay any longer.

He was happy in his heart, but when the wind outside blew, he lowered his head again, adding to his guilt in his joy.

For his own selfish thoughts, did he flirt with her or molested her?

He felt that no matter how he changed his appearance, the dirty things that were waiting for him were flowing in his bones.

He quickly ran away, trying to find a safe haven for his wretchedness.

Gu Yun didn't know all this.

She didn't even know how she got home.

After getting off the rickshaw, her memory seemed to be in a fault.

Because she felt safe, she let herself lose her consciousness with openness.

"Why do you feel safe? Did I have already entered the house at that time?" she asked herself in a muffled voice.

Her bag was placed on the table, the keys were placed next to it, and the shoes were neatly placed on the ground.

All of this is nothing like a drunk person can do.

She remembered the dark shadow.

"Is it a dream, or is it true?" she asked herself.
To be continued...